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ljmeep 24-06-2012 01:47 AM

don't be too hard on yourself... we all slip up at some point or another and I know from experience how hard it can be to go even a day without SI when your really in a bad place...

Doikers 24-06-2012 11:28 AM

*Hugs Gemma* I'm sorry you injured but keep fighting , you can get though this.

*Hugs Kelly*

Laura2.0 24-06-2012 06:34 PM

*Hugs Kelly* sorry I forgot your name... I've never been good at remembering names. To be honest... I always look at Marks posts so I get the names right. lol

*Hugs Georgia*

*Hugs Huayruro* I'm Laura

*Hugs Gemma*
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Mark*

Doikers 24-06-2012 08:36 PM

*Provides Names for Laura*

Laura2.0 24-06-2012 10:43 PM

*glomps mark* thanks

I'm off to bed now. Good night.

m0nk 26-06-2012 12:36 AM

i can't even listen to music withouth seeing things. stuff from outside this world. and the visions just keep coming. strangest hings. and the feelings in the visions tell me that there are good things out there. but that just makes me want to go more. like i need to restrain myself. but i cant cause then they'l see me. idk who cause i dont know theyre names. i just see them as arch saints. like air to us is like space to them. just a step away.if the moonwalker ppl ppls' took off their helmets or suits and survived we would be a 3rd generation civilisation. but they didnt. so we're stuck in dreams. forever and ever and ever and ever til someone makes a silent suggestion to you about whether or not you should do what it says. strangest thing. but you think it's yourself - what is the mirror for. break it + count the pieces = math = done.

YodaBearInterrupted 26-06-2012 04:31 AM

Under so much emotional duress and distress right now and people keep adding to it... I can't do anything about it to stop it from increasing... I can't hold on much longer without doing something to mke it all go away... make it go away somewhere... make it all go away...

Doikers 26-06-2012 10:49 AM

*Hugs Monk* Are you okay?

*Hugs Matt* I'm sorry you're under do much pain mate , things will get better , they have too , for us all.

ljmeep 26-06-2012 01:22 PM

hey all... just checking in again.

Had a really rough night, but thankfully my sis-in-law had me and the kids stay with her so I wasn't alone. My soon to be x-husband came by yesterday to pick up some of his stuff and his bad attitude really got to me. What's worse was dealing with how crushed the kids were after he left. My 2 year old daughter cried for 20 minutes! Didn't help that at the time I felt like bursting into tears myself.

Anyway... Hope everyone is doing well ... I'll try to check in again soon.

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 02:49 PM

can i come hide in here please?

Doikers 26-06-2012 03:08 PM

*Huggles Kelly* I am sorry you are such a horrid time hun.

*Pats Cushion* Here Faye , sit by me :)

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 03:09 PM

thank you *sits down* im a bit shakey today. How are you?

Doikers 26-06-2012 04:26 PM

Not great tbh but willing to listen :)

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 04:42 PM

Whats up? im just having an off day but im sure it will pass and tomorrow is a new day afterall.

Doikers 26-06-2012 05:20 PM

Been getting progressivly lower for about 4 weeks moodwise :/

YodaBearInterrupted 26-06-2012 05:23 PM

*hugs everyone and puts some goodies on the table*

Make it stop... make it stop and go away *rocks in the corner*

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 05:48 PM

Oh no *hugs* whats happened to make your mood worse? could you speak to your dr?

yodabear- hope your ok hun x

YodaBearInterrupted 26-06-2012 05:53 PM

*hugs Happiness*

Not really... under a lot of emotional and mental duress, and people keep dding more to it and it won't stop. The Voices are gtting a hold of it and its getting worse. Writing isn't helping as much as I thought it would so I am out of tha option

Doikers 26-06-2012 06:19 PM

Matt can you put loud music on your stereo or headphones? *HUGE Hugs*

Faye , my Dr is on Leave........

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 07:02 PM

could you see a different one or do you have a therapist you could call?

matt - sorry to hear that do the people know they are adding to it?have you got someone you could talk to? maybe go out for a walk to distract yourself or something?

Doikers 26-06-2012 07:15 PM

I meet my Social worker Thursday ...

Louise 26-06-2012 07:16 PM

I hope it goes ok for you with the social worker Mark *hugs*

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 07:56 PM

good luck hope it goes well x

Laura2.0 26-06-2012 08:02 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise*
*hugs happiness*
*hugs monk*
*hugs Matt*
hope I didn't forget anyone.

I don't remember the last time I was having a whole good day. Most of the time it's only half days that are good and the other half is shitty.

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 08:14 PM

*hugs* laura sorry to hear your days are shitty,

Cant deal with these freaking urges anymore. Its killing me.

