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Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 23-12-2014, 01:22 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 434
Posted By manics_revol
I would like to believe things could change, very...

I would like to believe things could change, very much so.

But I've tried to shake things up before, tried to make things change, and it's never worked. And now I'm 30 and can either resign myself...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 22-12-2014, 06:14 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 434
Posted By manics_revol
Thanks for replying. I've only briefly tried...

Thanks for replying.

I've only briefly tried psychotherapy before, when I was looking for private therapists. Most were too expensive and of the two or three I tried they didn't seem to get what I...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 22-12-2014, 05:13 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 434
Posted By manics_revol
When can psychotherapy actually help?

Hopefully this is the right place to put this, but apologies if not.

I am thinking about suicide a lot, as it seems to be the only thing that makes sense to me. I have had a couple of attempts (one...
Forum: General Chat 22-12-2014, 09:54 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 964
Posted By manics_revol
No, and I'm not going to. Partly because, like...

No, and I'm not going to.

Partly because, like you said, I shouldn't have to. And partly because I can no longer be bothered with anything any more.

It's not really about the money (although...
Forum: General Chat 22-12-2014, 01:14 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 964
Posted By manics_revol
Ordinarily, i'd go along with that happily. But...

Ordinarily, i'd go along with that happily. But these weren't some £10 tickets for a local gig, these were £200 weekend tickets for V Festival, which you don't really 'forget' about. The three who...
Forum: General Chat 22-12-2014, 12:11 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 964
Posted By manics_revol
I'm not surprised by those responses. If it was...

I'm not surprised by those responses. If it was me I would definitely have offered to repay the cost of the ticket.

Fact is, this was earlier this year and I was the one who bought their tickets....
Forum: General Chat 21-12-2014, 11:54 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 964
Posted By manics_revol
Icon Question If you can't make it after someone has bought tickets for you...?

Just want to test the waters here...

If you can't make it to a festival after you've told them you will, and someone has gone ahead and bought tickets for you, should you offer to pay them back for...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-07-2013, 06:46 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 812
Posted By manics_revol
I got back to London on Friday and was feeling...

I got back to London on Friday and was feeling quite worried and anxious. It turns out it wasn't for nothing as I've now slipped back to how I was. All I can think is that I was so damn close to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-07-2013, 02:46 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 812
Posted By manics_revol
I would like to not be alone. But the few friends...

I would like to not be alone. But the few friends I have are always busy, and I can't relate to them anyway (they're all coupled up, talking about weddings and buying houses and grown-up stuff). And...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-07-2013, 10:51 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 812
Posted By manics_revol
Yeah but the best I can be is a loser. Always...

Yeah but the best I can be is a loser. Always alone, completely useless. :-(
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-07-2013, 08:57 AM
Replies: 17
Views: 812
Posted By manics_revol
Thanks. But some people clearly are better than...

Thanks. But some people clearly are better than other people aren't they? I'd say most people are better people than Hitler, to take an extreme example.

I think I am leaving hospital on Thursday and...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-07-2013, 08:03 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 812
Posted By manics_revol
Yeah, but you're probably - in fact almost...

Yeah, but you're probably - in fact almost certainly - a way better person than me. I get that there are possibilities for things to get better, but it's also possible they won't (far more likely...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-07-2013, 07:09 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 812
Posted By manics_revol
Thanks both for your replies :-) I sccept that...

Thanks both for your replies :-)

I sccept that keeping on going is a realistic option, but what is the point if there is no hope? You can't just decide to have hope one day if there's no rewson to....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-07-2013, 07:05 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 812
Posted By manics_revol
Lol, how can you fake self-esteem and...

Lol, how can you fake self-esteem and self-confidence? Surely there has to be something to build upon first? That's where I get stuck, i'm a loser with nothing going for me.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-07-2013, 05:03 PM
Replies: 17
Views: 812
Posted By manics_revol
Icon Question How can I keep going? (may trigger)

On Saturday night, I tried to kill myself. I was going to jump off a bridge and had it all worked out and then at the last minute I was stopped by the police at the bridge. I was just metres away....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-03-2013, 12:01 AM
Replies: 57
Views: 1,765
Posted By manics_revol
Do you have an inkling of what it is you're...

Do you have an inkling of what it is you're missing that would mean you maybe could go on?

I know what it is for me, although to be fair it doesn't help me :-(
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 12-03-2013, 11:55 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 671
Posted By manics_revol
So this is what the hospital psychiatrist sent...

So this is what the hospital psychiatrist sent me:



I was expecting something a bit more actually helpful than that if I'm honest. Anyway, I had a bit of a look and it seems that a session is...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 10-03-2013, 01:16 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 671
Posted By manics_revol
Sadly it's not on the NHS (apparently there's a...

Sadly it's not on the NHS (apparently there's a 12-month waiting list)...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-03-2013, 11:52 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 963
Posted By manics_revol
That's fine I guess if that's your opinion, and...

That's fine I guess if that's your opinion, and I'm not saying it's easy whichever way you look at it. But it seems incredibly sad to me to say a miserable, painful existence should be put up with...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 06-03-2013, 10:29 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 671
Posted By manics_revol
Thanks, that's very kind of you to offer... once...

Thanks, that's very kind of you to offer... once I've been sent the various options I will certainly take you up on that :-)
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-03-2013, 11:54 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 963
Posted By manics_revol
I sometimes think that it's like when someone's...

I sometimes think that it's like when someone's who's religious loses their faith. They can't ever go back to believing what they did. Well, obviously they can if they want, but it's not the same...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 05-03-2013, 11:42 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 671
Posted By manics_revol
The doctor at the hospital said he would email me...

The doctor at the hospital said he would email me with some options for psychoanalytical therapy (although he hasn't yet)... what should I be looking for then? He mentioned that the Centre for...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 05-03-2013, 01:44 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 671
Posted By manics_revol
Icon Question Psychoanalytical therapy?

Hi,

I had an appointment with a psychiatrist at hospital today, having been taken to A&E the week before last because I was suicidal.

The psychiatrist recommended that I try something called...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-03-2013, 11:50 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 963
Posted By manics_revol
It sucks, doesn't it? I feel like whatever people...

It sucks, doesn't it? I feel like whatever people say to try and make it better is kind of just a sham, and I've seen through it. I know they mean well, but all I can see is the gaping holes in their...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-03-2013, 09:58 AM
Replies: 28
Views: 963
Posted By manics_revol
Passed Expectations - sorry, did not mean to come...

Passed Expectations - sorry, did not mean to come across as sounding quite so harsh.

It is my continued existence that is making these people's lives crap. I can offer them nothing. And I can't...
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