*does happy dance*!!!!!

I did so well today!!!!

Much love, everyone!
Thank you so much for your support.

*huggles*

Gil - Yay! It's great that you're back together. Hoping your shoulder gets better!

Ashley - I was going to say nice things to cheer you up, but it looks like you're doing much better. Keep it up hun!

Steel - Does your mum know he's abused you? Is there absolutely no way you can get out of it? If not, I think sticking with your mum is a good idea. And what's the Escape? Walking along the motorway? I don't think that's a good idea sweets.

Thanks Hannah. It felt like my cough was better this morning, but now I can't stop!! How are you?

Helen - Hope the hiccups have gone. It would suck if they've lasted this long!

*Hugs Alexx* Are you okay?


Got friends coming over tonight which I'm looking forward to, just wish this stupid cough would **** off!

*hugs everyone*

Sorry I can't offer more right now.

My nana is really ill and I'm worried about my grandad.

I just need to get away from everything....family...exam stress...work...just for a while

I really don't know why I bother with some people- THEY ARE NOT WORTH THE ****ING BOTHER.

Whatever.

*leaves hugs for all*

*Hugs Kahlia back* Are you okay sweets?

*Hugs Alexx* I'm sorry to hear your nana is ill, are you able to visit her? Why not go for a nice long walk to clear your head of all the stressors?

*Hugs Helen* Some people can be real dicks. Wanna talk about it?


I'm all prepared for my BBQ :) xxx

What the flying ****ing hell?! You've got to live with him, in spite of what he did? How come?! .__.;;. Jeeeesus x_x *safe hugs*. When's this happening, and will you have net access?

Deeply immersed in self loathing today.

I hate being so ****ing fat, hairy, and ugly. I need to restart my diet, but I can't find the motivation to do so. I just want to eat all the Goddamn time. Triggered a lot as well. Scars are spreading

Ashley so glad your performance went well! Well done :-D

Voice of Reason, Kahlia, Helen - big big hugs xxx

zowie hope you have a fun night tonight!

Damnation is there anyone you can talk to who can tell you how wonderful you are?

Today's been a weird day. Last night I had to put tinfoil up and SI to process the Argon. Today I've been passed out for most of it cos of my bloody new meds. Feel ok now just worrying about Argon and Anouk and Anais...

Just wanted to drop by and say hope everybody's ok...*hugs* for all...xx

Hiya Vicki *hugs* hope you're okay

*hugs Hannah* hope the meds settle down and also help

*hugs Ashley* yay for a good performance, Go Girl :)

*hugs Dayna* sorry to hear you aint doing so well hun

*hugs Helen* you're right some people really aren't, so don't, but you are so look after yourself

*hugs Arwen* things are okay, am very stressed but went to the opera tonight which was ace, hope you have fun at the bbq :)

*hugs Alexx* sorry to hear that hun, sounds like you need some "Alexx time" hope you get a bit of space

*hugs Kahlia back* hugs are good, thanks :) hope you are doing okay

Anyone else who needs a hug? *hugs galore*

I've realised I'm so stressed about the next job interview because I no longer know what I can do to convince them that they want me. If there was one bit of confidence I had it was that I can do my job well but I can't get a job, no-one's giving me the chance to show them and I don't know how to make them give me a chance. Other than that I'm doing okay, by the end of tomorrow I will hopefully be three weeks free :)

BBQ went great! We ate loads of meat and then came back to my place for Ring of Fire. It was fun, I really love these people. xxx

Thanks everyone...

Damnit... I thought things were gunna get better...
They're just... ugh....
Now Brittany, my oh-so-tusting best friend thinks that I'm sleeping with her ex! I most certainly am not! He's just someone I enjoy spending some time with. He's a nice guy, unlike the exes of your's that you still hang out with... At least he's not a caniving bitch... and he isn't getting you drunk every weekend...
If you don't listen to us on Monday... and you end up hating me forever... I will go get laid and then jump off a cliff.

*sits in window sill and bawls her eyes out*

*hugs Ashley* sorry to hear that hun, I hope you manage to sort it out and she trusts you, why does she think that? and if she doesn't trust you then she's not worth your friendship *cuddles gently and offers a tissue*

I'm surviving

Oh Hon .... *hugs* You are a wonderful person Dayna.

Thanks for the hugs - *hugs back*

*squishes back*

I am surviving to anyone interested. I'm offering hugs to all who are able to accept them and that I haven't already given them too - otherwise you can have them again *big hugs*

I saw my GP today and am not allowed to drive for 3 months ... which is good because the car got written off - apparently there was some damage to the chassis but meh. She thinks it might have been a seizure which sent me driving into the pole which would explain why I'm still not 100%. My med levels are all okay enough for the moment so that's good.

My GP told me that I looked like I had lost weight and asked me straight out if I was eating. I didn't lie but said that I was eating at least once a day so she asked me if I was vomitting. When I said "a little" she asked me to define a little. When I said no more than once a day she was not 100% happy with me, and said she'd keep an eye on it. She didn't go mental on me though which was good.

Anyway Nicole [mouse in darkness] wants to add: Hello I miss you guys! *Big BEAR hugs to everyone*:rose:Hope all are well or doing okay.

Ohhh Kahlia *would like to give you lots of hugs*

*hugs for Nicole too* Hope she's doing ok :)

Arwen, glad you enjoyed last night hun :)

Dayna, you're not fat or ugly, loves you :)

Hannah, I hope your interview goes well, am sure you'll be ok, but I know how scary and stuff it is :( Huggles

*gives hugs for everyone*

I, have the HUGEST headache, ow, had about 13 hours sleep which is pretty good, but meh my head REALLY hurts.

*leaves hugs for ppl in the psych ward*

Sorry I havent been around to offer my support.

Jetforce Big hugs back at you

Hannah I really hope you get the job, it is scary isnt it going for interviews. My heart goes out to you.

Helen Im glad you were in a better mood and the headache had gone before we stopped talking xxx

Kahlia Big hugs to you and thanks for the update from Nicola. Hugs to her also.

Vikki thanks for the hugs, hope your ok

Sorcha Hope you can sort it out with your friend

Zowie Im glad the BBQ was really good

::::::::::::::: hugs to anyone I have forgotton ::::::::::::::::::::::

I was having a bad day but it keeps on getting better and better

Love you all
Jade xxx

Love you Jadey <3