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Forum: General Support and Advice 12-08-2012, 07:17 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 3,327
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Thanks, Music. I'll tag the page in case I feel...

Thanks, Music. I'll tag the page in case I feel like I can disclose one day.
Forum: General Support and Advice 10-08-2012, 09:24 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 3,327
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Thanks so much, RandomSwirls. I've never heard...

Thanks so much, RandomSwirls. I've never heard of anybody else having to write things down before. I struggle to speak to anybody, but especially people in authority & most particularly doctors. ...
Forum: General Support and Advice 07-08-2012, 11:42 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 3,327
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Yeah...I know I probably *should* see a psych or...

Yeah...I know I probably *should* see a psych or at least tell my doc/s, but I really just...can't. I can't explain it. As much as I want to die, often, it scares me so much that talking about some...
Forum: General Support and Advice 06-08-2012, 11:51 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 3,327
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
>> What scares you so much about seeing a...

>> What scares you so much about seeing a psych?

There's nothing about it that *doesn't* scare the crap out of me. Can't deal with being in a small room with just a few people or (worse) just one...
Forum: General Support and Advice 06-08-2012, 07:53 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 3,327
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Thanks for the reassurance & thoughts,...

Thanks for the reassurance & thoughts, everyone.

I probably won't find out an appointment date until mid-September, so I'm really trying to not stress (at least, not this early), but it really is...
Forum: General Support and Advice 05-08-2012, 10:38 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 3,327
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Doctor will see SI scars (for the ladies)

Sorry if here isn't the right place, but wasn't sure where to ask this. Really hope it isn't TMI. :ermm:


So...my doctor wants me to go see a gynecologist, for the first time ever. I know I have...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 20-03-2012, 10:18 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 410
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Thanks, WinterSparkles...I hate that other people...

Thanks, WinterSparkles...I hate that other people are having this happen, but it is good to know I'm not the only one. Wishing you the best.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-03-2012, 08:31 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 410
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Ugh I definitely understand about the whole thing...

Ugh I definitely understand about the whole thing of using internet as a distraction --> getting nothing done --> SI. I'm sorry you've been there.

As far as the "my brand of crazy" comment...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-03-2012, 08:21 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 247
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Wish I had something useful to say, but all I...

Wish I had something useful to say, but all I have is that I understand & you're not alone. I used to try to see the scars as "battle scars"; evidence that I've fought demons that most people can't...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 19-03-2012, 04:31 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 410
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
I am trying to be careful. It's STUPID, because...

I am trying to be careful. It's STUPID, because I **know** how addictive it can be, & one of my most massive fears is to become addicted to something (which makes SI a perfectly sensible...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-03-2012, 10:41 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 410
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Hey guys. Thanks for all the suggestions. I'm...

Hey guys.

Thanks for all the suggestions. I'm glad (in that not-glad kinda way) that I'm not alone in this.

Unfortunately, coffee & caffeine drinks make me a thousand times worse, and because of...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-03-2012, 10:12 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 410
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Need SI to focus on study

WTF? I mean...that's new for me. Not the finding it hard to focus on study; but having to SI to gain any kind of focus? That's seriously screwy. I don't get it, I don't get it at all. Making it...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-03-2012, 01:30 PM
Replies: 42
Views: 1,399
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Drew, You won't remember me, but we met years...

Drew,

You won't remember me, but we met years ago on another forum, me sporting a different name. I don't know how we lost touch, but I've thought of you many times, hoping you're ok. You helped...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-03-2012, 01:02 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 433
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Honestly..I don't know either..in a similar...

Honestly..I don't know either..in a similar situation. But am thinking of you & wishing you strength...as little as that helps.

I'm spending a lot of time on YouTube, DVDs, music, making sure I'm...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-03-2012, 12:45 PM
Replies: 3,598
Views: 64,229
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Really rough patch...don't know how, or if, I'll...

Really rough patch...don't know how, or if, I'll survive it. Have no words, but...struggling..

Best wishes for safety to all.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 12-03-2012, 06:36 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 668
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Hi, Saxitoxin. I'm kinda glad (in a...

Hi, Saxitoxin. I'm kinda glad (in a not-at-all-glad-really manner) that it's happened to someone else. I must be part-British, because I have a zillion different teas, & I do drink them to calm...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-03-2012, 02:59 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 668
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Hi, Me... - Thanks very much for the creative...

Hi, Me... -

Thanks very much for the creative suggestions. Smell can definitely be really powerful. I was doing a bit better yesterday & was able to get out, spent a lot of time just wandering...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-03-2012, 11:42 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 668
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Ugh...you're perfectly right, Dolly. I realise...

Ugh...you're perfectly right, Dolly. I realise they're not "my" songs as such. Guess like Katie said, it was just the last thing I can deal with right now. Already had "unquit" (again), but it was...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-03-2012, 10:42 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 668
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Thanks, Katie.. There are staff, but they can...

Thanks, Katie.. There are staff, but they can only act when certain noise conditions are met; being loud in the daytime is ok. Maybe they would if I could tell them why it was such a problem for...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-03-2012, 08:24 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 668
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Thanks for your thoughts,...

Thanks for your thoughts, DustyChica.

Unfortunately, I can't call in a noise complaint..it isn't "that" loud - we're just in close vicinity. And it's daytime here = no noise pollution laws kick in...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-03-2012, 07:49 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 318
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Hey, congrats on 5 months! That's awesome. I'm...

Hey, congrats on 5 months! That's awesome.

I'm in a similar position, having just succumbed to rising urges in the last few weeks. I'd been "clean", with a few short-lived lapses, since September...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-03-2012, 07:20 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 668
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
When someone else plays "your" music

Yeah, I'm back yet again...it's been a while, but no matter how long I try to stay away, I still think of you guys & gals when I need advice. Hope it's ok to come & go..I'm pretty useless...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-01-2009, 12:36 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 339
Posted By fumblin' with the blues
Really Struggling *ALSO TRIG. SUICIDE*

I don't have words for anything in my head....short of saying I need to cut, and Cut, and CUT. I need to be bones. Only bones, just enough to put in a box and fade away. I need to Leave. In this...
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