Here goes......
 

So, ive decided that it will be better for my recovery to start a more positive, focussed thread. And ill treat it like a story im writing sort of, to make sure the stuff i want to be able to put in it can happen.

I went a bit too far and scared myself( not going into detail, this is meant ot be positive) . And i saw very clearly where its all headed. So i chucked out all my sharps, even my compass, which i actually kind of neede for maths, but whatever....
I will sort my head out. Ive got good friends to look after me even if they dont know the full story. My life is good, and its my right to enjoy it. First test of new attitude tomorrow morning, will report back

Keep up the positive outlook!! xx

It's really good you've come to that sort of realization of where SI can go. Congrats on throwing out your tools :)
Hope you're able to keep that outlook- you really do deserve to enjoy life.
Good luck

Managed one day so far. Ive felt really triggered at times, but i kept to it :-D one day sounds small, but its a start. When the mess i made yesterday is completely healed im gonna give myself a treat

I'm so proud of you for taking the step and being willing to help yourself get over your addiction, because that is SUCH a hard thing to do <3

Just try to keep staying positive, life is so much better when you're smiling :)

And one day is such a great start! You can do this, I know you can <3 keep it up, babe :)

Two days! I feel so proud. And kind of want to boast a bit. Not in a bad way, just... I want people to know im doing good, because people in my real life dont

That's great :) 2 days is something to be proud of. Keep it up!