They're cuuuuute :) I wish I wasn't allergic to cats IRL lol :(

*biiiiiiiiiig hugs JK* Just because I can.

Anyone wanna take all my **** & **** feelings away now? :(

lol I can't have pets in my apartment without being evicted. I get around it with the ones I have because they're caged. And while I miss having cats my bunny and chinchillas are all prey animals :) I will keep them all virtually though :D

Awww Nicole , they are sweet:) 8 must be a handfull!

lol. aaw helen, shame you're allergic! and yeah. 8 is a handful. but its fun lol.

Here are the pics...


Sorry they're so big... :-S

Hi all. *big hugs for those who want/need them*

Our downstairs neighbour was playing some loud music before. They shut up when our next door neighbour got home. Sounds like they realised it was too loud and shut it off because they realise they only have to have one more complaint made about them and they're out of here. Body Corporate ruling not anyone elses.

So over everything and so damn stressed. Just want to sit in a dark corner and cry. :crying:

April!! You look great ! What a cool new hairstyle ! AND you are NOT ugly grrrrr stop saying that about yourself .

*Hugs Kahlia* I'm glad your neighbours shut off their music * makes Kahlia a cup of de-stressing camomille tea with or without honey*

*hugs everyone tight*

April, you sexy mofo, you are NOT fat or ugly. Am seriously loving your hair missy <3

Nicole, yeah it is, oh well :(

my friend is allergic to cats though helen, and she has a little black cat called ferreo rocher. (we're keen on chocolate names, her sister has a cat called minstrel, and her mums getting two, called cookie and crunchie.....)
*offers khalia a nice ginger kitten to huggle*

Wow, how does she cope??

she just takes tablets for it and doesnt let the cat near her face.

OOps April I just missed you on Facebook :S sorry I was watching TV While trying to balance on the arm of the sofa , not easy lol

I second this.
Totally cute April.

Fair enough Nicole.

yeah lol. gnaaaw. cookie's sat in the hallway eating cat biscuits! lol

Cute ^_^

yeah lol (sorry about this, i have a bit of a kitten addiction at the moment!)

It's okay.

Nice to see bit of happiness in the ward.

*hides*

Kitten addiction = awesomeness. :D I have a cat, named Daniel... I'm keen on human names for my animals, except for my livestock (2 sheep and a goat, all music-themed names: Jazz and her daughter Melody, then Calypso is the goat). :) I used to be allergic to cats and we had one, just didn't let it near my face either. But apparently I'm not allergic anymore? because I can snuffle Daniel (lol) and I don't get the sneezes then. So I hope I'm not allergic anymore... that would be uber amazing.

Thanks for the compliments, guys... I'm loving the haircut & how it feels but not so sure about my FACE itself. :(

Oh April *:P blows raspberries in general direction* your face is just fine and I best not hear you utter the u word again cuz you're not!

aaaw. daniels a nice name, i have princess, amytheyst and dave. lol. && im glad your not allergic to cats anymore lol. and there's nothing wrong with your face! i'm a lot worse. look.

It was a Early morning for me today ( I keep wanting to write toady :P) so I'm gonna hit the hay, Have a snooze , Catch some Z's,Visit the land of Nod , Slumber. :)
Goodnight ward mates , * Leaves some hugs around so people can collect them *

Mark - Were they able to sort out the meter/bills etc you've been having trouble with? Hope you sleep well.

Cute kittens Nicole - i have 6 cats myself, one of which was the runt of the litter (i adopted her and her brother) and 2 years on she's still kitten size, i have a kitty that will never grow up!

Nicole, you're beautiful. You and April need to shh about your appearances/faces.

:O helen-i think you need glasses! and :O 6 is a lot lol. i'm gonna be like that. i'm gonna be a mad old cat woman XD

G'night Mark, pleasant dreams. :) Sorry I couldn't catch you in chat earlier.

*cuddles Hels* How you doing, love? your friends doing any better?

Have an NP appt tonight... ugh. I'm nervous. She's the closest thing I have to a therapist and I haven't talked with her in a month... Jarrod says that my mood state has been "sleepy, angry, & stressed" over the course of the past month... not a good combination, lol. I don't know what I'm going to tell her... :-S At least I'm not suicidal at the moment, although I was last night... will have to let her know. :(

*more cuddles* :)

Edit: Nicole, you're lovely!! How's the tongue piercing btw? :D

Nicole, I have them thanks ;) You are beautiful.

