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Scarletdreamer 09-06-2010 09:28 PM

i leave in 15 minutes to my therapy appt. i'm terrified.

*spies mark, oliver, & becca*
*cuddles all of them and everyone else*

thanks for the support, those who have given it.

laura, love, you're not a pain, never have been and probably never will be one. you may feel like one but that's different. we are almost always harsher on ourselves than we are on other people. please try and take care of yourself, okay? because i care about you, and so do a lot of other people, on here and irl. panic attacks suck and i'm sorry that you had to go through them. :( how are you doing now? have you had one recently? do you know what they're based around? feel free to pm me if you need to... same goes for anyone here. ♥

Scarletdreamer 09-06-2010 09:29 PM

hels, that sucks. :( i'm sorry... *holds you gently*

*extra hugs for those who want them*

MammaMia 09-06-2010 09:31 PM

Just ****ing sick of being ****ed around. Not blaming my bestie of course. But they're ****ing someone who's REALLY ILL ABOUT. ARRRRGH ****ING PISSED OFF :'(

*cuddles April*

frenchhorn 09-06-2010 09:32 PM

*hugs you all lots*
why do I watch things that I know will make me upset, so watched this film last night with my girlfriend, called boys don't cry, a true story about the rape and murder of a trans guy called Brandon Teena and I found out there is a documentary about it with interviews from his girlfriend and the murderer and I watched it, shouldnt have was so heart breaking and upsetting and I'm already fragile.

*hides*

jonikd 09-06-2010 09:33 PM

*hugs April, Laura, Oliver, Helen and Mark tight* its nice to see you all here, makes me feel better about the world somehow ;)

*waves at anarchistl0ve*

April, hunni, I read your RV, I wish you could see the beautiful spiritual person that I can. Hang in there babe, you will be fabulous *hugs again*

Laura, we've had this conversation love, you are a special lady who cares about others nonstop and you need to try capture some of that love for yourself. We love ya *cuddles tight*

Take care of each other, I'm offline for a day or so again, not that you'll miss me given I've hardly been here!

*leaves cuddles for all who want them*

SoMuchMore 09-06-2010 09:35 PM

aw helen *cuddles* i'm sorry that you have to worry so much about friends and that the doctors aren't being helpful. Thats really awful.

*hugs april* thanks hun.. i dont know though.. The panic attacks i had yesterday were based around work. I havent had one today, but i dont work so i probably wont have one, they are exhausting though.. Anyway, good luck at your new therapist. Sorry about everything that is going on with you lately. Wish i could do more for you *extra huggles*

SoMuchMore 09-06-2010 09:37 PM

Oops missed some people while typing.

*hugs oliver* i'm sorry that the movie upset you so much. I wish i had some advice.. *offers extra hugs*

*hugs JK* I know.. I just.. *sigh* (don't know how to word what i'm thinking). Hope you have a good day though and I will miss u in here!

Doikers 09-06-2010 09:46 PM

http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...te=1&p=2335180

Here is a link to my R/V thread if anyone cares to read , I'm hoping I haven't broken any rules by what I typed in it ..
If you have a reply please PM me , Thanks.

EDIT: kinda triggering

SoMuchMore 09-06-2010 10:03 PM

^PM'd u Mark *hugs*

nicole94 09-06-2010 10:14 PM

*sits and stares at wall*
i cant do this anymore. i cant. i cant even use phone support because 1.its after 9pm
2.my phones broken
3.i have no credit and my mums confiscted my phone

Scarletdreamer 10-06-2010 12:24 AM

i am falling apart and no one sees that.

i don't know what to do. i can't take this much longer. even home doesn't feel like a safe place. it doesn't even feel safe to talk about how i feel to jarrod.

**** this.

MammaMia 10-06-2010 12:42 AM

We see that you're falling apart sweetie. *cuddles you tight*

Nicole, I'm sorry you're struggling so much and not having all your support isn't helping *squishes lots*

Scarletdreamer 10-06-2010 12:51 AM

i can't do this anymore, i can't. i need strength that i don't have.

and jarrod doesn't understand about the NEED to cut, how it's there and it's not going to go away until i "give in."

:'(

frenchhorn 10-06-2010 01:00 AM

*holds April tight* sorry its not more

*hugs Helen, Jk, Mark, Laura and Nicole* sorry people are struggling so much, wish I knew what to do/say to help.

*hugs all the wardies*
*continues with the stresses of house hunting*

Kahlia1981 10-06-2010 01:01 AM

*offers everyone hugs and safe care packages*

I'm sorry that I'm not up to giving individual replies at the moment. Not feeling too crash hot, and the computer problems - all due to Windows issues - aren't helping. I have been reading however and I'm thinking of all of you. *sigh*

So.damn.over.everything.

*disappears*

wildly insane 10-06-2010 01:40 AM

*huggles everyone* sorry not been around much to offer support, I've been so busy I've hardly had time to breathe. I have to drive for 7 hours tomorrow, which I guess is my own silly fault for organising a long weekend in cornwall, but not my fault that last weekend my car broke down near oxford and I have to pick it up tomorrow. Anyway a long weekend in cornwall will be fab. sorry though no internet again. I really wish I could offer more support to you guys, I feel like I'm being particularly useless, but I do think about you and send you all hope and strength to help you keep fighting.

I went to my brother's fiances hen party at the weekend, felt like mutton dressed as lamb, it was a very pretty dress, I just wasn't feeling pretty, luckily by the time I got home I was too knackered to do anything other than sleep. I need to start doing more exercise. told work I was leaving today, that made me feel very guilty, but it's for the best I have to keep telling myself that, had fun dancing :)

Anyway tis late again, leaves everyone with plenty of cuddles and hope everybody's week gets better.

oh does anyone know the best place on this site to ask advice about camouflage cream?

Scarletdreamer 10-06-2010 02:02 AM

updated r/v again........

........sorry for taking up space.

Quiet 10-06-2010 02:20 AM

Umm...hey. Haven't been in for awhile. Fell off the wagon. I'm a shameful mess atm.

MammaMia 10-06-2010 02:59 AM

Not taking up space April *cuddles tight* Have read it though :( *cuddles*

wolfos3d 10-06-2010 03:04 AM

*curls up in a ball* I can't even cry.


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