*hugs Chloe*
I agree with Many, maybe it's for the best

is k manda, i'm k :) *pets cloak*

chlo... waht hapened?

*cuddles chloe*

I am going to lie in bed and stare at the ceiling. Speek soon.
Stay safe everyone.

Have a good stare Many 0_0

*cuddles Chloe*
*sigh* illness is what keeps me worrying that I'll never have another relationship :-(
I'm sorry, sweetie, that you felt you had to break up with him... I hope you are able to get some comfort in the fact that you believe you did what was best for him...

I do wonder though, hun... What is best for YOU?

jess, my life happened :(

ally i think its best for me, cos now i can be upset but for a legitimate reason, if that makes sense? i think i needed to let him go. but it doesnt stop it from killing me.

*drags chloe under the invisibility cloak and lei's her*

honey, if it was best for you then it was. no, it doesn't stop it hurting but it's better to hurt a little now then to hurt a lot later when it just collapses in on itself with a big ka boom!

*turns away from the lei'ing going on under the invisibility cloak* lol

I know hunni, and it's gonna hurt for a while. But it will get less, it will *cuddles*

*drags all in as well* a good lei'ing will make you feel better

*snuggles*

I missed something... or maybe I'm just a retard... but what's the deal with the whole "getting lei'd in Vet's" thing???
*is confuzzled*

pop over to vet's general and hunt the thread down! I will link it later but right now i have to go take a client out >.>

be back in a few horus or so

token guy??? what's that? (sorry... I'm stupid)
*grabs some chocolate*

I can't add anything today as I'm a step away from a massive slip. I just want to offer my support to anyone who needs it. Sometimes a hug shared between those who need one can lift someone up. And we hurting people all know that we need that sometimes.

Yesterday I had to explain to my friend that I slipped. I thought he was going to be incredibly angry but he just smiled at me, told me that he knew I didn't want to give in to it and that I must have been feeling terrible and hugged me while I cried. I even managed to get my sense of humour back after awhile.

I'm so glad that he understood .... but I still feel like I let him down. But worst of all - - - I let me down.

Hugs to anyone who can accept them. Please feel free to use my shoulder to cry on if necessary.

Kahlia

oh hahaha ok
SouthPark rocks my face off :P

Thanks for the hugs Kahlia
*hugs back*

http://recoveryourlife.com/forum/sho...=52596&page=25 hey amanda, here's the Lei party link *nods*

*sits in her corner and tends to her latest cut*
Long... Deep (though not as deep as I've done before) and painful... Hmm... Maybe I can go deeper...

Hubby just called from work... has to stay late...
I hate... hate... HATE being alone at nighttime
*sits in corner and rocks*
so lonely and scary* :-/

*runs and snuggles with her RYL daddy*