April, good luck with your appointment tomorrow. I feel so bad, but it's fine, nobody cares, not really ;)

:O you lot are mental. i'm fat and ugly! and the tongue peircings doing fine thanks. i still cant stop playing with it!!

We're not. I'm telling you now, if you're fat & ugly, then I most definitely am. Somehow, I don't think you'll agree with that ;)

lol. i definatley dont agree with that. but i havent got time to argue because i need a bath (oh, on top of being fat and ugly, i also stink XD)

you are all so stubborn lol

Hell yeah, we are Crimson. I know I am.

Nicole, enjoy ya bath stinky!!! You pretty & skinny girl ;)

lol yeah I am too

Oh yeah... g'night Mark!
Have a good bath Nicole!

Bless.

*huggles all my lovely people* And you are all LOVELY! So no more of this fat and ugly talk. :-)

T-minus 4 hours until i am done with uni for the semester *brings out the confetti in anticipation*

*gets impatient and tosses confetti early* YAY!

*joins in and then hides*

I am SO frustrated right now, i simply want to pull my hair out in frustration. I can't stand the fact some people actually want to be ill, who the hell wants a mental health problem?? Sick. What's even more sick is, that they're fooling everyone around them, which makes me incredibly sad when these people have GENUINE problems. *headdesk* What is so bloody amazing about being on so many medications you rattle, and being in and out of hospital? Not to mention the constant meetings, appointments and phonecalls on a weekly basis from different professionals.
ARGH.*SCREAMS*

What do others think?

Yay for the finishing for the semester Laura :) Goodluck.

*pops out of her tent and brings with her celebration food from the kitchen*

Here go :-)

*throws some confetti as will not be here later and, hey, confetti is fun, lol*

To NoOnesFool~ Well I don't enjoy being f*cked up so I don't know why anyone else would aspire to it *shrug*.

*goes back to tent*

*curls up in the corner, shaking*

I'm scared, I'm really not safe at the moment, i have a plan and a date, but I can't wait any longer I can't take this anymore.

*cuddles Oliver* What happened, hun?

*cuddles Oliver*

*hugs for frenchhorn* Not overly good at supporting at the moment but please try and keep yourself safe.

Is this ward just for regulars? Because a few of us are feeling slightly ignored, either this is down to lying rumours or people genuinly would rather not bother meeting / greeting newer people to the ward, which i find dissapointing.

I'm with you Ally - i don't know WHO would want to aspire to be ill, it's sick, and makes the real people of this world who ARE ill seem..insignificant. *Shrug* Makes me angry. I hate liars.

I apologize no ones fool. usually we are a much friendlier welcoming lot... also usually a busier place but I think a good many of us 'regulars' are struggling right now. I myself often don't reply individually to those I don't have an answer for. It was asked why anyone would pretend to be mentally ill and I have no answer so I gave no answer. *extends hand* I'm Crimson by the way. *waves and heads off leaving hugs and cuddles to all in need*
Oliver- I need to head home from work... If I don't get back on later (before tomorrow) here's some *extra cuddles* for you. Please stay safe. My PM box is always open even if I'm not online right then.

nothing in particular has happened, my depression has just plummeted and I can't cope anymore, sorry for being pathetic and not replying individually
I'm looking at my safe plan my counsellor did with me today, from it I should either ring the samaritans or go to a and e, but I can't, too anxious to talk on phone and I'm just sat in bed in my pj's so can't get to a and e.
*shakes in corner*

*cuddles Oliver* I'm sorry you're struggling so much. Could you talk to your GP perhaps or even phone your counsellor?? Please try to stay safe xx

I'm seeing my GP again on friday, saw her monday, she wants to see me once a week, also today my counsellor said he was going to ring my gp and uni welfare officer, mainly cos he has too cos I basically told him I'm a massive risk to myself. My counsellor is also ringing me tomorrow as we couldnt find a time to have another appointment this week.

*hides*

Glad you're seeing people & hope they help

*curls up grumbling to self*

What's wrong Julie??