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Forum: General Support and Advice 28-12-2012, 08:12 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 462
Posted By Ryuzaki
Interventions?

Has anyone ever had their friends or family confront them on their issues? I have once.. well twice... in one day.
I opened up a little to a friend of mine when I was feeling suicidal.
He really...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-08-2012, 03:01 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 384
Posted By Ryuzaki
I just can't do it anymore

I don't know what's going on. Every time I see a height, I want to jump. When I see deep water, I want to go in, and not come up. I mean I was moving on. I haven't hurt myself in months, and was...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 14-04-2012, 04:08 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 331
Posted By Ryuzaki
Core Relapsed...

I feel horrible. I've been 2 months free, and before that a year. Last year I realized I was addicted to cutting and stopped. But after that I started smoking and then 2 months ago when I quit that...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-11-2011, 06:56 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 343
Posted By Ryuzaki
:Crying:

I'm seriously sitting here crying my eyes out. I'm in my 7th period french class, and I want to be ****ing dead. My 6th period was out of control. I walked in, sat down, and there was a substitute....
Forum: General Support and Advice 16-11-2011, 05:18 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 281
Posted By Ryuzaki
Thanks for your reply. I have talked to all the...

Thanks for your reply. I have talked to all the other english teachers besides 1, because mine is the head of the department. The 1 I haven't talked to, is only because I haven't had the chance. My...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 16-11-2011, 03:43 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 355
Posted By Ryuzaki
Scared to death to be in school

I'm afraid to be in my classes. I'm made fun of constantly. I'm made fun of cause I'm a natural blonde, I sing, I try in school, I get anxiety attacks, and its just not ****in fair!! All I do is sit...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-11-2011, 03:33 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 510
Posted By Ryuzaki
Hey Krissy, sorry if I spelled that wrong. I know...

Hey Krissy, sorry if I spelled that wrong. I know exactly what your talking about. If you know what you do before and after cutting, write that down. More specifically before. Memorize what you do...
Forum: General Support and Advice 16-11-2011, 03:24 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 281
Posted By Ryuzaki
Important Help, please

I'm scared right now. I really am. I'm doing horrible in school (english-e choir-b college writing-d independent living-a keyboarding-c forensic science-e french 2-e music theory-b) and those grades...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-10-2011, 09:47 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 406
Posted By Ryuzaki
I tried switching schools, but I can't go...

I tried switching schools, but I can't go anywhere else due to the district issues. If I switch I lose the year and have to repeat my senior year. Thanks for your replies..
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-10-2011, 02:14 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 406
Posted By Ryuzaki
Important I need help.. I really do..

I'm sorry if this is triggering for others but I'm not sure how to label this.
I'm terrified right now.
Scared to go to school.

Why I'm scared:

Made fun of DAILY
Shoved into lockers (not when...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-03-2011, 12:34 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 322
Posted By Ryuzaki
I stopped before because my ex best friend helped...

I stopped before because my ex best friend helped me through it. I want to go back because of how I am treated. My other best friend keeps stabbing me in the back, I'm treated like ****. Nobody wants...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-03-2011, 12:00 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 322
Posted By Ryuzaki
Slipping

Please help. I can't take much more of this pain. I just want to slip back into hurting myself. What I used to do, its almost there again... I was caught scratching my wrists with a pencil, and ever...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-02-2011, 05:47 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 319
Posted By Ryuzaki
I only have my boyfriends brother, but I haven't...

I only have my boyfriends brother, but I haven't been able to contact him since wednesday. My parents don't care, and my friends don't understand.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-02-2011, 03:32 AM
Replies: 234
Views: 8,507
Posted By Ryuzaki
I'm not a self harmer. I am a dreamer, a wisher,...

I'm not a self harmer. I am a dreamer, a wisher, a lover, a student, a friend, a sister, a girlfriend, a daughter, and the kind of person self harming has brought.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-02-2011, 03:05 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 319
Posted By Ryuzaki
I've also told, when asked what I would do if I...

I've also told, when asked what I would do if I lose the guy I am currently with, I'd try to kill myself. Which it is the truth. I love him and can't lose him.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-02-2011, 02:59 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 319
Posted By Ryuzaki
i need help

I'm losing everything. I finally find the guy I love, and I lose him. He had a seizure, and now he remembers nothing. All I need is for him to tell me everything he feels about me, and I can't have...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-01-2011, 02:20 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 252
Posted By Ryuzaki
Scared and lonely...

All it is anymore is just scary, I'm afraid to live, love, and die. I'm afraid of being myself. I haven't had anything to do with suicide in months, and then last night all I could think about was...
Forum: General Support and Advice 04-11-2010, 02:25 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 366
Posted By Ryuzaki
Heart Question

I finally told this guy I really like how I feel. He used to like me. In our 9th grade year, he asked me out, me not feeling the same, very rudely denied. Me and him are now in 11th grade, and I feel...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-10-2010, 12:48 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 288
Posted By Ryuzaki
I'm slipping...

It feels like I'm slipping back into serious SH. I've been wanting to badly, and avoiding it, but now its to much. I have scissors next to me, and I want to cut so badly. Its bad enough, my wrist...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-10-2010, 03:28 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 419
Posted By Ryuzaki
Its hard, I dont want it to be like this. I've...

Its hard, I dont want it to be like this. I've worked and struggled to stay out of this point again. It hurt me knowing I had to return here, because this site has great support, and always reminds...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-10-2010, 09:37 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,049
Posted By Ryuzaki
Sabrina, I still love you like a sister, you...

Sabrina, I still love you like a sister, you were my first friend I had in awhile when we met over youtube 5 years ago, you shown me that maybe there was hope for a screwup like me. We may have had...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-10-2010, 09:10 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 419
Posted By Ryuzaki
Red I'm fuckin done!

I just want to fuckin die. It doesn't help anything anymore! Why can't my life just be done???? I lie and I get in trouble so I tell the truth and I'm hated! Why can't I just kill myself! I want to...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-10-2010, 02:31 AM
Replies: 14
Views: 599
Posted By Ryuzaki
I didn't get called down today, but I did get...

I didn't get called down today, but I did get talked to by a special ed teacher today during 7th period because he saw me snapping the rubber band in class. He told me that it's good to have my own...
Forum: General Support and Advice 23-10-2010, 02:00 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 384
Posted By Ryuzaki
Important Question

I used to be really out of it. Depressed, suicidal, and I cut. I pulled myself out of that, and actually was able to be happy again. Why now then does it seem everyone is trying to push me down...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 22-10-2010, 01:52 AM
Replies: 8,467
Views: 310,306
Posted By Ryuzaki
yes! and found out I'm allergic! Have you ever...

yes! and found out I'm allergic!

Have you ever auditioned for a play?
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