Laura2.0 26-06-2012 08:26 PM

*hugs happiness* sorry to hear that you are strong urges. Did you try to distract yourself? Maybe suck on an ice cube (my psych told me yesterday to do that... lol)

midnightphoenix 26-06-2012 08:27 PM

hugs everyone - I hope you're all doing ok

Happiness, hope you beat the urges

Twisted_Illusions 26-06-2012 08:50 PM

Good evening everyone.... I'm in need of a distraction.

Happiness - I hope you're doing ok, you can beat those urges.

xxx

Laura2.0 26-06-2012 08:52 PM

*hugs Twisten Illusions* sorry I don't know your real name...
I don't understand your Avatar. Please explain... what am I supposed to see there?

Doikers 26-06-2012 09:31 PM

MAtt what is your avatar?

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 09:37 PM

So far im hanging just. Yeah im watching tv, reading magazines, job hunting, txting friends but nothing is stopping it grr.

hope people are ok x

YodaBearInterrupted 26-06-2012 09:59 PM

I give up. Tired of being leaned on so much by my friends so hard. Its extremely difficult right now not to do bad things. Emotiona duress plus Voices do not mix well. I have tried writing and when I read what I wrote it looks weird and frightening. I am scared. Music isn't helping cause I turn to heavy metal lol I am resisting as hard as I can for as long as I can... really trying to hold on. *hides in the corner* I don't really have a psych right now which sucks. I do have a pysch who I haven't seen in a year nearby though. No on in my family or friends is helping... I am worried I might get in trouble soon... *cries and sits in the corner and rocks*

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 10:07 PM

sends hugs and cuddles your way. I dont have many words but your not alone x

Huayruro 26-06-2012 11:39 PM

Got to play some smash with a friend today and see another friend as well, so I'm doing ok overall. Awkward conversation last night, though. I had to lie about not self-harming :/

risenfromperdition 27-06-2012 02:59 AM

*curls up*
im shakey and out of it and i dont like it =[

RootsbeforeBranches 27-06-2012 03:01 AM

I'm checking in for the night... *curls into a little ball in the corner"

xMakeSomeNoisex 27-06-2012 03:02 AM

checking myself in for a while. *curls up in corner*


I have been having a very rough time lately. My depression has been getting worse and worse and I have been feeling extremely suicidal, I am having break downs daily now. I have had the urge to cut again recently as well but I haven't yet. I am worried but I am trying to make it through this. What has made it worse is the fact that I have no one to talk to about it and my family thinks I just need to get a life and that that will make my depression disappear.

RootsbeforeBranches 27-06-2012 03:04 AM

*hugs* - I hate when people think that depression has some magic cure like "getting a life". Stay Strong.

risenfromperdition 27-06-2012 04:04 AM

*stares at wall sighing*

YodaBearInterrupted 27-06-2012 04:42 AM

*hugs RisingFromtheAshes and MakeSomeNoise and RootsbeforeBranches*
Hope that was okay to do

*puts some brownies and cookies on the table*

Doing ok, but not that much better

xMakeSomeNoisex 27-06-2012 05:17 AM

*hugs everyone*

Thanks for the hugs.

Tonight I am just feeling really drained and empty. I had 3 break downs today so it was a pretty horrid day. I am just so tired and fed up. Every time I go to sleep I wake up three hours later and can't get back to sleep (which is kind of normal for me) but it is exhausting when you are going on no sleep and having constant break downs every day for weeks on end. It isn't helping that I have been contemplating suicide more and more as the days go by. I am holding on by a thread these days and it takes all my energy to just make it through the day.

m0nk 27-06-2012 06:43 AM

i think it's 2 cats

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 10:48 AM

I think i might just move in here

Doikers 27-06-2012 10:56 AM

*Hugs Georgia* Beatles fan ? :)

*Hugs Monk*

*Hugs Faye*

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 11:06 AM

hugs mark, how are you today?

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 12:30 PM

:( just want to curl up and not wake up

Doikers 27-06-2012 02:29 PM

*Hugs Faye* I'm recovering from a horrid nose bleed , going to the dr's tomorrow about them. How're you?

*Hugs Gemma Tight*

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 02:57 PM

dont want to be alive anymore seriously thinking about it

midnightphoenix 27-06-2012 04:00 PM

Please don't Saphire, we're all here for you (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 04:02 PM

oh no sorry to hear that. Hope the doctors goes ok. Im ok actually today i have managed 8 hours of being normal. I have rang someone for an application and my benefits are sorted til i get a job and my aunty came to visit me. I just dont like nighttime.

hugs saphire you know were here for you hun.

how are you dylan?


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