Party time!!
 

I am strong
I shall not be knocked down by anyone
I am better than that
Which is why i never offered dinner
But i miss the you. who you were
And I want that you back
Im sitting here waiting for you
And yet I dont want you, I want you to go

A huge pile of yo-yo-ing crap which i cannot cope with
I dont see why i should have to cope
......but i dont cope either way so its a total lose lose situation...
So. come on bitch, bring it on. show me what you can do to yourself

I can sense that ~LETS HAVE A PARTY~ beacon flashing away
it wont stop till the party starts

Tell me?
Who wouldnt want a party?
That moment when your head stops
Who wouldnt want that?
Who???

Hey Grace,

I don't understand your post but I hope you are ok.

Love from MEERA xx

Thinking of you lovely. xx

Thank you x

to be honest, what I write makes total sense at the time of writing
its scary when in the morning I remember nothing
its scary when I sometimes I do remember
I can not believe all that is going on
Its getting to the point where I have nowhere to go inside of me
i feel raw and needy
but I cant say

his presence is draining me of life

You are fucking with my life
I need to step away but i am standing in concrete I laid for myself
I think i probably mess with your life

im going to bed
its all shit and i know noone can do anything

i feel like packing to go off somewhere magical with 20p in my pocket