Yeah, i dunno where Alyssa has gone...hope she is alrite...am thinking about her :-P

Callie, helen, emma, alexx, chloe and anybody i missed..u doing fine there?

wooo i am awesome!! LOL. glad u like the tent.
i've never been to spain, i'll go!! altho it mite cost a bit more.....hmm....will u have internet access to tell us about all the fun things u get up to?
i saw my counsellor today and it was better than last week, i think she was in a more relaxed mood, so that was cool. altho she's going away so cant see her till april 3rd, also aeons away!!
alexx, how are you? and everyone else? hugs to all x

is everyone ok? you're all quiet....

I'm alrite chloe :-)

not sure about the other ppl...maybe it's just morning time over there and they got school while we r on easter holidays hehe..

Emmmmmmmmmmma, I am soooooooooo sorry I didn't get to send you my PM, I was about to do it before I went to bed, and then my net bloody wouldn't work *sobs*

But I shall do it now :]

*hugs everyone lots and lots*

It's Easter hols for everybody in the UK, well those in education, as far I know?

hi, erm not sure what wot post just thought i'd say hello havent been in here before. think i could do with it though it sounds a safe place x hope everyones ok x

Welcome to our psych ward hun, and the denial tent :)

xxxxx

thankyou, its definatly more friendly than the psych ward i'm used to. this might sound a sill question but am just wondering whats the denial tent?

There's a few explainations but just where we deny anythin that is wrong and it makes us feel everything is ok.

I think thats the best way to describe it?

okydokey that sounds like a great place to be. think might go sit there for a while. thankoyu x

You're welcome :)

We have an endless supply of hugs, comfort, drinks, food, fire, and so much more :)

*checks on the fire, oh better keep it going...*

yuk:/
I caught the edge of my cut last night.
It had started to heal...but still bleeds badly...
I think i went deeper than i thought...
Im scared...
Im scared about going into a psych ward.
But Im scared about NOT doing it...
If that makes sense?
*walks into the denial tent*
lalalalalaaaa....im fine ^_^
fine fine fine

hellooooooooooooooooo Alexx and Helen and Chloe and Jeremy and Katey-lou
the Denial Tent is the most fabulous place ever and there is a campfire and smores and you can hide from your problems there forever and it's all lovely and great

*sits in Denial Tent and pouts and refuses to leave*
still havent packed yet
flight leaves in 6 hours
must leave for airport in like 2 hours
can i curl up and die now please?

*hugs everyone* Callie hun, not packing is not going to make it go away. You still have to go and if you leave it much longer you will be all rushed and that may make you feel even worse. Besides, you can't curl up and die because you are too much of an important member and the denial tent wouldn't be the same without you. Try to enjoy yourself x

Anyone mind if I come join you in the denial tent for a while? I bought cookies...

Hana
xxx

*screams loud*

*hugs everyone here on the psych ward*

Sorry I disappeared for a few days... I'm not feeling all that well... Not really communicative... Not up to much at all to be perfectly honest (which sucks because I'm to the part of break where I've got to visit everyone :crying:)...

Callie, hun, I hope Spain goes well sweetie, much love for my RYL twin...

Helen, I am sorry to hear about your friend and her baby. That is awfully hard for all involved... *hugs sweetie*

Alexx, sweetie, how goes it?

Everyone else, Jeremy, effervesence, everyone ok?

Hello to the new folks and welcome to the psych ward, home of the denial tent :-)

*makes a tea tray with tea, coffee, hot cocoa, and biscuits to pass around*
*grabs her cosy blanket, pillow, and stuffed lamb and curls up in her corner for a good cry and a nap*

*cuddles anyone and everyone*

*hugs Ally, Callie, Emma, Alex and everyone*

Arrrgh why the frigging ass did I do it...least Emma knows.

I'm so sorry :(

Helen, everyone is allowed a slip up, you were doing so well. One SH incident does not mean you have to disqualify everything you have worked for.

*hugs everyone*

I cut earlier today too and went to tesco, at tills I realised blood was dripping down my wrist and then just as I tried to run to my car and get away my shopping bag split and a bottle of wine smashed and spilt everywhere. Loser.

But now I am drunk and all will be ok. I love you guys x

LOL, you soooo didn't say that on the phone.

I lied, I did bleed but forgot and I'm NOT okay and can't be....but not like you can find me as you do not know exactly where I live.

You are NOOOOOOOT a loser Emma so shut up about that :)

I love you Em xxx

Ow ow ow my leg really ****ing hurts *cries*

Helen, I TRUST you, you CAN beat this. You know I cannot get to Birmingham tonight and even if I could, you are right I do not know where you live. But I do know you are better than harming. You do not deserve to hurt yourself. You deserve happiness, hope and a life. Self harm gets you none of those things.

Your right, I didn't tell you that on the phone, but I didn't have too. You are so strong, and so capable. What difference does it make how weak I, or anyone else is? Doesn't mean you have to do the same thing.

Emma, you're actually scaring me in a way. Oh well, but you're not weak seriously.

I know you trust me, and I'm proving that point to you. I'm trying so hard to beat this crap. I am better than harming yeah. I don't deserve to hurt myself and yet I go through cycles of doing it.

