*hugs Mark, Louise and Ian*
*waves to Angel*
Have you asked him why he thinks that?

*Waves to Angel*

*Squishes Crimson*

Sorry angel :/

*hugs to everyone here... passes around the fuzzy blankets and curls up in the corner with a pillow, blanket, and a cute little kitten* Just don't want to be alone tonight... so I will stay here.

*hugs to all in here and leaves some goodies on the table*

I fookin' hate this. I am consumed by anger and I have no place to put it. I get embarassed at work, and I have to take it. This is ridiculous. I just want to hurt myself, but I can't cause people are watching. I am just messed up right now.

blarghhhh
*rolls up in duvet then crawls under the bed*

*Hugs Mousie*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Love will tear us apart* Hi! I'm Mark :)

hugs everyone

*Hugs Louise* How are you Hun?

*hugs all*
sorry I'm not around much have very limited internet. I'm still in hospital, still waiting for a bed in manchester so I can start psychotherapy as an inpatient.

*Hugs Oliver*

*hugs everyone*

I am assuming you meant Mousie... lol.
I am ok. I am stuggling a bit at the moment, but so far I am holding out. I am finding it very hard, and clinging to my one reason to stop SI. My husband (whom I love very much) says that he can't take it anymore, and if it happens again he doesn't think he can stay with me. Emotions aren't his forte. Also, he won't let us have children until I have "grown up" and stopped.
At this point, I am almost wishing that I hadn't squirmed out of going inpatient. THey were going to put me in, but I wiggled out of it somehow.
Now I just feel alone, all the time.

*breath*
ok. I gotta hang on.

Hope everyone else is hanging in there

*passes out freshly baked chocolate chip cookies*

omg.. nvm... I ddn't see Louise.... and I also read your post wrong and thought it said Lousie... haha. sorry.
my bad. once again, screwing everything up. so sorry.

just don't mind me

*hides in the corner*

*HUGE Hugs Mousie* You didn't screw up hun , no need to be sorry *Squishes*

*Hogs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

Hey everyone.

*Sits on Lindsay*

*Squashes her*

Oops. :(

Hey everyone, hope you don't mind me popping in. I used to hang about in here and am technically a vet at 22. I'm Amy.

Hmm. Apparently that was my first post here. Must've been the V2 one.

How are you, Lindsay?

Hiya Amy! I'm Crimson!

*hugs Mark, Mousie, Louise and Amy*

How is everyone today?

Hi Crimson. :)

I'm not too bad thanks, I get to go home for the night tomorrow so I'm quite excited! How are you?

Very happy it's Friday!

hugs amy and crimson and lindsay and mark and mousie

Night guys

:-( sunk

surviving

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Mousie*

What's going on guys? X

hugs everyone

*Hugs Voldemort*

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs everyone*

*leaves some goodies on the table for all*

*quickly sits in the corner and rocks*... I feel like I am fighting a losing battle I just can't win

*Hugs Matt*

Love you guys.
*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Voldemort*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

hugs everybody. ha im so frigging suicidal, but i dont care anymore screw it all. what the point in even trying. **** it all do not care. ha ha

*Squishes Jill*

Thanks mark. Ugh I'm sinking so fast, can't do this much
Longer. Feel so damn suicidal. Just wish I had enough bottle
To go through with my plan. I really don't want to be here anymore

Jill *Huggles* Please be strong hun , reach out to someone ...anyone , I'd miss you so much *Tackle Hugs*

love you felicia. that kittys wayyyy to cute =]

been ages since i was here but... hey guys.

Mm. I echo what was said above. Tell someone and get some help. You don't have to do this on your own. X

*hugs Mara*

*Hugs Voldemort*

Jill- I'm a bit useless with advice atm but feel free to message if u want (I said that in other post but apparently it posted early. Stupid phone ><

Amy, mara, mark, felicia, everyone else <3

*hugs everyone*
My PM box is open for anyone who needs/wants it. I check it daily.
I don't think I'm gonna be around the ward much anymore (probably until I graduate) cause I have so much uni work, and I don't feel like I'm much help anyway.

*hugs Jill and the others tightly*

I should be in bed, but I am not. I am smart, but I am not. What is the point of everyone telling me how awesome and stuff I am when they are lying to me?

Ok if I come in here? Think I need a little bit of this right now...

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Little miss Lonely*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Heather*

*hugs you all*

I'm now in a hospital in Manchester, and I'm not sure what is going on, all I've been told is that there are no plans to discharge me yet and I'm allowed some leave.
Sorry I'm not on much don't have much internet.