Little song idea (Might trigger?)
 

I heard there was a secret life
That Sasha knew about, and it pleased the pain
But you don't really care for pain, do ya?
Well, it goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall and the major lift
The endless goddamn pain Ugh

Ugh
Ugh
Ugh
Ugh

I'm not here to say I'm a perfect person
I'm not here to lie to you

Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one happy moment
Ohh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this

I'm not here to say I'm a perfect person
I'm not here to lie to you

There's still a little bit of your love on my mind
There's still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
It's still a little hard to say what's going on
There's still a little bit of your love, your beautiful love
There's still a little bit of your life I haven't touched
You step a little closer each day that I can't say what's going on

Life taught me to suffer
Love taught me to rise
Life taught me to cry
So it's not hard to fall
When I live like a hideous beast

The endless ****ing pain Ugh
Ugh
Ugh
Ugh
Ugh

And if we're only here once I wanna love with you
You've got something I need
In this world full of people there's one loving me
And if we're only here once (ugh)
I wanna live with you (you, you, you)
You've got something I need
In this world full of people there's one loving me
And if we're only here once (ugh)
I wanna dream with you (you, you)

Skies are high, I am low
Catching atoms in my hands
Only silence as it's ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel jealous?

You can take the ****ing knife
You can break my arms
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of glass
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a hideous monster
Like a ****ing monster

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you dream
Somehow you will
You will when you dream

I'm not here to say I'm a perfect person
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to live
I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to love
I'm not giving up (ugh)
I'm here to be happy
To be happy is my goal

I’m here to be happy.
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I had fun with this one. I have no melody yet, though.