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Well where do i start.. My life is a mess at the moment. But please, let me introduce myself. I am Elke (yes i know its a weird name) , um well yeah im elke.. Im socially awkward.. When i want to make friends with someone i get all weird and tell them about my personal life and then scream at them. When i flirt i generally end up giving people a bruise or worse. I can also be quite emotional, As i have bipolar disorder. I listen mostly to all time low, my chemical romance, macklemore and outkast. I dont really have any hobbies.. Keeping up with my internet friends and stalking. Yes stalking. Most people i really really like end up thinking im a freak and never talking to me again so i sit outside their houses and wait until they can come outside so i can talk to them... Or capture them and take them to my island of cats so i can use them for my own purposes of entertainment, i know what your thinking - *HOLY**** WHAT DOES SHE MEAN BY ENTERTAINMENT* kind sir/lady i am not in anyway influenced sexually. the only thing i have ever done is put something in me which will eventually rust giving me hopefully some sort of disease which i can die from.. yeah i probably am disturbed.. Anyway where getting off track. The person keeping me alive is nathan. although he doesnt give a **** about me:-D the thought of him prevents me from killing myself. The other people that care about me a lot i put them in tears almost everyday are shania, bri and emily.. Well mainly shania.. Yep so now you know what you know of me now c: um i dunno what else to say.. im gonna go rage on other forums c: byeeeee!

p.s i have attempted suicide 4 times and i cut myself on a regular basis all over my body.. i have also been admitted to hospital twice. but that doesnt matter.. im a lovely person.. i promise.. i never break promises