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I don't want any rain, I have been enjoying the sun (:
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*hides in a corner*
*peeks out and cuddles everyone* *hides again* :'( |
Hahaha man this day just gets better and better.just got
a talking to at work for my till being 5pounds up.WTF they are just getting petty and stuiped. Man still feeling the same way, feel worthless and keep wondering what the hell I'm i doing. need to get the hell out of were I'm before I loose the plot anymore. |
*cuddles/waves at everyone*
Slightly less than 30 minutes until my 21 month free milestone. I'm not sure I'll be on until after it has passed now as me and my housemate have some stuff to do, so I guess that this is close enough. Woot! Sorry for all of you who are struggling. I feel kind of bad celebrating while this is going on. :( |
*whines* i just wanna go back to bed
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*claps*congrats
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Congratulations, Kahlia!! *cuddles* So, so proud of you!! :D *throws confetti and does the happy dance* :)
*cuddles Julie* How are you, hon? besides tired, that is!! ;) What time is it where you are? I'm tired too... it's coming up on 7pm here, just want to go to bed, but can't just yet. :( My tummy hurts from the vinegar + Tums that I took, very bloaty feeling, which makes sense, it's just unpleasant. I've been drinking a lot of tea and honey, which has helped. I just HATE being ill. :( *sighs* *hides in the warren again* :'( |
updated r/v again............... :'(
sorry. |
*hugs everyone*
Am 3 months free of self harm heh. :/ Well done Kahlia. *runs and hides & then cries* |
y viniger april and i'm tired and my tummy wants food even tho i've already eaten
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Vinegar to clear out sinuses/throat of congestion. It worked but now my tummy hurts (still). :( Maybe you didn't eat enough, Julie, love? *cuddles*
*cuddles Hels* Three months is amazing!!!! :D *throws confetti and does the happy dance for you too* :) Hehe. I view any amount of time gone without self harm as a milestone, based especially on the frequency of the SH before stopping/trying to stop. I'm so tired... will be going to bed shortly methinks. I really don't feel well, physically more than anything really. Period cramps, stuffed up head, bloaty tummy, ugh. :'( I hate feeling like this!! And my bestie still has not responded.............. :crying: |
*BIG TACKLE HUGS for everyone*
I missed 14 pages in my 4-day absence, so my apologies for a lack of individual replies =/ I hope everyone's doing okay and staying safe. |
*curls up in corner and falls asleep with teddy*
god i hate being lonely =[ |
*hugs Heather* Why so lonely? :(
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*does a happy dance* - Sorry, but just enjoying the celebration.
Helen: *big hugs* Congrats on your 3 months!! *throws confetti* *hugs/waves at everyone* |
*throws confetti for helen and kahlia* Congrats you two!
*hugs everyone else* Again, im sorry, im not feeling up to doing individual replies, but i am reading and am keeping all of you in my thoughts. |
*sits and looks at my yogurt*
*sits and eats carrot* no points in carrots*nods* |
*holds julies hands and whispers to soothingly*
try and have the yogurt sweetheart <3 |
*sits and plays with my yogurt*
no like people watch me eat *retreats into a box* |
know how you feel <3
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i love u heather
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love you too *smiles at*
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*puts empty yogurt down* there done.. t's over
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*throws even more confetti* As if I forgot to congratulate you both on your accomplishments :crazy: CONGRATSSSSS <3 :-D
*hugs Laura & Heather* *hugs Julie* I'm glad you ate your yogurt hun :-) |
*hugs/waves at all*
My mother really upset me. Now I want to do something stupid even though I know it's a knee-jerk reaction. I just hate it how my mother cares more about other people than me. I guess it's just because I should be dead by now. *disappears* |
Morning everyone.
I feel really bad. Been having flashbacks so feel really drained. Found out something bad yesterday and it won't leave me head. Sorry I haven't been around much for you guys. |
*curls up*
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Helen :) Way to go on 3 months free ! *throws confettti too* * Hugs*
*Hugs Emma* *Hugs Kahlia* I'm sorry your mother upset you , please try not to do anything "Stupid" as a knee jerk reaction :S *Hugs Taz* *Hugs Julie* It good that you eat , well done:) *Hugs Heather* *Hugs all my other wardmates* |
Do I 1) Go and lie on my bed and wait for the urges to pass
2)Go for a walk and try and walk away the urges 3) Give in to the Urges ? Hmmm. I have NO energy, none , I want to cut , I really do , my arms are covered but I know what they look like . I don't feel I have the energy for A walk, not yet , I have an appointment later and could go out for it early and walk by the canal first , I'l go and lay down , just for a bit hmmm hope the urge leaves . |
*hugs mark*
dont cut hun ur stronger then it *curls up* i dont feel sick i dont feel sick i dont feel sick i dont feel sick:sad: |
*Hugs Julie*
I am gonna go to bed for about 20 minutes , hope it passes:S Also..... Hayley woud like to say that her laptop seems to have broken a bit and she can't get it to stay on which is why she hasen't been online today :S |
ok night hunny
i might head to sleep hopefully |
Mark *tackle hugs* Try and distract yourself, maybe a bit of WoW after lying down for a bit? and whilst lying down, maybe listen to some music to keep your mind OFF fantasies of SI? Just a thought... wish I could help you more. :( *curls up next to and offers to hold both of your hands again* :)
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Julie, sleep well, love. *cuddles*
Kahlia, I'm sorry your mum upset you - but you "shouldn't" be dead by now, you have a life to live and I'm betting that you're gonna be doing great things in it once you get more stable. Hopefully that didn't offend. :-S Just please don't do anything "stupid," we love you too much here. *cuddles* Heather, how are you, hon? *squishes* Laura, what's going on? It feels like there's something you aren't telling us, even though that's okay if you don't want to bare your soul here or anything... that's fine. I was just curious, 'cause maybe we can help somehow? *cuddles gently* I'm here for you, and my PM box is open if you need. ♥ Anyone want non-allergic kitty snuggles? (I fixed 'em just special for Laura so she wouldn't have to leave the ward!! :D) 'cause I have a snuggly kitty in my lap right now. :) *cuddles everyone I've missed* |
*rock* i dont feel sicki dont feel sicki dont feel sicki dont feel sicki dont feel sicki dont feel sicki dont feel sicki dont feel sicki dont feel sick
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*hugs everyone*
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*Sneaks back in and rocks back and forth* it wasn't you
it wasn't you it wasn't you. Damn it can't beleve how much of a hold you have on me.hate the fact I panick when people touch me. hate the nightmares waking up in a panic because I think you are here. Then my body shakes and I can't stop it. sorry guys shuting up. |
note to self - don't leave it 24hours to come back in here and expect to be able to keep up with everything!
