Soo.. (sorta venting)
 

I haven't been on this site in forever.
&& everything's seemed fine till now :(
I feel like everything is falling apart... whether its the problems with my boyfriend and i, or the stress from other things.
Now, on top of that... my little brother was diagnosed with lymphoma. I'm really scared for him :'(

All this is making me have such bad urges :/
I juss really want to c**

Hugs (((()))) I know how it feels to have problems with your loved one. I'm there. And I'm so sorry about the lymphoma. My baby cousin went through that. He had it in it's final stages (really bad) but he beat it. There is hope!

If you are like me you beat yourself up for having urges. But don't, please. You are a valuable, special person and you are under incredible stress right now. I hope your bf is not mistreating you.

Hugs again
Mum24

Thanks you.
&& i'm feeling much better, I got to see him today.
And I mean, it was scary but I'm trying to hold up for him. It's hard enough on him, && i'm sure that freaking out isn't going to do him any good. He's strong, he's been through a lot && he is a mighty good fighter. I'm sure he'll doo just fine.

I found out today, that he has Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma. && I believe it's in the 3rd stage. But they are going to start him on chemo real soon, right now they are juss building him up a little.

Good luck with your brother, I really hope he gets better soon.