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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-10-2017, 03:41 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 827
Posted By cweed
I'm really sorry. I identify with a lot of what...

I'm really sorry. I identify with a lot of what you have said, so you're definitely not alone in struggling with this. It is HARD.

Can you maybe, instead of setting goals about avoiding cutting,...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 02-10-2017, 03:38 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,585
Posted By cweed
It just doesn't WORK. Seriously, I've gotten to...

It just doesn't WORK. Seriously, I've gotten to the point where I don't even have the thought spirals or negative thoughts and I still just have weeks where I feel so low it's like I'm dying. It...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-09-2017, 05:03 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,585
Posted By cweed
You know the other big difference? It used to be,...

You know the other big difference? It used to be, I'd get all of these negative thoughts and spirals and whatnot and being depressed or anxious kind of stemmed from that. Now, it's like...I've...
Forum: General Support and Advice 24-09-2017, 11:00 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 654
Posted By cweed
What is wrong with me

Seriously, I thought I kicked this **** now I'm in it as much as ever, still yanking people around in the eddies of my own anxiety spirals. I know it's not healthy to shut down every serious...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-09-2017, 02:30 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 860
Posted By cweed
Ah, yeah...I gave in and told a friend anyway,...

Ah, yeah...I gave in and told a friend anyway, so. Now I just feel awkward doing it, because now it affects someone, even if I don't bring it up again. I don't want it to be something they have to...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 20-09-2017, 02:01 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,585
Posted By cweed
I've actually never told somebody before, at...

I've actually never told somebody before, at least not somebody who could just listen, ask a few questions, and leave it at that. People have known, or I've had to ask them for help for first aid...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-09-2017, 11:39 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,585
Posted By cweed
Yeah, thanks...I ended up talking things out with...

Yeah, thanks...I ended up talking things out with a friend, which I generally try to avoid (it's a little needy and pressure-y). I guess I just don't really see a downside? But I'm not falling apart...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-09-2017, 02:14 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 860
Posted By cweed
Doesn't feel like it harms me...

Doesn't feel like it harms me...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 18-09-2017, 06:24 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 860
Posted By cweed
Is it really so bad to go back...

...if I know what I'm getting myself into this time and I am in a better place than I was before? I'm not depressed or panicked or messing up my life, I just...miss it. I miss self harm. It almost...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-09-2017, 04:18 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,585
Posted By cweed
Seriously, though, the urge is REALLY strong now...

Seriously, though, the urge is REALLY strong now and the only reason I'm even resisting it is that I'm scared to find out how much of a coward I've become in the past 5yrs.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 18-09-2017, 04:00 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,585
Posted By cweed
Xclock It's different this time...

So, it's been ages since I've logged onto RYL, and I'm honestly surprised to find myself here. I'm not who I used to be, and that's a good thing, overall. I've fixed a lot (not all) of my self esteem...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 16-04-2016, 08:13 AM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,095
Posted By cweed
I feel you. I mean, I REALLY get you, in that I...

I feel you. I mean, I REALLY get you, in that I have stopped coming to this site, but I'm on here because I 'fell off the wagon', as it were, yesterday after 3-4yrs without.

I don't really know...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 14-11-2015, 07:30 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 585
Posted By cweed
I'm right there with you. It's been years since...

I'm right there with you. It's been years since I've really done anything (though I've wanted to now and then in the interim) and sometimes it just...hits. Like now.

The only thing I know to do is...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 22-12-2014, 07:49 AM
Replies: 602
Views: 20,924
Posted By cweed
I can practically pick it! TPBM loves to read

I can practically pick it!

TPBM loves to read
Forum: Fun and Distractions 22-12-2014, 07:46 AM
Replies: 2,539
Views: 91,695
Posted By cweed
Raw chicken. What are you procrastinating right...

Raw chicken.

What are you procrastinating right now? (You know there's something!)
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 21-12-2014, 09:18 AM
Replies: 8
Views: 535
Posted By cweed
Personally, it always helps me to frame things...

Personally, it always helps me to frame things not by how long it has been since I last hurt myself, but rather by how frequently I do so.

If I frame it as 'I have a streak of 2wks of not harming...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 21-12-2014, 09:14 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 1,343
Posted By cweed
Started out pretty subtle...I'd put myself in a...

Started out pretty subtle...I'd put myself in a situation where something painful was likely to happen (someone resting their chair on my fingers, 'falling asleep' while touching...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 21-12-2014, 08:59 AM
Replies: 518
Views: 197,299
Posted By cweed
Iodine - Icon for Hire I say I wanna be...

Iodine - Icon for Hire


I say I wanna be healthy, but I turn up the noise
The IV drips a steady stream of poison
I think I'm just in love with the feeling
Break my bones so I can feel them...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-12-2012, 04:06 AM
Replies: 41,527
Views: 1,035,448
Posted By cweed
I've found that the psychs are generally more...

I've found that the psychs are generally more willing to listen to your parents than you (which I suppose makes sense given their cumulative pool of patients)...I've been fortunate enough to have my...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-12-2012, 12:29 PM
Replies: 56
Views: 886
Posted By cweed
Personally, I've always found "talk to...

Personally, I've always found "talk to someone" to be the most intimidating option...almost by definition, I'm in a bad place people-wise whenever I'm struggling not to sh. If you can pull it off,...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-12-2012, 07:40 AM
Replies: 56
Views: 886
Posted By cweed
I'm sorry it's really rough for you right now. I...

I'm sorry it's really rough for you right now. I wish I could help you more than just words on an internet page, but unfortunately that's all I can work with atm.

You CAN do this, though. I know...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-12-2012, 05:54 AM
Replies: 56
Views: 886
Posted By cweed
Again, you're welcome to count yourself in it...

Again, you're welcome to count yourself in it until you decide to quit. Messing up isn't failure; it's just something to work on. If you can't stop 100%, challenge yourself to include some good...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 13-12-2012, 05:44 AM
Replies: 41,527
Views: 1,035,448
Posted By cweed
Bleh, my brain's all over the place, still can't...

Bleh, my brain's all over the place, still can't figure out why I'm feeling messed up, but I'm forcing myself to be productive over it. Sticking to the sleep/food/water thing, though only if you...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 13-12-2012, 05:38 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 338
Posted By cweed
I get where you're coming from on this...at some...

I get where you're coming from on this...at some point for me, it had been almost a year and I was starting to feel down again. I sort of felt like it, but it wasn't really NECESSARY the way it used...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 11-12-2012, 10:35 PM
Replies: 28,004
Views: 631,112
Posted By cweed
Cake!

Cake!
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