How is everyone tonight?

i think maybe im paranoid? but i feel like because i don't always answer posts (im terrified of giving bad advice) that means im not important on here. it makes me sad. im just having a crappy time.

hugs to you all. hope your're all ok tonight?

You're very important on here, we care. If you want to talk about how you're feeling then please do. You can PM me any time if you don't want to post on the forums.

Thank you OSC. As I said, I think i'm just overly sensitive at the moment.

*gentle hugs if ok*

*hugs Lindsay* Thats awful what your psych said to the crisis team, I hope your doing ok, I'm just a PM away if you need me.

*hugs everyone*

I went to my sisters ballet show tonight and they did Coppelia and my sister was Coppelia, I was really really proud of her, definitely a big pleased older brother.

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm ok thanks apart from being a little annoyed. How are you?

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*hugs all*

not doing individuals (again) cause I just got home from my sisters graduation dance and am very tired.

*hugs ward*

I am overwhelmed.
And hate traveling.

yeah yeah at sig :P
but *hugs lots and lots and lots*
<3

soulmate is in nj >.> :P

*Hugs Lindsay* OOOOHHHHH Glitter!

*Hugs Heather* I'll try :P

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Oliver* Oh how cool !

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Felicia*<3

How is everyone today?

I'm feeling Low Lindsay :/ *Hugs* How are you hun?

I'm sorry to hear that, Mark. What's getting you down?

I'm feeling a little desperate. Don't want to play the game of life any more.

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry your feeling low

*Hugs Lindsay* *Sits with you*

How are you, Ian?

I'm ok thanks Lindsay :)

That's great :) What are you up to today?

*Hugs Lindsay* I just am depressed , I am getting horrible thoughts and am fed up.

*Hugs Ian*

If there is anything I can do Mark please let me know.

Nice to have you around Lindsay :) That helps . I really can convince me of the worst.

Are you able to try and challenge the thoughts you are having and change them into something positive or even something neutral?

Neautral would be the best I can manage Lindsay *Hugs* How are you doing now?

Neutral is better than negative though, yeah? I hope you feel better soon.

I'm confused. Confused about why I am confused. I don't want to do the things that the crisis team suggests to get me through this 'bad patch.' I'd rather let my misery grow and grow to the point where I would have the strength to kill myself. Death is more a part of life for me than life is and I don't want it to be that way.

*Hugs Lindsay* I know that feeling hun , just to crave depression because it's all you've known for such a long time

*Spots and Hugs Laura*

*Spots and squishes Felicia* <3

*hugs miskitty*
*hugs heather*
*hugs mark*
*hugs lindsay*
*hugs ian*

*hugs Laura* How are you?

*hugs mark, lindsay, ian, laura, felicia, heather, oliver, and mara*

Hope everyone is staying safe, or as safe as they can be.

*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Laura*

I'm exhausted. How are you?

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*cries* I really don't want to be alive any more.

*Hold Lindsay Tightly*

*Hugs Ian*

*Night Night My Wardies*

Night, Mark.

*hugs mark* good night
*hugs lindsay*

love you guys <333

*hugs all*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm so sorry i wish there was more i could do to help, but i do know what it is like to feel the way your currently feeling iv been there myself and its awful. It wont last forever. I hope you feel better soon i really do.

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Mark*

*hugs Ian* how are you?

omfg. I fly in a little under 1 day.
This is too stressful.

*hugs ward*

but look at your annoying signature. and getting to see deathly hallows and grr :P <3
love you *jumps on*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

Hi everyone.

Hey Lindsay *Squishes* How do you feel hun?

Desperate to get out of life. How are you, Mark?

I'm not sure my neighbour is insisting I get myself some cider for getting him his fags :S *Hugs Lindsay*

Are you able to decline his offer?

Not really , he insisted , so.............. yeah , But it'll just be a couple for tonight which is good I guess , the universe is taking the piss somewhat :S