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Thanks for the hugs Oliver n Kelly! This place is a hug fest! Glad I can help to preserve your sanity. I've actually had a really crappy day Oliver, but thanks for askin. Just stay on till ya fall asleep if ya like. We'll tuck ya in n give ya a plushie when ya drift off.
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Yeah.. stick with us till u drift off... if zzzz's start coming across the screen... we'lll just cover u up to keep u toasty warm and safe and gaurd u to keep out those bad thoughts *stands gaurd and threatens to kick ass of any bad thoughts!*
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* hugs solo and kelly* sorry to hear you've had a crappy day solo.
Yep I think I'll be on for a bit longer, I just find it so pathetic that I can't even turn my laptop off, that I'm even too scared to do that, feel stupid |
don't feel stupid... i've been like that for most of the day... just ask solo... i had to keep on here to keep from SIing.... no shame!
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thanks kelly, I just feel I don't know really, just scared i guess and anxious, dont want the next day to come and if I sleep it definetly will.
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yes, but w/ sleep u will be better equipt to handle it. I find things seem much worse than they actually r when ur sleep deprived and it sounds like you definently are.
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yeah I know, just wish I didn't have stupid insomnia *hugs* thanks for talking to me
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any time... that's what friends r for... none of us should be expected to go it alone... and so we r here among the safety of friends and ppl who care about us and accept us just as we r. :)
*hums to self and baby (my daughter is fightin' sleep) and oliver in hopes that he will feel safe enough to sleep* <3 |
Don't feel stupid Olie! May I call you Olie? I stay on here till I can't read the words without closin one eye n squintin the other n I'm Fallon off my chair. That's what we're here for.
Take your own advise Kelly. It's good! |
thanks kelly and solo. I don't like Oli, sorry can you call me Oliver please.
I think I'm going to try and sleep, getting to the stage where I keep drifting off while looking at the screen. Thanks both, hope you both get some sleep, if its night time, no idea what time it is for either of you! *hugs both* |
eh... sometimes it's hard to follow ur own advice ... i try... *yawn* I think i may need to fall out soon :)
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*hugs ward*
i'm heading to bed soon too. |
*snuggles felicia*
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*has escaped to padded cell until I feel more safe in my own skin... will return to psych ward tomorrow*
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I'm sorry so many are struggling right now. *cuddles all tightly*
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*snuggles laura*
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*huggles all*
quickly sneaking in while I can. just want to run awy right now don't want to be here anymore sooner i can disappear the better so damn over it all when does the **** evetr end? |
Morning * waves*
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*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Kahlia* *Hugs Sarah* BLUE Hair! how cool :) *Hugs Kelly* *Hugs Helen* *Hugs Crimson* *Hugs Jill* *Hugs Solo* *Hugs Felicia* *Hugs Heather* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Willow* Hows everyone this morning ? I hope everyone slept / is sleeping well :) |
Afternoon.
I feel like I need to overdose today because it is the last chance that I will get in a while because my brother is at home to look after the cats. I need this. |
*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you feel the need to OD Hun , I know I sound like a broken record but could you try distracting yourself at all , Upbeat music ,Light hearted T.V. , Go for a walk if the weathers decent where you are ?
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I don't really want to distract myself because this is something that I feel I need to do. If I don't do it I will totally regret it because I won't have the chance to OD again for a while.
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Please be careful Lindsay , I know the feeling of wanting to do somthing self destructive and it's oh so hard to resist , *Squishes*
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Thanks Mark, I will try hard to fight this.
How are you? |
hugs all. erm here is me thinking life couldnt bring me down anymore. haha how wrong iam i. iam really struggling right now want to die so much. worse part is i have got the stuff i need to do it. really struggling not to. curls up in corner and hides.
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Lindsay, please try not to do it. I know you feel you'll regret it if you don't do it. But it's a good thing if you don't. You know this deep down sweetheart. I know you love your brother and your cats and us lot here. Please try stay strong honey? We're on your side and fighting with you. I know it's really hard, especially when you want to do it so badly. But it won't make things any better. I can promise you that. I'm sure you already know this thought. Sorry this is such a rubbish post but wanted to show that I'm listening and I care too xxxx
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*Hugs Lindsay* I'm well Not super-depressed but not happpy , Kind of numb I guess :S
*Hugs Jill* Please hang on hun , We would miss you sorely if anything bad were to happen to you :( *Hugs Helen* How are you hun? |
hi hows everyone ?
