*Hugs Lindsay* Please please don't , times WILL get better , like April said it just takes time . Please tell someone , your support worker maybe does they know you have a date set ? Maybe then they could take this more seriously *Comforting Hugs if Ok*

April *Hugs* I think that shorter haircut will totally suit you :).

*cuddles everyone*

Don't do anything Lindsay. :( Nor you April.

I actual could cry for hours. Worried deathly sick about both of my best friends. Need to hear from the other one to stop worrying, or for it to calm down. Worried about another friend. Let alone deal with my own stuff :(

I spy a Hels and a Mark!! :D

I feel like ****. I really do.

:'(

Could I be held? *feels stupid for asking*

*hides in shame* :'(

updated r/v thread................... pathetic stupid sorry bitch that i am.

:crying:

*Hugs Helen* I sorry you're so worried about your friends , could you call them ? Sorry if thats a stupid question :s

*SUPER HUGS April* Just to let you know I read your R/V thread

*hugs and holds April super tight* Will read your R/V thread in a bit.

Mark, I could call them. Well no point in phoning one, because she's ill & I know she's safe to an extent. We're texting :) The other two I have texted, going to wait a while before attempting to ring...

*holds and cuddles April* If it makes you feel better you finished uni and I'm still working on an extended first semester of distance learning and I got a 50% on the test for one of my Intro Law classes after having an attorney explain it to me (he was wrong on a couple of the explanations which kinda worries me though) and had to retest it. I got a 95% on the retest but only 70% counts towards my grade because it was a retest. I now have an 88% as my average.
You finished all of uni in a campus based course workup with an A average. You are not stupid just struggling.

*cuddles Hels, Crimson, & Mark back* Thanks guys... sorry I'm so pathetic. :(

I got my hair cut and I love it!! I am at my parents' right now and so can't upload photos but will as soon as I can. It's super cute; I can't believe that I'm saying that, lol.

I'm too warm right now... ugh... I'm cooling down some as it's not too warm in my parents' house with just a tshirt and jeans on but my face still feels really warm. Ugh. :( I hate feeling like this. I'm blaming it on the anxiety; I'm very anxious at the moment and I HATE IT!!!!! :'(

*sends more cuddles out for JK, Hayley, Nicole, Julie, Oliver, Laura, and everyone else that I'm forgetting* :)

You're not pathetic. Dammmm anxiety indeed & can't wait to see pics. Glad you love your hair cut :)

Oh & incase anyone's interested, I heard from the other two people I was worried about....

That's great that you love your new style April :) *Awaits Pictures*

Yey Helen , that must be a weight off your mind :)

This^^

Sorry feeling uber lethargic n lazy right now.

Not really Mark. But it does mean the worry is less...which helps.

Managed to speak to my GP at 2pm today. He wants me back in hospital and i'm not keen on the idea. He only gave me 30 Solpadol (painkillers) because he doesn't trust me. >.< One of my closest friends (who i met when i was last on the ward a few months back) is still in there as she got sectioned for 6 months a few months back, so it's not as if i wouldn't know anyone..but i highly doubt they have beds (they never do) and i'm not going to a hospital which is far away. Waiting for a phonecall from my OT (Occupational Therapist) tomorrow - but she's a bit of a prat so i doubt things will be sorted out.

*Le Sigh* Another AWFUL night ahead.

hugs April* I'm so glad you love your haircut hun, I knew you'd look awesome with short hair, can't wait to see the pics ;)

*hugs Mark, Laura, Helen, Kahlia, Crimson, Hayley, Nicole, Julie & Lindsay* Hope you're all doing ok today/tonight. Thinking of you all x

*hugs Ally,thanks for the surprise hug you left* I'm JK, nice to meet you

*waves shyly at Noones Fool & Shadowedsoul*

*wonders where Oliver is and leaves him a pile of hugs*

I'm not too bad, a bit of SI in my life at the moment, but nothing major so I'm happy enough with that. Very busy at work, I ate breakfast, lunch and dinner at my desk yesterday! Off to Fiji next week for 5 days for work, which will be hard work but also nice to be in the Islands. *sighs*

Anyway, will check up on you all a bit later.

Be safe and may your all find at least one small thing to smile about today
JK
x

warns anyone who is allergic to cats, then brings a box of kittens in to play/cuddle

awwww *wants to keep kittens*

teehee. please take them. there are 8 in all. and theyre so misheivous! but i want to keep them all and my mum wont let me even have one! lol