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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-04-2019, 01:31 AM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I'm so confused right now. From Friday to this...

I'm so confused right now. From Friday to this afternoon I felt like I would be quiet about my plans and kill myself after the meeting. Late this afternoon I started to fess up at program that there...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-04-2019, 10:02 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I went to program today. I tried to tell them how...

I went to program today. I tried to tell them how I felt and they said I was trying and hurting. My grandmother is now in the hospital. Wednesday is my meeting with work and my outpatient therapist....
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-04-2019, 09:49 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I did not wind up calling the crisis line but...

I did not wind up calling the crisis line but tried to stay busy and went to the gym for a few hours. I am going back and forth between forget everything, there is nothing left and I should kill...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-04-2019, 10:43 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to...

I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to live this life. I will likely live through the weekend because I gave my wallet to my mom and have no money for weapons or a hotel room. But what...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-04-2019, 08:16 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
only the partial program knows about this weekend...

only the partial program knows about this weekend and I did have to spend hours safety planning but now in the moment I am having severe anxiety and kept myself busy all morning and took a prn. I had...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-04-2019, 01:10 AM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I am feeling a little more stable at partial but...

I am feeling a little more stable at partial but this weekend is the anniversary of a serious suicide attempt. I surrendered my wallet to my mother so that I cannot buy means or get a hotel room. She...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-04-2019, 08:20 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I'm out now but don't feel any better. I start a...

I'm out now but don't feel any better. I start a day program tomorrow but am afraid that they will just try to make me go back inpatient. I still want to die.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-03-2019, 09:27 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I'm going inpatient.

I'm going inpatient.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-03-2019, 05:38 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I’m about to go into my therapy appointment and...

I’m about to go into my therapy appointment and I’m freaking out And shaking
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 26-03-2019, 01:03 AM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
Thanks for the push. I scheduled an appointment...

Thanks for the push. I scheduled an appointment with my psychiatrist for Friday.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-03-2019, 10:55 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I just don't want to overreact. I don't want to...

I just don't want to overreact. I don't want to run to the hospital.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-03-2019, 09:38 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
nope.

nope.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 24-03-2019, 06:50 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I am feeling a little calmer now but probably...

I am feeling a little calmer now but probably only because I bought stuff I shouldn't have yesterday. Something is very wrong but I feel like I just want to let nature take its course.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-03-2019, 07:06 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I'm trying to distract, have left a few text...

I'm trying to distract, have left a few text messages for people, but I can't get out of my head right now.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-03-2019, 11:31 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
It was hard to come home to a house without her....

It was hard to come home to a house without her. The week was very stressful job and client wise. A new supervisor is starting and I have reached a point with my old supervisor where I could be very...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-03-2019, 08:57 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I want you to know that I truly appreciate your...

I want you to know that I truly appreciate your feedback. A visiting nursing service came today to see my grandmother and we are still waiting for bloodworm to come back but I have some relief that...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-03-2019, 11:53 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I am doing better. Thank you so much for asking....

I am doing better. Thank you so much for asking. Vacation was a good getaway and I needed it desperately. I was in such a state before the trip and I worry about going back to that when I return to...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 13-03-2019, 10:54 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
My grandmother has an appointment with a doctor...

My grandmother has an appointment with a doctor tomorrow so that is good. I was doing OK with not thinking about work until I got a work call. I ignored it and refuse to listen to it now but it got...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2019, 05:20 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I forgot to mention that my cat, my baby of 17...

I forgot to mention that my cat, my baby of 17 years died yesterday morning and that is the one thing that I have thought that I cannot handle.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2019, 05:18 PM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
I'm trying not to think about work on vacation...

I'm trying not to think about work on vacation but now I am on vacation visiting my grandmother and I think that I am going to have to force her into the hospital against her will as she has been...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2019, 12:47 AM
Replies: 41
Views: 3,110
Posted By milomushi
the cycle

I can tell that my mental health is starting to decline. It is quite a recognizable feeling at this point in my life. I am not at the bottom yet and I am not suicidal yet. But why go on? I have been...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-02-2019, 06:11 PM
Replies: 30
Views: 4,373
Posted By milomushi
Things have been pretty stable for a while now...

Things have been pretty stable for a while now but for medical reasons I have had to discontinue the medication that stabilized me last year. I feel like I will be just waiting for things to crash...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-12-2018, 01:38 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 4,373
Posted By milomushi
I'm struggling now and working with the horses is...

I'm struggling now and working with the horses is not making me feel any better. My therapist is now on maternity leave and I feel like I have nowhere for my anxiety to go.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-10-2018, 02:32 AM
Replies: 30
Views: 4,373
Posted By milomushi
I'm still struggling with the obsessions. I have...

I'm still struggling with the obsessions. I have therapy tomorrow.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 06-10-2018, 10:17 PM
Replies: 30
Views: 4,373
Posted By milomushi
I wound up having a meltdown at the psychiatrist...

I wound up having a meltdown at the psychiatrist office and almost freaked out because they did not know that their door was locked and I thought they were no-showing me. I am so triggered by and...
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