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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-08-2023, 06:36 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,692
Posted By lozza
I know how scary it can be to go back to the...

I know how scary it can be to go back to the hospital but I think and I encourage you to go if you are feeling unsafe at all. Again I know how hard it is but I am always here to chat/ vent to. Just...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 22-08-2023, 06:26 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 3,115
Posted By lozza
Here we are again. I wish so much that I could...

Here we are again.

I wish so much that I could say that I have stopped relying on alcohol when things get bad but I haven't been able too. When something triggers me so bad, drinking is the only...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 09-05-2023, 08:53 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 3,115
Posted By lozza
Feeling suicidal once more So here I am once...

Feeling suicidal once more

So here I am once more, struggling to find my feet, to find my way. The trigger this time, I do not know. The wanting to fight for life - not really there. But here I am...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 27-01-2023, 05:59 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 3,115
Posted By lozza
Smart on paper - not on life? For a few years...

Smart on paper - not on life?

For a few years now I have been studying different online courses relating to and around animals.

People giving me complements has always been hard for me, but I am...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 27-01-2023, 12:56 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 3,115
Posted By lozza
'Birkett' *abuse warning* Back in high school,...

'Birkett' *abuse warning*

Back in high school, something happened. A party. Alcohol. A guy I thought I trusted - need I say more?

After that weekend I broke up with him. I confided in some close...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 25-12-2022, 08:12 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 3,115
Posted By lozza
Christmas Day (links to past abuse) Christmas...

Christmas Day (links to past abuse)

Christmas Day 2022 - epic failure.

It's so hard when you try to cut all contact with past abusers only to then have it all thrown back in your face.. and...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 17-11-2022, 03:01 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 3,115
Posted By lozza
past abuse **may be triggering** I had a really...

past abuse **may be triggering**

I had a really bad nightmare the other night. I was made to go up and travel with family to see 'him' as an adult, as I am today. I fought against going. I told my...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 17-11-2022, 02:16 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 3,115
Posted By lozza
It is so hard for me to reflect on my past life,...

It is so hard for me to reflect on my past life, because as the title suggests 'jigsaw' my life is a jigsaw and I am just trying to piece everything back together again and make sense of it all....
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 14-11-2022, 12:15 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 3,115
Posted By lozza
The past is the past, the future is the...

The past is the past, the future is the future

So much has changed, has happened. Change of teams. There has been numerous changes of teams over the many years actually. Some good. Some bad. Some...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-10-2022, 06:55 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 2,123
Posted By lozza
A safety plan is all about knowing your triggers...

A safety plan is all about knowing your triggers or beginning to know and acknowledging them and for each trigger, coming up with a distraction or something positive you can do to help you through...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 25-10-2022, 06:50 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 5,505
Posted By lozza
Sometimes, it isn't about being 'stronger' nor is...

Sometimes, it isn't about being 'stronger' nor is it about feeling as though you 'should' have done more to stop it.. said more..

Sometimes, it can really help to remind yourself that that the other...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 16-06-2022, 12:34 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 4,333
Posted By lozza
"it will pass"

"it will pass"
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-06-2022, 12:24 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 3,455
Posted By lozza
I'm thinking of you sweetie and always here if...

I'm thinking of you sweetie and always here if you need to chat or just needing that distraction or anything.. msg me anytime xx
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-06-2022, 12:21 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,922
Posted By lozza
Thank you all for your words, and Kat I'm so...

Thank you all for your words, and Kat I'm so sorry that things haven't been great for you either.

I don't quite know what triggered me that day but I self-harmed earlier on and that one I do know....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-05-2022, 07:39 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 4,065
Posted By lozza
I know that you enjoy spending time with sox and...

I know that you enjoy spending time with sox and going on rides with him.. is this something you can do a bit more often and especially when you are needing that time out and a really good...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-05-2022, 04:50 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 4,065
Posted By lozza
Hey sweetie. I'm thinking of you and only ever a...

Hey sweetie.

I'm thinking of you and only ever a message away if you need some extra real time support, miss chatting to you xx
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 30-04-2022, 05:57 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,015
Posted By lozza
I guess the best way to explain it is an...

I guess the best way to explain it is an overwhelming thought that ceases to leave you alone even if you try not to listen to it/ don't want to listen to it.. that's what it's like for me anyway!
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 30-04-2022, 01:14 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,015
Posted By lozza
I am not sure if this is what you are meaning or...

I am not sure if this is what you are meaning or not but I do have another voice in my head who I call Ella or neg head as she says a lot of negative things about me, telling me things that aren't...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 26-04-2022, 09:43 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 4,333
Posted By lozza
"only you can make the change" which I...

"only you can make the change"

which I guess is true, but when you are at the lowest of the low all you can think about is either dying or just trying to survive just one more minute of one more...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-04-2022, 01:42 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 3,070
Posted By lozza
Hey. Ummmm my gp but not on speaking grounds...

Hey.

Ummmm my gp but not on speaking grounds with her atm (long story I'd rather not get into) and my pdoc who doesn't do out of hrs support...

My support workers iso ends tomorrow so will...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-04-2022, 11:49 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 3,070
Posted By lozza
And she does have covid and now I'm terrified as...

And she does have covid and now I'm terrified as she's so unwell with it and what if she doesn't make it and am struggling so much and I need her and I know I can reach out to her still but I feel...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-04-2022, 06:27 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 3,070
Posted By lozza
Thank you for your reply. I'm trying. My support...

Thank you for your reply. I'm trying.

My support worker is back now but is really sick so still not able to see her. I hope it's just a bad cold and not covid!!

She has been calling but I just...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-03-2022, 12:03 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,922
Posted By lozza
Felt like I couldn't stop

I relapsed with sh earlier on and I just kept going and going. It was like I couldn't stop. I was just fixated on the wound I had made and kept making it bigger and bigger. I haven't felt like that...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-03-2022, 11:54 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 3,070
Posted By lozza
She is still going to call on the days we usually...

She is still going to call on the days we usually see each other so she will call tomorrow and then sometime on Wednesday. I don't know just at a low point right now and I can't see my psychiatrist...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 25-03-2022, 06:59 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 3,070
Posted By lozza
Support worker going away

I know she wouldn't leave unless she really had to but my support worker has to go interstate for half a week. I'm freaking out. I know I have the skills and stuff to get through and she will still...
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