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I'm in south america. I was doing well with the SH, got it down to every 3 weeks or so, rather than everyday. Now it is messed up. I'm working in a hostel and they found out about it, if I cut again they will ask me to leave. Last night I cut again, I'm so worried that I'm going to get chucked out. My ED is always there despite the fact that I've put on so much weight. I can't stand to be me anymore, I don't want to be this person. Help please

*hug* I understand with the eating disorder- truly and well done for getting your cutting down!! Maybe you can work back up?
That sounds so unfair with the hostel. Do you know why they won't have you there for cutting?
Is there any way you can find another place to stay if need be?
Sending love- you're doing so well to work on restoring your weight. I know what a hell it is to go through

Hi fran, firstly, well done on doing so well with reducing your sh that much, it must have been difficult to adjust to being in a different country.

Do you know why your sh increased again? Did anything happen to trigger it?

*hugs*