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Doikers 31-01-2011 05:58 PM

I've got that feeling where my arms are all high pitched ( Don't know the word to describe it ) I need calming , I have been flat most of the day and my hips hurts a little and my right ear is really uncomfortable . Sorry , Mini rant .

Billy! 31-01-2011 06:00 PM

*Hugs everyone* I'm not really up to individuals right now, you would not beleive the day i've had, but please all of you try and stay safe. I love you all very much and life wouldn't be the same without you <3

Doikers 31-01-2011 06:06 PM

*Hugs Charlie* Whats happened hun?

Disturbia 31-01-2011 06:10 PM

Am a danger to myself ....husband is gone for a few hours ...gone to get my mum and bring her back here ....need to cut and cut ....it's that or something a lot worse ....

Billy! 31-01-2011 06:14 PM

*Hugs Mark*
Well about 10pm yesterday I heard this banging and screaming outside, So me and my mum looked out and my neighbour was having a moment and throwing eggs at our car, so we called the police, they came out, she screamed at them and told them to **** off. They said they couldn't do anything else, but the policeman cleaned the car, this was like midnight by the time they left, so then my mum was really shaken and angry, and a bit scared too, so I stayed up with her till like 3am. Then this afternoon when we got home there were eggs, jam, and what we think was mushed up carrots all over our doors and windows, my mum called the police again, this was at 3.08pm my mum called the police and they came straight away, they have only just left. But they arrested her, they had the police helicopter out and everything!

Doikers 31-01-2011 06:19 PM

They Arrested your neighbout Charlie? , Thats not good what she did , How's your Mum feeling now? Are you Shaken up too? I would be.*Hugs*

*Hugs Disturbia* Please try and be safe hun

Billy! 31-01-2011 06:21 PM

Yeah, eventually they arrested her, My mums ok I think, at least she feels safer cause we know shes been arrested, I think my mum is still nervous and angry though.
I'm alright, I suppose the fact that I'm not botherd what happens to me anymore helps..

Doikers 31-01-2011 06:25 PM

*Hugs Charlie* I'm bothered what happens to you

Billy! 31-01-2011 06:32 PM

*Hugs Mark* Thanks hun, that means a lot.
To be honest I am starting to feel a bit shaky now, at the time though I was just concentrating on calming my mum down and finding my brother and sister because she sometimes waits outside their school -.-

Billy! 31-01-2011 06:51 PM

*Grabs a pillow and blanket and goes to curl up in the corner for a nap*

Doikers 31-01-2011 07:17 PM

*Huggles Charlie and tucks her in*

Billy! 31-01-2011 07:21 PM

*Yawns and Hugs Mark back*
I had 20 mins sleep last night.....

Doikers 31-01-2011 07:35 PM

Well I hope you get a lot more sleep tonight Charlie :)

Billy! 31-01-2011 07:41 PM

Thanks :) I do too!
I'm hungry aswell, I don't know what to eat.

one_step_closer 31-01-2011 07:55 PM

I didn't sleep much last night either, Charlie. Have you decided what to eat yet?

I've just phoned Breathing Space who asked me to think things over and call them back in an hour. I have thought and thought and thought about things. I'm tired of thinking, I just want to kill myself.

Billy! 31-01-2011 07:58 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* Please try and stay safe hun, It will get better eventually, you won't always feel like this.
And no I haven't, I know what I want, but I can't have it -.-

Disturbia 31-01-2011 08:04 PM

I cut ... but it isn't enough ... maybe killing myself will be ....

Doikers 31-01-2011 08:20 PM

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Lindsay* Please wait and call them back . Who are breathing Spaces?

*Hugs Distrurbia* Please don't hun . Take care .

Billy! 31-01-2011 08:24 PM

*Hugs Mark* I am starting to worry about something now.......I don't know whether or not i'm being stupid though..I mean theres not much chance....
I'm rambling. Sorry

Doikers 31-01-2011 08:41 PM

Whats up Charlie hun ?

