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don't be too hard on yourself... we all slip up at some point or another and I know from experience how hard it can be to go even a day without SI when your really in a bad place...
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*Hugs Gemma* I'm sorry you injured but keep fighting , you can get though this.
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*Hugs Kelly* sorry I forgot your name... I've never been good at remembering names. To be honest... I always look at Marks posts so I get the names right. lol
*Hugs Georgia* *Hugs Huayruro* I'm Laura *Hugs Gemma* *Hugs Heather* *Hugs Mark* |
*Provides Names for Laura*
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*glomps mark* thanks
I'm off to bed now. Good night. |
i can't even listen to music withouth seeing things. stuff from outside this world. and the visions just keep coming. strangest hings. and the feelings in the visions tell me that there are good things out there. but that just makes me want to go more. like i need to restrain myself. but i cant cause then they'l see me. idk who cause i dont know theyre names. i just see them as arch saints. like air to us is like space to them. just a step away.if the moonwalker ppl ppls' took off their helmets or suits and survived we would be a 3rd generation civilisation. but they didnt. so we're stuck in dreams. forever and ever and ever and ever til someone makes a silent suggestion to you about whether or not you should do what it says. strangest thing. but you think it's yourself - what is the mirror for. break it + count the pieces = math = done.
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Under so much emotional duress and distress right now and people keep adding to it... I can't do anything about it to stop it from increasing... I can't hold on much longer without doing something to mke it all go away... make it go away somewhere... make it all go away...
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*Hugs Monk* Are you okay?
*Hugs Matt* I'm sorry you're under do much pain mate , things will get better , they have too , for us all. |
hey all... just checking in again.
Had a really rough night, but thankfully my sis-in-law had me and the kids stay with her so I wasn't alone. My soon to be x-husband came by yesterday to pick up some of his stuff and his bad attitude really got to me. What's worse was dealing with how crushed the kids were after he left. My 2 year old daughter cried for 20 minutes! Didn't help that at the time I felt like bursting into tears myself. Anyway... Hope everyone is doing well ... I'll try to check in again soon. |
can i come hide in here please?
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*Huggles Kelly* I am sorry you are such a horrid time hun.
*Pats Cushion* Here Faye , sit by me :) |
thank you *sits down* im a bit shakey today. How are you?
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Not great tbh but willing to listen :)
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Whats up? im just having an off day but im sure it will pass and tomorrow is a new day afterall.
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Been getting progressivly lower for about 4 weeks moodwise :/
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*hugs everyone and puts some goodies on the table*
Make it stop... make it stop and go away *rocks in the corner* |
Oh no *hugs* whats happened to make your mood worse? could you speak to your dr?
yodabear- hope your ok hun x |
*hugs Happiness*
Not really... under a lot of emotional and mental duress, and people keep dding more to it and it won't stop. The Voices are gtting a hold of it and its getting worse. Writing isn't helping as much as I thought it would so I am out of tha option |
Matt can you put loud music on your stereo or headphones? *HUGE Hugs*
Faye , my Dr is on Leave........ |
could you see a different one or do you have a therapist you could call?
matt - sorry to hear that do the people know they are adding to it?have you got someone you could talk to? maybe go out for a walk to distract yourself or something? |
I meet my Social worker Thursday ...
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I hope it goes ok for you with the social worker Mark *hugs*
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good luck hope it goes well x
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*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise* *hugs happiness* *hugs monk* *hugs Matt* hope I didn't forget anyone. I don't remember the last time I was having a whole good day. Most of the time it's only half days that are good and the other half is shitty. |
*hugs* laura sorry to hear your days are shitty,
Cant deal with these freaking urges anymore. Its killing me. |
*hugs happiness* sorry to hear that you are strong urges. Did you try to distract yourself? Maybe suck on an ice cube (my psych told me yesterday to do that... lol)
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hugs everyone - I hope you're all doing ok
Happiness, hope you beat the urges |
Good evening everyone.... I'm in need of a distraction.
Happiness - I hope you're doing ok, you can beat those urges. xxx |
*hugs Twisten Illusions* sorry I don't know your real name...
I don't understand your Avatar. Please explain... what am I supposed to see there? |
MAtt what is your avatar?
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So far im hanging just. Yeah im watching tv, reading magazines, job hunting, txting friends but nothing is stopping it grr.
hope people are ok x |
I give up. Tired of being leaned on so much by my friends so hard. Its extremely difficult right now not to do bad things. Emotiona duress plus Voices do not mix well. I have tried writing and when I read what I wrote it looks weird and frightening. I am scared. Music isn't helping cause I turn to heavy metal lol I am resisting as hard as I can for as long as I can... really trying to hold on. *hides in the corner* I don't really have a psych right now which sucks. I do have a pysch who I haven't seen in a year nearby though. No on in my family or friends is helping... I am worried I might get in trouble soon... *cries and sits in the corner and rocks*
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sends hugs and cuddles your way. I dont have many words but your not alone x
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Got to play some smash with a friend today and see another friend as well, so I'm doing ok overall. Awkward conversation last night, though. I had to lie about not self-harming :/
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*curls up*
im shakey and out of it and i dont like it =[ |
I'm checking in for the night... *curls into a little ball in the corner"
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checking myself in for a while. *curls up in corner*
I have been having a very rough time lately. My depression has been getting worse and worse and I have been feeling extremely suicidal, I am having break downs daily now. I have had the urge to cut again recently as well but I haven't yet. I am worried but I am trying to make it through this. What has made it worse is the fact that I have no one to talk to about it and my family thinks I just need to get a life and that that will make my depression disappear. |
*hugs* - I hate when people think that depression has some magic cure like "getting a life". Stay Strong.
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*stares at wall sighing*
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*hugs RisingFromtheAshes and MakeSomeNoise and RootsbeforeBranches*
Hope that was okay to do *puts some brownies and cookies on the table* Doing ok, but not that much better |
*hugs everyone*
Thanks for the hugs. Tonight I am just feeling really drained and empty. I had 3 break downs today so it was a pretty horrid day. I am just so tired and fed up. Every time I go to sleep I wake up three hours later and can't get back to sleep (which is kind of normal for me) but it is exhausting when you are going on no sleep and having constant break downs every day for weeks on end. It isn't helping that I have been contemplating suicide more and more as the days go by. I am holding on by a thread these days and it takes all my energy to just make it through the day. |
i think it's 2 cats
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I think i might just move in here
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*Hugs Georgia* Beatles fan ? :)
*Hugs Monk* *Hugs Faye* |
hugs mark, how are you today?
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:( just want to curl up and not wake up
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*Hugs Faye* I'm recovering from a horrid nose bleed , going to the dr's tomorrow about them. How're you?
*Hugs Gemma Tight* |
dont want to be alive anymore seriously thinking about it
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Please don't Saphire, we're all here for you (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))
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oh no sorry to hear that. Hope the doctors goes ok. Im ok actually today i have managed 8 hours of being normal. I have rang someone for an application and my benefits are sorted til i get a job and my aunty came to visit me. I just dont like nighttime.
hugs saphire you know were here for you hun. how are you dylan? |
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