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taz35 10-09-2010 03:34 AM

I'm gonna try to do individuals here, but if I left you out... tell me. And I'll respond, I promise :)

*hugs Mark* I'm with you on the hating waiting... but, I'd rather be the one waiting for someone than having someone wait for me... that make sense? :S

*hugs April* Sorry you've fallen back into a depression *gives soft plushie*

*hugs Felicia* hope you managed to keep your sanity with that hectic day :)

*hugs Jill* Sometimes you need to let go of that fake smile... but I know what you mean. Hope you're staying safe <3

*hugs Crimson*

*hugs Hayley*

*hugs Laura*

*hugs Kahlia* Don't give up :) We're all here to support you.

*hugs Lindsay* Stay safe hun, PM me if you need to talk <3

*hugs Hels* How are you doing??? Is that sickness all gone yet? :)

*hugs Sarah*

*hugs Reaper*

*hugs Heather*

Sorry they were so crap... but I tried =/

The following content has been hidden - Reason : Stupid rambles.
To those who asked - I don't know... the meds are just really messing with my head. For starters, I keep hearing random noises... like my name being called, or just stuff that nobody else is hearing. I've just stopped mentioning it to people because they look at me like I'm insane. And plus when I take the 2 antipsychotics in the morning like I'm prescribed, they make me feel really drowsy and just overall "out of it" for the next few hours. It's like I have no emotion during that time, which just depresses/angers me and I want to SI to prove to myself I'm still here, still living. And then my mind is still rattled over how I've never gotten stitches for my SI, or never been hospitalized, which is a GOOD thing, right? But I can't convince myself of that, and it just keeps going through my mind that
it's not serious enough, that right now I'm not worthy of getting help... and it only makes me want to SI worse to prove them all wrong. It's really messed up.

Sorry for rambling... probably should have put that in my r/v. I'll just stick it in a hide box instead.

misskitty112 10-09-2010 04:53 AM

My sanity is barely intact. I about lost it during the movie screening and discussion and I harmed after... ****.

On the bright side, I got my News Reporting quiz back, and I aced it. =)

taz35 10-09-2010 05:28 AM

*tosses confetti in the air*

Congrats on acing it :)

shadowedsoul 10-09-2010 09:05 AM

Cuddles all.Hmm last night sucked so much, so many things going wrong. Erm eneed up harming myself, really glad I had a dark t shirt on and no bey saw. Heading home now to bed, so tired.

xxjuliexx 10-09-2010 10:17 AM

boo...
evening how r u all

Doikers 10-09-2010 10:33 AM

I'm sorry so many of us are struggling *Super supporting hugs to you all*

Sorry about no individuals .

Also JULIE !! :) How have you been ?

xxjuliexx 10-09-2010 10:51 AM

i'm....hmmmm how am i?
*shrugs* dunno
wanna say the F word but i wont

CrazyHayley 10-09-2010 01:07 PM

ooh i'm online doing this via my wii and its remote so i'm a tad slow, but this way reggie can be out at the same time.

heather - sorry i had it in my head your name was katie, whoops!

this is to hard to do individuals, sorry as it seems your all having a rough time of it. just remember the ward motto "IT CAN'T RAIN ALL THE TIME"

*group huggle for those who want to join in*

CrazyHayley 10-09-2010 01:10 PM

ooh i spy an april! *huggle*

*continues scuba diving on her wii*

Kahlia1981 10-09-2010 01:42 PM

*huggles all*

Spent from about 1500 hours until 2100 hours today at the hospital with my housemate ... now ready to crash ... So damn over it.

Doikers 10-09-2010 02:15 PM

*Hugs Crimson* Is your flatmate okay ?

*Hugs Hayley*

one_step_closer 10-09-2010 02:29 PM

*hugs everyone*

RYUU 10-09-2010 02:31 PM

* hugs everyone *

Feeling unsafe am home alone at the moment my husband gone to the cinema to see a film he will be gone for a few hours and i cant contact him by phone There are 2 weeks worth of pills here i want to take them also there is my tools i want to use them trying to focus on something else
but i cant seem to get my mind of it

one_step_closer 10-09-2010 03:37 PM

What would taking the pills or harming yourself give you?

RYUU 10-09-2010 04:42 PM

They would give me nothing My husband is on his way home

shadowedsoul 10-09-2010 06:23 PM

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. curls up and cries.

nicole94 10-09-2010 06:33 PM

*hugs everyone*

MammaMia 10-09-2010 07:07 PM

*hugs everybody*

Does anyone want my sickness that keeps coming back & my awful awful awful dry skin too? :|

one_step_closer 10-09-2010 07:24 PM

*hugs everyone*

Helen, that sounds horrible. Have you been to your doctor about it?

risenfromperdition 10-09-2010 07:25 PM

its kay hayley :P i knew who you were talking about so all good

ergh lunch time :/ had too much for breakfast and not wanna eat lunch :s
oh and apparently writing on my arm isnt something a 21 year old does/ 'will be ostracized for it and no one will wanna hire you' ... so they wont ostracize/not wanna hire me more if i has as many scars as want there? and even though i SAID that it helped me... got told that a)'no it doesnt' and b)'you just hafta teach yourself not to cut like you taught yourself how to..' and it doesnt do anything except mess up body...

uh 1)you dont ********* know anything about this
2)obviously it helps some if its a fcking addiction
3)how the hell do you know what helps me and what doesnt?! are you in my head? no? didnt think so.
4)you wonder why i dont wanna talk to you... uh because you discount what i say AND say that i act like im 12 for crying when frustrated.... GAH.
and since i didnt wash it off cuz i knew it helped and was so urgey last night im not allowed to use the computer til october 1st... so will only be able to get on when im at school... so sorry in advance for lack of individuals

*goes off to scream into pillow*


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