Hugs April, hun you are a beautiful, selfless woman, you have so much going on for you, yet you are here supporting every single one of us here in the ward. I take my hat off to you, and hug you tight- so proud and thankful that we have you here. I pray that you are feeling better, and that you've managed to hook up with your friend, *hugs again* Hugs Helen, I'm worried about you hun,nothing I can do or say, but just wanted you to know that. Laura, sweetie, let us know what's happening for you, I for one like to know and I care *cuddles* Kahlia, your 21 month celebration has been the highlight for me over the last couple of days. You give me strength, so I thank you. I really hope your Mother's comments haven't dampened what should be a very happy, special celebration for you *hugs tight* Julie, sweetie, go to bed! *tucks in and hugs goodnight* To everyone else who has posted since my last visit to the ward, be gentle with yourselves and try be as nice to yourself as you are to others here, we could all do with taking our own advice *leaves a pretty big box of assorted hugs,cuddles & squishes* I am struggling but surviving, coming off one drug and moving to another was never going to be a picnic :D Kia Kaha [Maori language phrase for 'be strong'] |
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What do you mean, Lindsay? *cuddles*
JK, good to hear from you again!! :D Thanks for the support and kind words - they mean more than I can say. You are such a sweet and lovely person... please try and take care of yourself the best you can, wish I could help more. *cuddles* Hope you sleep well... *tucks you up into your ward bed and gives you one last hug before you drift off into dreamland* :) I'm working from home today... got 10 out of 35 surveys done, so am taking a brief break to check in on here. :) I spy a Mark!! :) Did the lie-down help at all, love? or are you still triggered? :( I'm really exhausted and my eyes are watering... gahh... and my bestie texted me last night after I was asleep asking me if I was awake still. I texted her back this morning because I turn my cell off when I go to bed, so I didn't get the text til I turned on my phone this morning. No response yet. :( *hides in the warren* :'( |
Whats happening with what Lindsay?
Oops I OVERnapped , went to bed about 11.20am and didn't get up until my Dad rang my phone , which was in my pocket, at 12.40pm . Still , napping seems to have helped a bit ,I just hope I can sleep tonight :S *Hugs JK* It can be really hard to switch meds I hope you don't get to bad withdrawel/switching side effects . |
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Emma, I'm sorry you've been struggling with flashbacks, I saw your thread though *cuddles tight* Mark, thanks for letting us know about Hayley =) Hope the urges have passed. April, hope you're feeling better. Julie, yay for you eating :) Taz *jumps on* Laura, hope you're doing okay Kahlia, don't let your mum get to you & congratulations :P *hugs everyone else* Sorry. |
Hm I forgot that WoW is down today for maintenance until 2pm my time, grrr. Was going to go on it for a bit, taking a break from entering surveys. :( Boo hiss. Don't feel good AT ALL... :'(
How are you, Kat? *spies you and cuddles* And Mark, I spy you too!! :D *cuddles* Hels, sweetie, how are you doing today? *squishes* |
Sorry, I was asking shadowedsoul what was up.
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No energry, at all. Would love to do individuals, but so tired. will do this page, though, sorry it's not more.
*cuddles mark* napping is good, sometimes I find a nap helps me sleep better because i'm not overtired, but then it depends on what thoughts i have before bed. Well done on holding out over those urges. *squishes* *cuddles hels* congrats, and well done on such a great individual reply post, i can't possiblely (spelling?) compete! *hunts april down in the warren, gives her a huge cuddle* I'm sorry you're not having a good time hunny. wish I could help. --------------- TRIGGER WARNING: SI/Sexual Abuse The following content has been hidden - Reason : Triggers:SI/Sexualabuse/Sexual assualt etc.. oh and very long.
*waves at lindsay* didn't mean to leave you out, sorry sweetie *extra special huggles* |
April, not doing too great to be honest. But hey, when am I? *broken record much?*
Kat, thank you sweetheart. |
*cuddles hels* sorry you're not doing too great. Wish I could make you feel better *hands you pretty flowers picked from the ward garden*
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*cries* I dont wanna do this anymore
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*cuddles Kat and Hels* I wish I could help you both more than I can... I feel so helpless. :( *holds you both and rocks back and forth gently* Will be keeping you in my prayers though, can tell you that much. :) If that's okay, that is.
I can't keep up with life. I just want to give up, give in, quit. :'( |
*hugs Mark* I hope you didn't cut, the urge will always pass, you just have to try and fight through it <3 (and yes, I'm being a hypocrite by telling you this...)
*hugs Julie* *hugs April* What's driving you to think that? *tackles Helen* You're not a broken record hun, get that out of your mind :) I wish I could help more :( *hugs Lindsay* How're you doing? *hugs JK, shadowedsoul, Emma, Kat* *hugs anyone she may have missed and leaves piles of extra hugs on a table* |
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