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I'm glad the bath helped a bit Ella. sorry your triggered can you do anything to distract yourself.
the urge to OD is getting worse, sat here shaking like a leaf, my heart pounding. |
Am so sorry you are feeling so bad ...maybe have an early night go to bed with your teddy and wrap your self up warm comfort yourself do good things for yourself.
I have to pray in a few minutes so that will keep me busy for a little then am going to bed then waking up at 3 am to do another prayer I hope that you stay safe tonight Pm me any time if you need to talk Oliver |
Thanks Ella, I hope praying helps you and wow you must be dedicated to wake up at 3 am to pray, hope it helps keep you distracted though
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Hi all, just after a chat and all reali, im 21 with two kids and suffering with depression
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*hugs Louise*
*Hugs Mark* Well done for being weeks free! Thats excellent :) *Hugs Heather* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry that you have strong urges to od *Hugs xdanix* if okay? Hi i'm Ian welcome! How are you? *Waves to Ella* |
*hugs Ian* how are you?
Hi xDanix *waves* I'm Oliver how are you? |
*Hugs Oliver* I'm doing ok thanks Oliver. How are you? Are the urges still as strong?
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glad your ok Ian. the urges are still really strong, really want to go to a bridge near me to jump and I want to OD, cant stop thinking about it all. am going to take a diaz to see if that calms me down.
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*Hugs Ian and Oliver* (If you're wondering how I know your names, Charlie's with me)
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*hugs Dani* ahh cool, say hi to her from me.
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HIIIIII OLIVER! (From Charlie)
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Hi Charlie how are you and Dani?
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Oh cool lol. Hiya Charlie :) how are you?
*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry that the urges have not died down. |
Hey Ian.
Erm, the lucozade has kicked in and me and Dani are HYPER!!!!!!!! |
*hugs Ian*
*jumps on Charlie* hehe |
*hugs Dani and Charlie and Ian and Oliver*
I've determined that if I'm to do NaNoWriMo I'll need to do my weekend writing during the week. When I'm home and it's a weekend day I either don't write at all or hardly anything.... *nods* Aside from that I've been moving more stuff out of my office to archives... It's so cleared up I may take a day off this week just because I can... kind of a mini vacation of sorts, ya know? *cuddles Oliver until the urges are run off* How other than hyper are you Charlie? *leaves hugs and party popper for Mark* Good job on 7 weeks. (it was 7 right? sorry its back a ways) |
*Falls over* *Cuddles*
I'm good :) enjoying my night with Dani. |
*cuddles back*good good.
g'night everybody :) |
*hugs Crimson* night
*hugs Charlie* glad your having a good night |
I cant sleep , really not feeling so well..:(
Oliver i think you should call some one if you are feeling that you are going to OD or feel like going to the bridge . I hope the diaz help you |
Hi Ella, sorry you can't sleep. sorry your not feeling well whats wrong?
the diaz has helped a little, but I gave into some urges and cut, a lot and quite deeply |
I think i have a stomach bug and am feeling really hot
i know its nothing to do with what i had for dinner because my husband is feeling ok Glad its is helping . sorry that you cut Am watch tv on line and the live feed died on me :( |
sorry to hear that, hope you feel better soon.
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*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Laura* *Waves to Ella* *Waves to Dani* Hi I'm Mark:) *Hugs Ian* *Hugs Charlie* *Hugs Crimson* Yes 7 weeks :) |
Morning !!
how is everyone this morning ? |
Numb Ella , *Waves* How are you?
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Sorry you are feeling numb .
Am doing ok , feeling a lot better than what i was feeling last night. Unsure what was going on there. |
I'm glad you're feeling better Ella :)
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*hugs all*
Last day at home for a while. |
*hugs Mark, Laura, Oliver, Crimson, Charlie, Heather, and Ian*
*waves to Ella* *waves to Dani* Hi! I'm Laura. Sorry for my lack of details since I got back. I got sick yesterday (at least not while I was on vacation) and just didn't feel like talking about anything. Today, I feel better-ish... have a regular cold now. Anyway, my vacation was good. I thought everything was really interesting and I love exploring new places. Makes me really want to do a 5th quarter in my graduate program so I can intern in London for 3 months :-) |
*hugs Laura* hope you are feeling better. Colds suck.
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*curls up*
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*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Laura* *Hugs Oliver* |
*hugs Mark* how are you doing?
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*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Mark* how are you? |
* waves *
hows everyone ? |
*hugs Laura* how are you?
*waves to Ella* how are you? I'm not good, very suicidal, got lots of urges, even taking a diaz hasn't calmed me down. I've spent the whole day in bed cos I'm just so depressed |
*Hugs* Oliver...
Hope you feel better soon x |
*hugs Dani* thanks how are you?
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Am good ...Sorry you are feeling so bad at the moment Oliver
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yeah still on a hyper today just been dancing around my front room :-)
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Lol sounds fun
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Yeah it is lol... Until my partner gets here and then the arguments will probably start...!
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*hugs Ella*
*hugs Oliver* *hugs Dani* I'm going inpatient tomorrow morning. I'm not ready. I hyperventilated twice in the last 6 days, that's how panicked I am. |
*Hugs Laura* It's nothing to be scared about hun , I've done it 3 times and here I am :)
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*hugs Laura* try not to be scared, they are there to help you.
*hugs Dani and Mark* I'm going to actually try get up and may try to go to my youth group and if I'm still feeling this unsafe after that I may take myself to A and E |
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Oliver* I hope youth group is helping. I'm unable to talk with them. I didn't talk at the assessment, so I think they have to stay at the closed ward. Great. |
*hugs all*
You will be fine hun just remember they are their to help you xx Oliver i hope youth group will help you feel better this evening and i will be popping in and out of this all evening xx |
hugs everyone
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*Hugs Louise*
*Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Dani if okay* *Hugs Laura* |
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