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Forum: General Support and Advice 22-04-2008, 08:32 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 895
Posted By Les
i cant sleep so much on my mind. i just cant find...

i cant sleep so much on my mind. i just cant find anyone to talk to. just took a 2mg ativan hoping that will settle me. i have a big day tomorrow. sigh.
Forum: General Support and Advice 22-04-2008, 08:13 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 895
Posted By Les
if you're still there pm me please!

if you're still there pm me please!
Forum: General Support and Advice 22-04-2008, 04:05 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 895
Posted By Les
ok ill be a little clearer about whats up. i have...

ok ill be a little clearer about whats up. i have known my gramma has had some blood issues but i didnt know what it was. tonight my dad called and said my gramma has a bone marrow illness much like...
Forum: General Support and Advice 22-04-2008, 03:46 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 895
Posted By Les
Important having a little family emergency - if anyone doesnt mind chatting id appreciate

anyone available to talk. i got some big bad news and need to discuss it or something. its just a family medical thing that took me by surprise something serious. if anyones available in the next 15...
Forum: Veterans Board 06-01-2008, 07:49 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 696
Posted By Les
im not having luck outpatient. i just end up at...

im not having luck outpatient. i just end up at the ER every week. regular hospitals do crap for me. so SAFE is one of my last hopes.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-01-2008, 07:45 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 620
Posted By Les
it went awesome. he just had a little moment when...

it went awesome. he just had a little moment when he left where he was like please dont do this to yourself again. you'll be okay right? i guess i dont know. i said yes, dont worry. but chances are...
Forum: Veterans Board 03-01-2008, 09:32 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 696
Posted By Les
my bf is having trouble getting out of work, so...

my bf is having trouble getting out of work, so hes still a good 5 hours from getting here. i honestly am almost even about to cut now. i am really struggling.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-01-2008, 09:24 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 620
Posted By Les
feel like crap

i see my bf for the first time in 2 months tonight and i feel like crap. i just WANT to cut. i am thinking less about him than about him seeing my new scars (40 stitches since i seen him last), and...
Forum: Veterans Board 03-01-2008, 09:05 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 696
Posted By Les
i feel horrible. i want to cut. sorry just had to...

i feel horrible. i want to cut. sorry just had to say that to someone somewhere.
Forum: Veterans Board 03-01-2008, 07:42 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 696
Posted By Les
i see my bf tonight after a couple months. my arm...

i see my bf tonight after a couple months. my arm is way more messed up, ive had 4 large sets of stitches since then. im worried what he will say/do. but i told him and he seems to be ok, but things...
Forum: Veterans Board 03-01-2008, 01:32 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 696
Posted By Les
i am annoyed with my situation because i want to...

i am annoyed with my situation because i want to cut so badly but i have no chance. no sharps, they will catch me if i go out, i will miss seeing my bf. i am honestly counting down til after his...
Forum: Veterans Board 03-01-2008, 01:16 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 696
Posted By Les
as things are right now im just not ready to stop...

as things are right now im just not ready to stop cutting. but no one will see it. they are threatening me with the hospital etc, but that doesnt help me at all. the only reason i have to stop for...
Forum: Veterans Board 02-01-2008, 01:01 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 696
Posted By Les
i tried all my distraction stuff. gave my stuffed...

i tried all my distraction stuff. gave my stuffed monkey a washing, ate, wrote, came here, watched tv, etc. tried calling a hotline who referred me somewhere else who couldnt help me. tried calling...
Forum: Veterans Board 02-01-2008, 12:00 AM
Replies: 15
Views: 696
Posted By Les
i really struggling. everyones trying to talk me...

i really struggling. everyones trying to talk me out of cutting, but its all i care to do right now. i dont think anything can talk me out of it. and my bf is coming to town in two days and what...
Forum: Veterans Board 01-01-2008, 10:46 PM
Replies: 15
Views: 696
Posted By Les
just a random post

if there were no consequences and no one else mattered, i would never stop cutting. but there are.
my bf is visiting in 2 days and i definately cant cut before then or i will not get to see him (cuz...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-12-2007, 04:58 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 900
Posted By Les
the local hospitals dont help me at all :(

the local hospitals dont help me at all :(
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 22-12-2007, 12:19 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 900
Posted By Les
my last hope *si trig?*

i have become a terrible cutter. every time i cut i need a dozen or so stitches. i just know i cant live like this. i emailed my dad and asked him if he would help me go to a treatment program like...
Forum: Veterans Board 22-12-2007, 12:15 AM
Replies: 31
Views: 1,446
Posted By Les
im 27 and still struggling you're not alone

im 27 and still struggling
you're not alone
Forum: Veterans Board 20-12-2007, 11:46 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 795
Posted By Les
nothing out there is ever gonna help me

it feels like nothing will ever help me. i cant go unaided (without hospital intervention) more than 2 weeks without cutting seriously enough to need a dozen or so stitches. the hospital doesnt help...
Forum: Veterans Board 15-12-2007, 06:29 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 729
Posted By Les
yeh my case manager is gnna help me.

yeh my case manager is gnna help me.
Forum: Veterans Board 15-12-2007, 01:11 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 729
Posted By Les
im really anxious about my discharge aftercare. i...

im really anxious about my discharge aftercare. i have to go weekly to get my blood drawn to get the one med they put me on, and they assigned me a male therapist and i really want a female one. so...
Forum: Veterans Board 14-12-2007, 11:32 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 729
Posted By Les
another new start...

Well i just got bacck from 2 weeks in the hospital. i chose to go because i was feeling so depressed and suicidal. they changed my meds. im now on clozeril which means a ton of bloodwork! i dnt know...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-12-2007, 09:23 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 748
Posted By Les
i am waiting til morn to try and get help again...

i am waiting til morn to try and get help again but i dunno what to do if people just push me aside again
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 03-12-2007, 05:53 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 748
Posted By Les
no one would care if i was dead..

ive called 2 crisis lines and talked to staff in my building and everyone is minimizing everything. they are all like well you can just find something to o to keep busy and you wont want to kill...
Forum: Veterans Board 03-12-2007, 05:48 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 629
Posted By Les
i dont get why no one can hear me. im honestly...

i dont get why no one can hear me. im honestly gonna be in trouble if i cant get someone anyone to take me seriously. why are the people who are supposed to help you just not at all wanting to.
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