Hey there
 

I don't really know how to do this but ill start with my story. Im a 17 year old girl in high school, im a senior this year and have been self harming for a little over 4 years. Ive tried everything really, friends, counseling, medicine. That all makes me feel like a crazy person. Im not crazy I just want help, I want someone who understands, who can help when I really need it. My freshman year I met a guy and he was the worst mistake of my life, for all intents and purposes we we'll call him Jon. I met him in middle school we started a great romance and then things headed in the wrong direction, I started cutting shortly after he cut all ties with me. I want to help people but I cant do that unless I help myself first. I have scars all over and it seems like cutting is the only thing that gets it out, I want to release and punish myself for being a screw up, I don't want to be like this but I am. If anyone knows or has any ideas how to help please message me or something. I need help.

Hi and welcome to RYL.

Hi, welcome to RYL!

I'm sorry things are so hard at the moment. It's hard when you feel like no one is understanding. Especially when you are younger, and everyone just treats you like a dramatic teenager! Remember that it's okay that you are struggling, and you are doing the best you can to deal with it. Coming here is a good step for support :) I hope you feel able to post around the main board, people will be more able to offer suggestions and support :)