*Spots and Hugs Crimson*

Billy! 31-01-2011 08:43 PM

*Hugs Mark*
Well, I'm scared I might be pregnant :(

Doikers 31-01-2011 08:53 PM

Well could you take a test Charlie hun? or get the pill , or is it too late for that?

PoisonedApple 31-01-2011 08:54 PM

*hugs Mark back*
*hugs Charlie* Could you get a test?

FlyingNy 31-01-2011 08:55 PM

*Hugs Lindsey* I'm sorry I don't have much helpful to say, but do you have a counsellor or someone IRL who you can talk to? If not, would you think about getting one? It sounds like you could really use the support.

*Hugs Charlie* Why do you think you might be pregnant sweetie?

*HUgs Disturbia* Please do what you can to stay safe, sorry if that's useless, but I just want you to now I care.

*Hugs Mark*

Billy! 31-01-2011 08:55 PM

*Hugs Mark and Crimson*
I don't have any money at the moment, gonna have to wait a while :(
It's too late for the pill Mark.
-.- Lia. Posting at the same time. Well.....I'm 2 weeks late so far.

FlyingNy 31-01-2011 09:12 PM

I was a few days late this time which is odd for me since I'm usally early. Try not to dwell on it too much until you're sure.

Billy! 31-01-2011 09:14 PM

Yeah....I'm sometimes a few days off, but never 2 weeks. :( Plus I have been having cravings, but They might not be relevant.

frenchhorn 31-01-2011 09:21 PM

*hugs you all lots* please stay safe all.

My friend made me stay at his last night, cos i was in town with him and others and the people following me were getting worse and then telling me to walk in the road and jump out of train windows.
they are getting worse, people keep elling me they aren't real, but they are real I know they re real. :(

Doikers 31-01-2011 09:25 PM

*Hugs Oliver*

Billy! 31-01-2011 09:26 PM

*Hugs Oliver*

FlyingNy 31-01-2011 09:34 PM

*Hugs Oliver* I believe you. I'm sorry, that must have been awful. Don't listen to them though, you shouldn't do what they say.

Disturbia 31-01-2011 09:57 PM

Am safer than i was before because my husband is with me ....but really want to die

Doikers 31-01-2011 10:00 PM

YEY for your Hubby ,is your Mum there too , he went to fetch her right?

Louise 31-01-2011 10:02 PM

cries

Doikers 31-01-2011 10:03 PM

What up Louise? you okay?

Louise 31-01-2011 10:05 PM

not really

Doikers 31-01-2011 10:07 PM

Whats happened Louise hun?

Louise 31-01-2011 10:09 PM

it is my birthday tomorrow and not looking forward to it.

Doikers 31-01-2011 10:10 PM

Oh , Happy Birthday ! Just so you don't feel alone I hated my birthday last November , What age are you turning? Iwas so unhappy so understand.

Louise 31-01-2011 10:12 PM

thank you, it is what my mum has done :(
I will be 25 years old

Doikers 31-01-2011 10:13 PM

Whats your Mum done? Louise

Louise 31-01-2011 10:15 PM

she has arranged a party with all her friends saying it is for me even though i hardly know her drunk friends grrrr i hate her for doing this.

Disturbia 31-01-2011 10:16 PM

Yes my mum is here too ... but i have to pretend am ok or she will go off on one

Doikers 31-01-2011 10:34 PM

*Hugs my wardies goodnight*

Louise 01-02-2011 12:19 AM

night mark, thanks again

Disturbia 01-02-2011 01:39 AM

Anyone around ?
Am feeling really bad right now ...i know i should just go to bed ... but am wide awake ...wanting to cut again.


frenchhorn 01-02-2011 01:45 AM

hi i'm around. please try not to cut, can you do something to distract yourself

Disturbia 01-02-2011 02:01 AM

yea...i'll try and distract myself ....how are you ?

frenchhorn 01-02-2011 02:09 AM

very low, suicidal, just want to die, crying, so many emotions going on. and friends and dr's keep telling me the people aren't real, but i know they are, no one ever believes me they just think i'm stupid

Disturbia 01-02-2011 02:48 AM

Sorry you are feeling so low


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