RYL Forums - My Poetry Collection *SI TRIGGER*

here is some of my poetry, please be careful as some of them can be triggering <3
and all of them are © JM 2008 (aka me :) )

True Feelings

Ever feel like your on the outside looking in
Disengaged from reality, lost from view
No one is around to save you
You cry out but no one hears you?
The maze your in makes no sense?
It all goes round and round
Never-ending madness surrounds?
Sounds like me actually. Could be you too.
Maybe we are just one of the few
Or maybe we are the only two
Can you tell me you feel it too
Before i come unglued?

The Endless Story

Once again it starts
Like it never parts
Maybe I should friend it
Then I wouldn’t have to pretend
Put on a mask, a facade
Be strong, but yet weak
It would be part of me
Instead of just my enemy
But alas we fight
Night after night
Day after day
Simple betrayal at it’s best
It’s all in my mind they say
Is it?
Am I crazy?
Or is just some sort of poetic justice?
Maybe it will end in a heroic fight
I would be the hero
I would be the one who did something right
Instead of the failure
I wouldn’t have to keep looking over my shoulder
But the story goes on….

Fear;A Struggle

The fear comes back
The dam is broken
Fear is released
Gushing it fills every inch of my body
My soul, my inner being terrified
Of what could easily be retold
I wish it never was, but it is
I wish it never could be, but it can
The fear will always stay, but time will move on
Moving forward, yet being pulled back
All at once it starts to attack
This is the story of fear that is all so clear
It’s the tale i’ve come to bear

The Dark Shadows

My skin shows the darkness of my past
blades and shattered glass
the pain i have come to pass
things i want to erase
memories i wish i could replace
all written like words upon a canvas of flesh
a sad story, trying to have a happy end
words have been said, now i’m trying to mend
don’t judge me for what my skin beholds
for what it shows is a story left untold

i'll post more later..if you guys like it and want me too..