I want happiness, hope and a life but don't seem to have it anymore and it's not fair :(

I wish I could be cuddled and be okay. I could have people be with me every step of the way, but nobody can be with me 24/7 and even if they could....I'd have to do things on my own at some point.

I just want a cuddle in person right now. I want everything I can't have. I want my nephew right now, but least I can see him later. I want to tell my best friend, well one of them everything and be with her and for her to give advice and whatnot.

I wish I could drink alcohol and be absloutely drunk, but it's not the best idea, I know.

Heh, I wrote a thread full of crap =(

Any1 know where ally or alyssa have disappeared too?

I'm worried about her :-(

I'm sorry about having to rush off the phone this morning Em.

I hope you're alright sweetie.

Ahhh you're probs at work thinking about it.

*hugs everyone and hides*

Jeremy, here I am. I posted yesterday but I guess you missed it.

And sorry to those I may have worried... I didn't mean to... I just wasn't up to supporting and I do feel the need to do SOME of that while I'm in here... it's not as if y'all are having a good time of it or you wouldn't be in here either

*hugs*

Just got back from work. Don't worry about last night Helen :) Hope you are ok.

Trying to gather the strength to move and go to A+E. I know it is supposed to ideally be within 12 hours but I had to go to work and it is only 14 hours now.

*hugs everyone who needs it*

Emmmmmmmma.

Please go && then give us a call when you're done please?

Love you missy, now go get looked at =]

Check me all hyporcritical....

*hugs Ally and Emma*

Emma, please go and get checked out. I'm sorry to hear that you slipped up but that doesn't make you weak. You just have to take it in your stride and keep plodding on. I know it's harder than it sounds, but that's what we are here for, to help :)

Ally, I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling so low. It is hard having to visit people when you feel so low but hang on in there hun.

Hope everyone is ok x

*rolls eyes*

I hope everyone is okay :)

*hugs all*

hey hope evryones ok, can i sit in here just to stay safe for a bit. its beena tough night

I wish I was okay.

*rocks back & forth*

I am no good to anyone atm... I'm sorry guys

*cries in her corener*

*hugs Ally*

We're here if you wanna talk xx

hmmm, can i please sit in your denial tent for a little while? Had a minor slip up last night, just one cut, but still, trying to pretend it doesn't matter, but I have guilt....
Hope everyone is hanging in there x

*sneaks in sits in the corner and cried* its all going wrong why wont it o away

Thanks Helen *offers weak smile*

Hey all, of course y'all can join us

*pokes at camp fire to keep it going for Callie*

Oh my goodness I feel SO awful... and I am in desperate need of a drink :pinch:... just a few more days before I'm home and then I'm buying to large bottles of chick beer and getting trashed... *sigh* too bad I'm out of what I usually OD on... :crying: what a mess I've become :crying:

*sits in her corner, hugs knees to chest, and stares vacantly at the floor*

*hugs*

Hi katey-lou, how are you? (heehee it rhymes!!)

*Hopes callie is having an ok time....*

*Hugs ally*, its good to see you back here talking to us, you dont need to be supportive all the time we all have times when it's just too much but we're all here to listen to you when it's hard.

*waves to seamonkey* hi! welcome to the denial tent, it's a lovely place where nothing matters and we can all sit in peace without guilt or expectations.

*curls up in her corner* i have eaten way to much chocolate recently. i feel so disgusting and FAT why does he even love me?? i am a disgusting fat girl who cuts. who would love me like this??

Can i come hide in here?
I got back from a&e and really want to sleep but can't, do NOT want to have to go back there again tonight.
*cries*

Welcomes everyone, feel free to join us :)

*hugs Ally and looks over her*

I'm having a really bad night....so gonna turn in soon :) x

*yawn*
im so tired
but im planning on staying awake all night
and sleeping all tomorrow
im an idiot

*hugs those in need*

*hides* I'm not up for this :(

*bows his head in sadness*

Y do i deserve this? :-(

Whats up guys :(

I'm going out today yaaaaaaaay, get to see my little ray of sunshine (i.e. my nephew :D) and my eldest sister heheehehe.

My sims 2 parcels cammmmmme yay =]

BUT my peroid decided to appear today, it's only been 19ish days since the other finished, so I'm kinda worried =\

Thanks Helen.
*hugs*

*hugs Jeremy*
What's wrong hun? You didn't tell me anything last night (then again, you never do silly boy ;-)).

*yawn*
SO tired, no energy... I'm not up for this. I feel so lousy :-( And I've got to pull it together because I'm spending the day with my Aunt and Uncle (the ones whos son died in Dec and whos granddaughter had the OD and then her mom took her back even though she doesn't really want her...)... The Aunt whos got major depression issues and has been suicidal as much as those of us here... :crying:

*Sits in her corner hugging her knees to her chest and rocks slightly*
Ican'tdothisIcan'tdothisIcan'tdothis...

Ally, sending you strength to get through today, I believe in you xxxxx

*hugs* hopes everyones ok xx

FFS :|

I'm sick and tired of it. I really am.

My best friend's dad died today. Out of nowhere he had a heart attack. And i can't hel her or go to the funeral cos she lives in England. I left her, and now look what has happened. I'm scared of how she will cope, I can't be there to look after her. And I can't see my counsellor until the 3rd (same day as the funeral actually) and I don't know how I will cope either. He used to cook us spaghetti every friday night.