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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-12-2021, 04:05 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 2,197
Posted By RaeNoctem
Struggling

I have been back and forth so many times now.
Had a major relapse, and as one who hides the worst, I finally had to give in. Was placed into assessment and respite in a specialised clinic. That's was...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 04-08-2020, 12:50 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 2,929
Posted By RaeNoctem
Literally snapped

I have broken, and attacked myself.

Feeling guilty, and sad, but entirely despondent.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 01-08-2020, 05:11 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 2,890
Posted By RaeNoctem
Back here again.

I truly hate myself right now.

After pushing through all the **** since I was 14, now 29, I find myself stupidly and foolishly back where I started.

Spent time avoiding him, knew I'd fall hard....
Forum: Veterans Board 12-07-2020, 02:51 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 8,658
Posted By RaeNoctem
Exactly. Take every day as it comes. May not be...

Exactly. Take every day as it comes. May not be easy, but you can keep pushing. Always here to listen.
Forum: Veterans Board 09-07-2020, 04:38 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 8,658
Posted By RaeNoctem
My issues still lay there, under the surface. The...

My issues still lay there, under the surface. The pain is there every damn day. Sometimes, it feels like you can no longer fight, that there is nothing left. Just blackness, that is welcoming. But...
Forum: Veterans Board 09-07-2020, 04:30 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 8,658
Posted By RaeNoctem
Please hun. Stay strong. Keep reaching out and...

Please hun. Stay strong. Keep reaching out and talking to us. I truly don't know if we can help. But perhaps you can reach out to some sort of professional help. There seems to be an overwhelming...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 09-07-2020, 01:43 AM
Replies: 0
Views: 3,244
Posted By RaeNoctem
Interested in a new fantasy story? SHADOWSWORN

Been writing for years, but just become serious. Writing a fantasy book, 30,000 words down, only roughly 70,000 more to go aha.

However, I found a serious love and escape in writing.
Books are a...
Forum: Introductions 09-07-2020, 12:58 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 1,627
Posted By RaeNoctem
Hey, welcome. Another marvel fan here, pwns DC...

Hey, welcome. Another marvel fan here, pwns DC haha. Not a girly girl either, only paint my nails thrice a year though really, always red. Love blue, but if I put it on my nails it doesn't seem right...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 09-07-2020, 12:45 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 10,346
Posted By RaeNoctem
That must be unbelievably hard to have the past...

That must be unbelievably hard to have the past dug back up.

But here to chat =)
Forum: General Support and Advice 09-07-2020, 12:32 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 3,935
Posted By RaeNoctem
Unfortunately yes. I have met many people that do...

Unfortunately yes. I have met many people that do this. Sometimes cos they say it just to make people happy. But sadly others do it just cos they enjoy the chance to argue. And others simply don't...
Forum: Veterans Board 09-07-2020, 12:21 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 8,759
Posted By RaeNoctem
No you aren't pathetic. You are struggling. Like...

No you aren't pathetic. You are struggling. Like we all have. It's a hard thing to fight.

I am always here to talk if you need. Sometimes, a chat helps.
Forum: Veterans Board 07-07-2020, 03:43 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 8,759
Posted By RaeNoctem
My silly little moment, had a lot of pain going...

My silly little moment, had a lot of pain going on (stress from lockdown, lack of money and owing money, and then losing someone dear to me, he was like a little brother) and ended up feeling very...
Forum: Veterans Board 07-07-2020, 03:30 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 8,759
Posted By RaeNoctem
You have fought hard bless you. But any form,...

You have fought hard bless you.

But any form, even baby cuts, is still sh. I had a relapse a few weeks back. It was barely a scratch. But I knew it was still sh, first time in years.

It's a hard...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 07-07-2020, 02:06 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 9,037
Posted By RaeNoctem
And thinking about scar comparisons isn't the...

And thinking about scar comparisons isn't the best thought.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 07-07-2020, 02:04 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 9,037
Posted By RaeNoctem
I think that's a hard decision. I have always...

I think that's a hard decision. I have always been honest about my scars. It was an addiction. I would drink or smoke to escape my troubles, but when I had neither I would harm. It was a...
Forum: General Support and Advice 06-07-2020, 11:43 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 2,751
Posted By RaeNoctem
I don't feel uncomfortable doing so, but I rarely...

I don't feel uncomfortable doing so, but I rarely tear up in the presence of others. I tend to hold back, in order to help others, then have a good cry when I'm alone.

But sometimes the pain is too...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-06-2020, 01:51 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 1,520
Posted By RaeNoctem
When sanity is lost

It's been so many years...

But right now, I would love to feel the release of pain. I'm so damn close... 😔
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 12-06-2020, 01:02 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 11,725
Posted By RaeNoctem
Waist low pleasure! xD

Waist low pleasure! xD
Forum: General Chat 15-05-2020, 01:04 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 4,544
Posted By RaeNoctem
Isolation Distraction!

Who else needs a good old chat? A swap of knowledge? A true bit of banter?

As a single mom, I have spent 8 weeks in the company of a 4 year old. And as much as I love him, it has been stressful....
Forum: General Support and Advice 15-05-2020, 12:59 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 3,000
Posted By RaeNoctem
Thank you so much for reaching out. So...

Thank you so much for reaching out. So appreciated. I'm doing better right now though. But love the hand when needed 🙂❤
Forum: General Support and Advice 03-03-2020, 10:59 AM
Replies: 1
Views: 3,000
Posted By RaeNoctem
Feeling lost again...

Bit out of sorts right now. The only close personal I have can't really understand. Begun to feel quite lonely and down....
Forum: Forum and Community Questions 11-02-2020, 04:23 AM
Replies: 24
Views: 16,707
Posted By RaeNoctem
I havent been able to use chat in years.

I havent been able to use chat in years.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 04-02-2020, 12:47 AM
Replies: 180
Views: 28,145
Posted By RaeNoctem
If you can't cut ya ties, then spend as much time...

If you can't cut ya ties, then spend as much time as possible without them. I love my parents, but they are very toxic people, especially my mother. She is self involved on a level where she doesnt...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 04-02-2020, 12:29 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 4,013
Posted By RaeNoctem
I'm not too sure. Published if I can find the...

I'm not too sure. Published if I can find the right one.
Forum: General Chat 26-01-2020, 04:58 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 2,832
Posted By RaeNoctem
Chat no longer works?

I have tried multiple options past couple of years to use the live chat, downloading various different browsers. It simply will not work. Is this just me, or do others have this issue?
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