Not really Shattered1 but its only a cold il be ok eventually. I trying to not let it get me down but it hasnt really worked. Wow i sound pathetic as usual!

*hugs all who want hugs*

*waves to all others*

Ian you are not pathetic at all.

I have really bad urges to OD again

*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry your having strong urges to od. Can you try and distract yourself? Maybe do something to keep you busy?

*hugs Ian* i'm trying to distract myself, talking to some people online and listening to the Archers, but still got strogn urges

Oh im sorry oliver :( im here if you need to talk. Your welcome to pm me anytime :)

thanks Ian *hugs*

looks up from her spot in the corner

Sorry you not feeling better yet Atlantica, and no you not sound pathetic...can feel really miserable when have a cold

Oliver sorry to hear you feel like OD'ing

Now that I awake, (I have found the really bad disassociation makes me exhausted and I tend to fall asleep for awhile) I got flashes of stuff going through my head of what happened with ex-boyfriend's when i was a teenager...not good. Not helping

*wraps blanket around herself tighter and starts rocking...gonna put movie in Ironman to try distract myself, but if not work don't know what i gonna do...already have physical symptoms of the urges

Sorry for the long break... hey everyone! I just am feeling like a disappointment and like I shouldn't be here like alive.......... *looks down dejectedly*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Waves to Angel*

*Hugs Ian* You don't sound pathetic .

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Megz*

hey guys, hugs to you all.

Do you ever find, just tags like *contains abuse/suicide or whatever make you wanna punch yourself in the face or am I a little loco?

*Hugs Mara*

hugs everyone

Still snuggling under my hello kitty fleecey blanket. Tis nice..... anyone want a corner?

*snuggles with Tiffany*

Nice blanket this.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Tiff*

How are you all?

I'm exhausted and really want to sleep.

You?

Pretty Tired but not sleepy *Hugs*

i am so so not been to great.