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Hi Willow :)*Hugs* I'm numb How are you?
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Not so good right now , voices are saying really upsetting things to me and i feel really depressed.
Sorry you are feeling numb * hugs* |
:S Thanks , I'm sorry you are struggling with voices, Can you drown them out with music? Sorry if that's a crap suggestion .
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I'm good thank you Mark & Willow :)
Just trying to get myself washed & dressed so I can finally go shopping LOL |
Ooooh, shopping! Have fun, Helen!
Oh, how I wish I felt SOMETHING today. I feel so blank. |
Yeees Buy some bargains Helen :)!
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*stumbles in and grabs a big cup of hot moacha*
Morning all. |
Morning, Kelly! I don't think we've met, I'm Felicia :)
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I will have fun & buy some bargains. Am finally ready lol :) Wouldn't believe it was 3.13pm would you? My feet are froze though (our heating is off again as it's making strange noises so the house is froze, AGAIN) Will check in later xx
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hey Kelly *hugs* how are you doing?
*hugs mark* sorry your feeling numb, is there anything you can do like watch something or listen to music to try and distract yourself from it. *hugs Willow* I'm sorry the voices are saying upsetting things, can you watch something or listen to some music to try and distract yourself from them. *hugs Helen* enjoy your shopping trip *hugs Felicia* is there something you can do to distract yourself from feeling blank. *hugs everyone else* |
Hi, Felica. Nice to meet ya.
Wow, Helen... 3.13pm! We are a long way aways ... lol it 9.18 am here... |
*hugs Oliver* Welcome back. I'm glad you're still here. :)
better this morning than I was last night. Though it got really rough last night... I have NO clue how I kept from SIing... I wanted to REALLY bad! |
*Hugs Oliver* Music is on , almost constantly when the T.V. is off which is all day and part of the evening , Today so far I've listened to Laura Marling ( Christmas Pressie ) , Linkin Park , Hey Monday ( Another Christmas pressie) and now Tori Amos . How are you Oliver ?
*Hugs Kelly* How are you today ? |
*hugs kelly* I'm glad you kept from SIing, although I'm sorry it was a tough night, but thats really great you didnt SH
mark, I have no idea who any of those bands/artists are lol, but glad you have something on. *hugs* I'm depressed, tired, sleepy, even though I only woke up at about 1pm just really unmotivated |
*hugs Mark* glad you got some good music to listen to. I'm ok... kinda grumpy, cuz it's morning here and I HATE mornings... lol
Thanks, Oliver. Are you doing any better today? I know you had it pretty rough last night to. I hope you got some good sleep in. |
I managed to sleep, but still feel really knackered, I feel so unmotivated, that even though I feel really suicidal I have no energy or motivation to do anything let alone anything risky.
I hate mornings too, my mum should have learnt by now not to talk to me in the morning, but she still attempts to. |
Oliver! You've never heard of Tori Amos? hehe here .............
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQ5VlOl6tj4"]YouTube - Tori Amos - Cornflake Girl HDTV[/ame] I hope you like :) I'm glad you got some sleep in :) |
nope never heard of her, sorry! mmm not really my kind of music at all, but its not awful heard a lot worse, but I don't really like it.
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I think it's a mom thing. Despite not being a morning person I still have to talk to my boys and my mom always talks to me too... lol. It's in our geans... sorry :)
damn I have to get up to recaffinate! ugh... why can't my drink just grow legs and come to me!? LOL |
lol, I just had an image of a mug with little legs running around then. That would be so helpful if they did do that
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I like MOST (But not all) types of music . What are your tastes Oliver ? *Watches a Mug walk by*
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LOL... yes it would... it would also be helpful if I could finally figure out how to make money grow on trees... lol... if anyone figures that one out... please let me know... I'll be kind and share the extra ;)
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