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I'm so fucking fed up!

I'm sick of college, sick of my friends, sick of my family, sick of life. I want to give up so badly, it's unreal. My life fucking sucks, I've got people telling me to kill myself, people telling me there's a life worth living. I don't know who to listen to, maybe the people telling me to kill myself are right, I'm beyond caring anymore. I've wanted to cut for the first time in ages, and the way things are going, I will.

I don't know what to do, I can't tell me parents how I feel cause that'd be 'giving up', and I just can't take it anymore :crying:

Firstly, the people telling you to kill yourself are being cruel. There is ALWAYS another option. It is just up to you and the better people to help you find that way.

What support do you get? What are your support networks?

Giving up is never the only way.

I am so sorry you feel this way. I know how awful it can feel. It must be made ten times worse by having peopel tell you to kill yourself. That is truly awful, but they are in the wrong and not you.

I can understand not wanting to tell your parents. Is there any way you could get in touch with a local councilling service? It might help and would probably be free.

Things will be better one day I promise.

Feel free to p.m me

Jessica xxx

That is who you need to be listening to.

The other people, they sound very cruel & very nasty. It must be so hard not to listen to them but honestly darling, there is a life worth living for you out there. Right now it might not, or at least it might not feel like it is but you can get to a place where life is worth living.

We all care for you here, please keep talking to us.

x