I'm sorry you're struggling so much. How is everything with work and mental health support? Is there anything anyone could do to help?

I've had little to no mh support since starting work. I am too much. The evil is getting stronger. And they see this and have withdrawn.

I'm sorry services are once more letting you down.
That's not on you, that's on them not doing their job.

You are not too much. There's nothing evil about you.
You deserve help and support.

I love you and I care.

What Unbreakable said! Don't give up x

What Unbreakable. and Tamo said! Don't give up!

lots of love x

I feel so awful. I cant face this. I'm crying in a pile on the floor instead of showering or doing anything useful. I'm overwhelmed and achingly sad and worried about the evil spreading.

I hope you were able to stay safe enough and get some rest and cuddles with Bertie. I'm sorry things are such shit with mental health services. Do you know, is it because of your work hours, or is there another reason they haven't been offering you anything?

I saw my cpn today. I told her thjngs were bad. And my self harm was very bad. She was nice enough but I dont feel listened to. I dont think she understood how bad things are.

The therapist I was due to start with doeant work on my only day off. So in the month theyve known they havent sorted anything out.

I ended up having an outburst at work yesterday. I lost it and raised my voice and walked out the meeting. The head nurse was very nice to me after but I'm so embarrassed.

I feel like the only way out of this mess is to die.

I am sorry to hear that you are so desperate and hopeless.

It's appalling that they still haven't sorted your therapy. They are responsible for your care and are failing.

Sending love your way <3

How are you?

Did you use the word 'bad' when describing how things are? Are there even bigger words to explain things that maybe would be heard better? I hope some support can be sorted out for you soon.

How are you doing, love?