Detached From Reality
 

I just cut but I want to again. It's not enough. I need to. My sister would kill me if she knew. But I'm just so detached, so numb. I feel like there's no hope. I just want to disappear until I'm nothing and no one and nothing is left at all. Then I couldn't hurt. I wouldn't have to hurt. No one could hurt me so I wouldn't have to hurt myself. And now I can't tell my boyfriend. We've been rocky and if I tell him I'll loose him. He told me he needed space, not to call him. I turned the phone off. He's the one I go to. Now I can't. Even though I told him I needed him. He said I'd needed him the past 3 days. I'm alone. Again. Bad things happen when I'm alone. I guess he should've known the consequences.

why isnt it enough ? please try not to again hun. pm me if you need to.

aww.... *hugs*

Im sorry you feel like that... and a good boyfriend probably wouldnt just let you free like that and tell you not to call him or whatever.... im just saying. Do you have anyone else you can go to? if not my pm box is always open <3
try not to cut... plz.
take care

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xXLaylaXx

It sounds as though your boyfriend is being incredibly selfish right now, please try and ignore how insensitive he is being, you have done nothing to deserve that type of treatment.

Stay safe and pm me anytime, x

Hey,
Please don't cut. *hugs*
Use distractions. xo.