Thanks. I'm just so tired of 'living' with mental health problems.

How are you doing?

*cuddles all*

Glad you're still here Lindsay.

I feel so bad and my sister helped make it worse, over ****ing toilet roll....

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm glad the men in your head didn't win but I can certanly empathise with being sick of "Living" with mental health problems .

*Hugs Crimson* How are you ?

Tired, lonely, angry, guilty, hurt, etc... The usual. Or at least that's how it feels.

*hugs everyone* How is everyone else today?

EDIT

Forget it.

Whats up Helen? *cuddles*

I already posted what's wrong, I got ignored.
Ignore me, I'm being a bitch.

*curls up and cries*

I missed it and didn't intentionally ignore it. I've not been here and focused lately. But I'm sure you were not simply being a bitch and I won't just ignore you. *hugs*
*goes to sit in the corner invisibly*

lol I love emails from Pam...

Helen , I'm sorry you felt ignored , I certanly didn't mean to make you feel that way :( *Hugs*

*hugs you both* Sorry..

Don't be sorry Helen*Hugs* I understand the feeling of no-one responding to your post and I know you are having a rough time :S

*cuddles* Thanks Mark.

*hugs Helen, Mark and Crimson* sorry thats all I can offer right now, started my AD's again and side effects again, so feel like **** and bloody worried about Alex he has text me saying he wants to die.

Huggles Helen hope you feel better soon.
Huggles Oliver feel better soon. Huggles mark how are you Hun.

Thanks mark, I'm hmm just had a heartbreaking and very sad day. Just upset.

*Hugs Oliver* Hmmm I hope the side effects don't mess with you too much, could you ring Alex ? maybe hearing a friendly voice would help him? or if thats a bit late at night for that you could text him? sorry thats all I can think of right now .

Oliver, hope you & Alex feel better really soon *cuddles*

I hate this...

*Hugs Jill* I'm Drained , been a long day and I honestly thought they might hospitalise me , I hope they increase my Lithium soon , Does anyone know how long blood test take to come through? , I need to do something and the Lithium increase is all they've offered me if my levels are low hmmm, He said my AD doseage is already at the maximum allowed . I'm getting suicidal more and more recently which scares me when I'm feeling non-suicidal but I just think of suicide when I'm thinking of it , make sense?

*hugs mark, shadow and Hels*

thanks Mark, have just text him, he just said well he's alive, so worried though, he is very impulsive because of BPD and so I'm worried when he feels like this he could just suddenly do anything.
also I think blood tests take a few days to come back

Hels whats up? and thanks

shadow what has happened? also I'm really sorry I have forgotten your name.