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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 27-11-2017, 12:43 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,688
Posted By chopingirl1810
Yea I usually have mini rants to one one of them...

Yea I usually have mini rants to one one of them individually or on our group chat lol. I am probably gonna tell them about some family issues lately, 3 of them already know how shit it was in the...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 22-11-2017, 03:09 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,688
Posted By chopingirl1810
Yes I can talk to them either on our messaging...

Yes I can talk to them either on our messaging group chat or to one of them specifically. It's really amazing and I love them so much. I don't know how I got so lucky :) Despite them not being...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-11-2017, 11:52 PM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,688
Posted By chopingirl1810
I feel very lucky that my main friend group...

I feel very lucky that my main friend group supports me so much and actually deeply cares about me a lot. Because I'm on break from college for a month now I will have to deal with any random panic...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-11-2017, 02:57 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,688
Posted By chopingirl1810
The bravery also seems to come in waves as well.....

The bravery also seems to come in waves as well.. I agree with that notion, it feels like people don't want to talk about it at all and just want me to be quiet about it. The extra messed up thing...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-11-2017, 05:59 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,688
Posted By chopingirl1810
Thank you. No matter how many times people...

Thank you. No matter how many times people validate me I still feel like everything was my fault and I should have done something different, been more forceful, etc. It's strange, I can feel...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 16-11-2017, 08:23 AM
Replies: 11
Views: 1,688
Posted By chopingirl1810
Important what's wrong with me? *sexual assault*

Well it's good to be back on this site after a long while, I always find comfort here when I'm having shit periods in life.

So I'm currently in my second year of college, and last fall I was coerced...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 11-02-2017, 09:30 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,243
Posted By chopingirl1810
Hoperises, tonight I feel pretty angry and upset...

Hoperises, tonight I feel pretty angry and upset about it because another super painful, bleeding bump appeared.. it's so bad it hurts to walk or sit. I'm not sure of a place around my area with a...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-02-2017, 09:39 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,243
Posted By chopingirl1810
Thanks for you replies so far. Thankfully I was...

Thanks for you replies so far. Thankfully I was able to set up a doctor appointment but it's not until the 27th. So there's at least something to look forward to there

I know I shouldn't beat myself...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-02-2017, 03:26 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,243
Posted By chopingirl1810
Important Dealing with Too Much

I don't know how else to label this but I will be going into details about sex, SH, and anxiety so I don't want to hurt anyone. This post is gonna be kinda long since I have to explain a lot of...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-07-2016, 01:25 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,087
Posted By chopingirl1810
I sometimes hang out with my friend, just this...

I sometimes hang out with my friend, just this past Tuesday we went to see a movie and that was fun. It might be just a bit late to join a local group only because I'm leaving for college so soon,...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-07-2016, 10:26 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,087
Posted By chopingirl1810
Thanks for your input.. yes my therapists over...

Thanks for your input.. yes my therapists over the years have tried to get me to find different coping strategies. They've suggested drawing, writing, helpful sites (like this one but I found RYL on...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 21-07-2016, 01:21 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,087
Posted By chopingirl1810
How Many Times?

After ruining my clean streak this Monday and cutting again this morning, I feel completely helpless in the black void known as my mind. I've also been so much angrier and impulsive lately. Haven't...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 19-06-2016, 05:17 PM
Replies: 28
Views: 3,044
Posted By chopingirl1810
1. Are you ready for 100 questions? Yess 2. Do...

1. Are you ready for 100 questions?
Yess

2. Do you watch college football?
Not really

3. Who will fill this survey out after you?
Somebody

4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Forum: General Support and Advice 07-05-2016, 12:27 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 685
Posted By chopingirl1810
Well I do have therapy group on Mondays, but I...

Well I do have therapy group on Mondays, but I don't have an actual doctor that would suggest anything else.. I feel that I don't know who to talk to on every other day of the week. Though there is...
Forum: General Support and Advice 02-05-2016, 01:11 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 685
Posted By chopingirl1810
not sure what I'm thinking

I've been having a lot of confusion lately and dramatic mood changes. One second my self-esteem is alright, but the next I'm pointing out everything wrong with me and my life. I'm not as angry either...
Forum: General Support and Advice 02-05-2016, 12:27 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 699
Posted By chopingirl1810
Hi there, You have accurately described some of...

Hi there,

You have accurately described some of the many feelings I'm currently struggling with, and this is just to say that you are not alone in any sense. Your immediate environment may be...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 02-05-2016, 12:10 AM
Replies: 28,119
Views: 903,152
Posted By chopingirl1810
Product...

Product...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-03-2016, 02:34 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 882
Posted By chopingirl1810
I feel like nobody is listening.. But that's okay...

I feel like nobody is listening.. But that's okay my problems are not as serious so I'll wait until therapy group tomorrow... which most likely will suck :(
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 04-03-2016, 11:46 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 882
Posted By chopingirl1810
What's Going On?

Not sure where to put this exactly, but my problem seems pretty general so I figured I could try and put this in this section.

Lately I've been seriously hating myself again, a whole lot more than I...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 28-01-2016, 01:59 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,018
Posted By chopingirl1810
You all are awesome.. Thanks for the wonderful...

You all are awesome.. Thanks for the wonderful replies! We can all reach our goals, even if we make some mistakes...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 13-01-2016, 03:16 AM
Replies: 20,492
Views: 1,014,540
Posted By chopingirl1810
Christmas Oratorio, Part/Cantata 3 of 6... by...

Christmas Oratorio, Part/Cantata 3 of 6... by none other than Bach... :)
Forum: Fun and Distractions 13-01-2016, 03:12 AM
Replies: 4,380
Views: 228,429
Posted By chopingirl1810
My headphones Aqua

My headphones

Aqua
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 12-01-2016, 04:21 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,018
Posted By chopingirl1810
I can do this (and so can you!)

Hello everyone ^_^

So this might be one of the first times I'm actually trying to squash my self-harm and surpass my last clean record. I'm going for staying clean the entire rest of my senior year...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 04-01-2016, 01:41 AM
Replies: 28,119
Views: 903,152
Posted By chopingirl1810
Joes...

Joes...
Forum: General Support and Advice 31-12-2015, 01:46 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 783
Posted By chopingirl1810
Thanks, I'm going to keep trying until i pass 236...

Thanks, I'm going to keep trying until i pass 236 days :)

A lot of current stresses and emotions could be melting into one huge anger pot, I can see that. I definitely feel "better" being angry in...
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