im back *trig ed*
 

i have been away for quite a while, but im back. i did alright on my own for a while, and im still doing okay really, but im really struggling with negative thoughts about food and my weight. im bigger than i ever wanted to be. i find myself disgusting and its not anorexia just telling me that anymore, im actually a bit overweight now. i dont know how to deal with it. im back on anti depressants but i know i need help with my thoughts to. its getting to the stage when i just dont want to get out of bed in the mornings. i dont know what to do.


im sorry.
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i have been on them for about a week and a half. but i dont want to go into therapy because im applying for uni in april to be a mental health nurse and i dont know how that would effect it. thank you for your reply.
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i did think about that, but i think it would be too much to afford. i guess i have got to wait a bit longer for them to kick in. thank you for your help. i hope your okay xxx

Hey Sarah - as always well done on your ticker.

I'm sorry my head is fuzzed so I have nothing to say that would make any sense - but I wanted to reply and add a *hug*.
I'm glad you came back - don't be sorry. xxxxxx