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*hugs MJ*
*hugs Crimson* *hugs Louise* *hugs Mark* I was so dizzy earlier that I had to lay down where I was. On the concrete floor, outside and it was drizzling. I was luckily under a tree so I didn't get wet. I can't see my Therapist or anyone for the next 2 weeks and I'm going to have to function. Fvck! |
hugs laura and mark and mj and crimson.
Thats sounds horrible laura. |
*hugs* Mark
*hugs* laura *hugs* MJ *hugs* crimson what are you all up to tonight?xxx |
Not too much right now, Sam. You?
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I spy LIA! *glomps*
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*hugs MJ*
*hugs Sam* *hugs Crimson* *waves at Rhi* (Mia?) I'm off to bed now. good night |
*hugs everyone*
Sleeps well Laura |
*hugs all*
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*hugs Matt, Laura and Oliver* g'night Laura
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*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Sam* *Hugs Louise* *Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Matt* *Hugs Crimson* |
hugs ian, how are you?
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Hiya Louise :) im ok thanks, how are you? *Cuddles louise back*
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*hugs Louise and Ian*
Good night & weekend to everyone :) |
*hugs everyone* hope everyone is staying safe.
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*hugs all* how are you today?
I'm doing more applications for university today. |
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Louise* *Hugs Sam* *Hugs Crimson* *Hugs Matthew* *Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Ian* *Hugs Laura* |
I just spent half an hour laying on the floor , really ...........flat I guess:/
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*hugs mark* im sorry you're not feeling great.
Its a quiet day in here. Hope everyone's alright. I'm in an awful place... I keep trying to type about it and get a few sentences out but cant. I shouldnt post. |
*hugs Mark* sorry you've been so flat. how are you doing now?
*hugs Laura* good luck with the uni applications, what are you applying to do? *hugs Laura* you should post and I'm about if you need someone to talk to, PM me if you want. *hugs all* I've had a day full of mood swings, gone from depressed to anxious to hyper to manic to suicidal to flat etc feel warn out now. |
*Hugs Laura* You are totally okay to post hun *Extra Hugs*
*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry , mood swings suck :/ |
*hugs mark*
*hugs Laura* *hugs Oliver* I'm applying for social work. I'm unsure if it is a good idea, but I don't have any other ideas. I used to be sure about it, then I googled my diagnosis. |
*hugs Mark and Laura*
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*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Oliver* *Night tiime hugs all my wardies* |
night Mark *hugs*
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*hugs everyone in here*
I made some cookies for you all :) |
*hugs matt* thanks for the cookies *takes one*
*hugs oliver* thats a lot of mood cycling :-/ no wonder you're worn out. Hopefully you can get some rest tonight. Oh and thanks for the offer of a PM, I might take you up on it. *hugs laura* Good luck with all the applications! Are you unsure that you want to do social work in general or unsure specifically because of your diagnosis? If the second, don't let it stop you from being what you want to be... I know that is a lot easier sentence to say then to do... but honestly, if I had let my social anxiety disorder corner my uni degree I would never have made it into graduate school for next year. (Sorry, you dont have to listen to me.. just my experience) *hugs mark* hope you sleep well hun. Okay I haven't been able to talk about what i feel all day.. so I'm just going to say this simply without emotion. I cut. Out of anger. After 5 months of not, and it doesnt just feel like a slip up. I feel like my hometown is killing me slowly if I can't even last 2 weeks here. I don't know if typing that out helped or not... but at least someone knows. |
Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Mark* *Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Matt* *Hugs Laura* |
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Mark* *hugs Ian* *hugs Matt* *cuddles Laura* I think you are right. The disorder is just a part of me, not all. Are you going to live at home for a longer time, or is it just temporary? |
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Matthew* *Hugs Laura* I'm sorry hun , but 5 months is AMAZING !!! *Hugs Ian* *Hugs Laura* |
It's hidden, because I don't want anyone to know but I do have to write it out. I think I'm fvcked. People will notice... damn
The following content has been hidden - Reason : because I want to
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Is anyone around ?
We really dont feel good my husband gone out and we are alone and vulnerable :shame::crymd: |
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*hugs mute scream * sorry you cut here if you need to talk about it |
*hugs Angel* sorry you are alone. Here if you want to chat.
I didn't cut for more than a week. Then I cut this morning. It's like that a lot. I guess there's just too much emotions that need to be let out after a week. I did cut close to the hair line, so I'll try to arrange my hair in a way that people wont notice too easily. |
*Hugs* thank you
unsure what is going on with us everyone in the system is feeling bad we are trying to comfort each other the best we can . but its hard. The little ones are scared and want there daddy ( my husband) he has only been gone for an hour and there missing him a lot God knows what they will be like if my husband has to work at any point ( he don't work at the moment because he is our carer) He is going to be another hour or so , unsure what to do to keep there mind of it. I know what you mean about not cutting for a week the emotions just build up and you need some way to relive it, it gets too much to cope with some times. Its just finding something else that will do that , i havent found anything that helps myself but hopefully you will find something that helps you *hugs* |
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maybe tell the little ones that they managed already half of the time and that they can manage the other half, too? Can you distract yourselves? Watch TV or just stay here on RYL. |
The little ones want to go for a rest there kinda tired with crying
i feel tired too , it emotionally draining . Thank you for you support Hope you will be ok *hugs* |
I'm going back to M. this week. I'll probably be really busy and don't know if I can come online much.
Just wanted to let you all know. *hugs* going to miss you. |
Hey Angel *waves* I'm Mark.
*Hugs Laura* |
Just to say I'm still here. *leaves hugs for all*
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*Hugs MJ*
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*hugs all*
I'm feeling really unsafe *hides in corner* |
*Hugs Oliver*
*Nigh time Hugs My Wardies* |
*hugs Mark* night
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And I'm back :) *hugs everyone*
I am so glad to be home, even if I always feel like I'm intruding on the grandparents I live with... I'll catch up with you guys when I'm not dead tired. I've slept maybe 5 hours in the past three days... |
*hugs Felicia* nice to see you back and hope you get some sleep.
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Hi everyone :) im around if anyone wants to talk
*Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Mark* *Hugs Felicia* *Hugs MJ* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Angel* |
*hugs Ian*
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I cant sleep at the moment and i have to do prayers soon as well so there is no point in sleeping until after my other set of prayers
hows everyone else ? |
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Felicia* I hope you're sleeping well hun. *Hugs Ian* *Waves to Angel* Are hugs Okay? |
Struggling ........I really want a drink , or to injure, sorry.:/
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