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Forum: General Chat 10-02-2013, 06:07 AM
Replies: 1,846
Views: 239,525
Posted By I am (not) a robot
Shame It bored me to tears.

Shame

It bored me to tears.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-02-2013, 08:30 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 376
Posted By I am (not) a robot
Thank you. I am just a perfectionists as is, and...

Thank you.

I am just a perfectionists as is, and now I am so disgusted with myself that I am struggling to accept that relapses are going to happen.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-02-2013, 08:36 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 376
Posted By I am (not) a robot
After two years; I relapsed. (may be triggering SH)

I feel stupid. Horrifically pathetic. I had two years where nothing marked my body. Where I no longer felt calm from harming myself. And I've messed up at the worst time. I am so ashamed of myself. I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-02-2013, 12:00 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 449
Posted By I am (not) a robot
Out of meds and rejected for re-fills

I have been on zoloft and klonopin for quite some time now. And since there is a blizzard happening where I live, my therapist sent the scripts to the pharmacy yesterday. And when I braved the...
Forum: General Chat 06-02-2013, 12:14 AM
Replies: 23
Views: 1,490
Posted By I am (not) a robot
We didn't stock pile food because we didn't have...

We didn't stock pile food because we didn't have the money, and the stores went empty.

And power outages can happen anywhere power is serviced. I remember the giant blackout that happened in NY...
Forum: General Chat 05-02-2013, 07:28 PM
Replies: 23
Views: 1,490
Posted By I am (not) a robot
It took 54 days to get power back in my home. And...

It took 54 days to get power back in my home. And to be honest, having a physicaly disabled mother, a high school aged sibling, and one person who works and gets income through the internet (myself)...
Forum: General Chat 05-02-2013, 06:21 PM
Replies: 72
Views: 2,536
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I have a few tattoos. A neutral coloured cameo on...

I have a few tattoos. A neutral coloured cameo on my left wrist, I have a symmetrical pattern behind my right ear, and a quote from my favourite novel around my hip.
Forum: General Chat 05-02-2013, 06:18 PM
Replies: 44
Views: 1,886
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I have these every morning with soy milk and an...

I have these every morning with soy milk and an apple and it helps keep me focused and awake. I don't think they taste awful, the oat ones are great, and it's especially easy when going to uni etc.
Forum: General Support and Advice 05-02-2013, 01:44 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 1,848
Posted By I am (not) a robot
Like most things in human nature, grief is an...

Like most things in human nature, grief is an individualized experience that is greatly experienced on an individuals terms. There are key players, I think. How you lose someone, the age of someone,...
Forum: General Support and Advice 05-02-2013, 01:40 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 699
Posted By I am (not) a robot
It was my brother's birthday on the 1st of...

It was my brother's birthday on the 1st of February, and he also died in August. I dreaded the day with every fiber of my being. And I wont tell you that it will go easy, because it is honestly very...
Forum: General Support and Advice 05-02-2013, 01:36 AM
Replies: 1,431
Views: 80,624
Posted By I am (not) a robot
Other half, I miss you so much my bones don't...

Other half, I miss you so much my bones don't even sit the right way anymore.

I don't think I'll ever stop missing you.
Forum: Introductions 05-02-2013, 01:35 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 490
Posted By I am (not) a robot
Thank you all, it's a pleasure to meet you

Thank you all, it's a pleasure to meet you
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 05-02-2013, 01:34 AM
Replies: 633
Views: 44,131
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I Am Not a Robot - Marina and The Diamonds

I Am Not a Robot - Marina and The Diamonds
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-02-2013, 06:57 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 380
Posted By I am (not) a robot
Struggling and exhausted (tw: mentions of death, self harm)

My brother died this Summer. And since then, my mom has put myself and my other sibling into therapy. In my case, back into therapy. Considering I was in a partial-hospitalization program for six...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-02-2013, 06:52 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,059
Posted By I am (not) a robot
It should have been me.

It should have been me.
Forum: Introductions 04-02-2013, 06:41 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 490
Posted By I am (not) a robot
Hello again. (trigger warning: death, discussions of depression and self harm)

Hey everyone. I was once a semi-active member on RYL, and then a lot of life happened in a very short time.

I was put into treatment for my depression, and even though I was put into treatment, I...
Forum: General Chat 28-04-2011, 04:44 PM
Replies: 24,606
Views: 590,384
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I don't know what I would be considered. I tell...

I don't know what I would be considered. I tell people I like girls and they are always surprised. Even my girlfriend was surprised when I told her before we were dating. :l haha
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 28-04-2011, 05:23 AM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 873,059
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I feel like you aren't meant to be here for much...

I feel like you aren't meant to be here for much longer.
What will I do once you're gone?
Forum: General Chat 28-04-2011, 05:00 AM
Replies: 21
Views: 1,179
Posted By I am (not) a robot
My mom and my brother. They have taught me so...

My mom and my brother. They have taught me so much and are just good, true people.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-04-2011, 04:57 AM
Replies: 285
Views: 249,290
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I am still getting the hang of being SH free......

I am still getting the hang of being SH free... but so far, what works for me, is when I am really tempted and I feel my skin crawling, I just hug myself. As dumb as that sounds. It keeps my hands in...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-04-2011, 04:53 AM
Replies: 13
Views: 764
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I teared up reading that. So much happiness for...

I teared up reading that. So much happiness for you. Three years is so great. Very inspirational. I still become tempted (I am six months free) and its so helpful to read things like this. Thank you...
Forum: General Chat 27-04-2011, 03:25 PM
Replies: 29
Views: 1,398
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I do not have bipolar, I have severe...

I do not have bipolar, I have severe depression/anxiety/panic disorder, and no, I would not push the button. As hard as my life has been, it has guided me into knowing what I want to do with my life....
Forum: General Chat 27-04-2011, 03:21 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 1,496
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I think it would be easy for us to say that she...

I think it would be easy for us to say that she was in treatment for only three months, and now has her life together. I highly, highly doubt that is the case. For one, we don't know a thing about...
Forum: General Chat 27-04-2011, 03:09 PM
Replies: 37,136
Views: 497,083
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I hope more ups then downs! I have actually been...

I hope more ups then downs!

I have actually been doing, really, really well... which is weird for me to say almost haha. I got a new job as an assistant manager at a small retail store, I am in an...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-04-2011, 01:54 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 371
Posted By I am (not) a robot
I have stopped for six months (congrats on five...

I have stopped for six months (congrats on five years though, that's brilliant!) When I first stopped, the urges were pretty bad. Awful actually. But slowly, the urges are becoming less frequent and...
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