Heeee:D You made me smile too Julie :D *Dances with you* How are you?

i'm okish
my back hurts a little but i'm ok
*spins mark*

Oh!! What a spin!! :P How did you hurt your back Julie?

*Spots and Hugs Oliver*

*giggles* i dunno how i ordinally hurt it but lots of things set it off now
and i'm a lazy sitter which doesnt help

*spins mark again*

Ohh wow with all this spinning I'll get dizzy !:)
Sit up Straight, lol

*flops in the floor dizzy from the spinning*

Hehe Julie :)

*looks up at the ceiling*

Whats up there Julie?

the ward ceiling really needs painting...
i need boy advice...

Hmm .... Green! a green ceiling is what we should paint it :)

can we do green and purple strips

Yeeees we can Julie! Green is my favourite colour and purple is nice and go's with green too :)

Right then , It's Officially Late enough for bed and sleep :)

*Super Hugs Julie* Thankyou for Dancing and choosing colours with me , you've kept me nicely distracted :) <3

*Hugs my wardies goodnight*

Night Mark *hugs*. What's your problem Julie? (I mean that in a 'what's your boy problem' not 'what's your problem cos I'm 'ard and will stab you up if you look at me like that again'.)

*hugs mark, lia, lindsay, helen, julie, sam, felicia, ian, and everyone else* i know i'm being a bad wardmate just throwing in random hugs. i'm around though and reading... just not talking much.

oh but lindsay, i agree with lia and everyone else. You do what you want for a degree/profession. Don't take no for an answer if that is what you want.

hope everyone is okay/feels better, physically (helen i hear you are sick :-( no fun) and mentally.

Hey everyone :) *hugs for everyone*

Hey Laura :) How are you?

Oh Ian, didn't see you there. You alright?

*Hugs Ian and Laura*

*hugs lia* Hello! how have you been?
I'm okay... going to work in a min... i feel like everytime i'm online i say either "going to class" or "going to work" but that is my life right now.

*spots crimson and tackles her*

Ah, fun Laura :) I am insanely happy. I should change my mood. I don't know why I can't stop grinning and am afraid of a crash but what the heck!

I'm ok thanks Lia:) im listening to christmas songs lol.

*hides in denial tent and tries not to cry*

*hugs Crimson* what's up, darling?
*Hugs Laura* Our lives are so similar.
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Ian*

I'm finished with all my papers for the semester... now the anxiety can kick in. Lovely.
Also, I cannot take my meds anymore, they are causing my blood sugar to be out of whack. I need to go back to my dr. and get this fixed.

*sits*
well i'm sorta kinda dating this boy...
and i know that soon he's gonna wanna start doing.. like... stuff u no and i dont want to do stuff but i dont no how to tell him
without like making him angry

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Felicia* Way to go on finishing your papers!!!

Just up will speak more later :)

Intermission for Coffee and Bananna and.......How are you all this morning?

*Spots and squishes Helen* How is your cold today Helen? I hope it's better.

*squishes Mark* Cold's still here but I think I'm finally over the worst of it & on my way to getting better :) Going to have a shower soon which I'm sure will help lots =]

I went out to meet my befriender Becky. Got as far as Aldi's only to realise that I'd left my Folder for group (Which I was going to knock straight onto from Beckys) on the top of my stairs (So I'd see it and pick it up on my way out). So had a quick coffee with Becky , Made an Appointment for early next Monday and have come back to my flat to collect my folder , I need to leave in 20 minutes for Group.
Also while I was in town I stopped by the internet cafe I am trying to volunteer in and for the 3rd or 4th time running they have been shut and My Volunteering on Presciption Lady Anne is away on annual leave I think. Or snowed in Hmmm. but she works Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday so I will have to call next Monday when I am Meeting Becky at 10am,Sharron (My Nurse)at 11amand Kat my Group one to one at 12pm . Busy Monday!!! . Busy for me anyway. Verbal Vomit over.

You do sound very busy, Mark.

How is everyone today?

I finally got my car out of my drive thanks to my wonderful neighbours who gave me a push. Now I have no excuse not to go to the gym, except my arms are covered in a rash and it would be embarrassing to go, more embarrassing than showing my scars.

*hugs everybody*

How are you, Helen?

Julie, if he' deserves you at all, he will understand if you want to wait, even if it takes you some time. Tell him nicely though 'ew, I don't wanna have sex with you' won't go down well. *Hugs*

*Hugs Mark, Lindsey and Helen*

How's things, Lia?

I'm alright thanks Lindsey. Really thrilled for my friend, she deserves happiness more than anyone else I know and she's engaged to her boyfriend who she really loves :)

I'm pleased to hear that, Lia. :)

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Lia* Thats such lovely news :)

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Helen*

How are you guys this evening ?

Getting better from this cold. Still feeling bit low & really missing my best friend :-( Been wrapping up Christmas presents today lol.

Julie, I agree with what Lia has said here :)

*hugs Lia*

Awwwww

*hugs Mark* How you doing?

I'm feeling okay thanks Helen *Hugs* I have some Group homework , The Post Office seems to have lost my Christmas Tinsel :( Erp.

How rude of the PO :( Suppose the snow & that isn't helping..

I'll send you some tinsel, Mark!

I'm falling. I'm becoming obsessed with my own death, again. I daydream about it and right now i'm trying to find some songs that will explain to my brother why I am doing this. And what I want played at my funeral. :-(

I've done the whole songs for my funeral too , I have three so far :S
I'm sorry you are daydreaming about death so much *Hugs Lindsay*

The Post office put a note through my door when I was out and now they can't find my tinsel at the depot :( Oh well at least it wasn't my Mums Christmas presant from my Dad which I ordered for him to throw Mum of the presant scent , I put a note on my door and the postie left THAT at my neighbours so that's okay :)

Glad he left that present with your neighbours rather than losing that Mark :( Sucks about the tinsel though!! -hugs-

Lindsay, please try to distract yourself. I'm sorry you're daydreaming so much about suicide. It sucks majorly. Please try to get some help. I know they're refusing you to be allowed IP which I think is totally ridiculous. But you can survive this and get better Lindsay.

I often think of songs for my funeral too :S Not always due to wanting to kill myself though -shrugs-

I do that, but like Helen, not always down to wanting to die. I just like to be prepared. But I agree with the others Lindsey, you've got nothing to lose by asking for help.

I know :) He proposed yesterday, and she was scared at first because she's been hurt so much in the past, but I played cupid and convinced her to feel the fear and do it anyway. Her fiance sent me a thank-you text this morning, although I have never spoken to him in my life.

Awww that's so cute Lia =)

*hugs ward*

Need...energy.

*Hugs Felicia and makes uber strong coffee*

Thanks, Mark.
I'm trying to get a notes sheet written up for my Brit lit final. ugh.

*Hugs Felicia*