-hugs back- it's ok... he's just bein an ass... kinda used to it by now ...

I SIed and it took the pain away, but now i'm just numb and kind spacey :/

I'm sorry. :( -offers protective teddy-

Anyone here?

Not doing well. Like, at all. Have a plan and the tools. Lied to my counselor today. Feel horrible. Sorry.

How are you?

Something temporary or...?

I know we don't know each other that well, but I do care. I care about others more than I care about myself. I would be upset if anything happened to you...especially since I am here now. I can't really say anything to make it better because I am in the same boat. :(

Can you talk to someone, or go to the hospital...?

I suggest you call the crisis line. If you can, call at a time when they are sleeping? If not, you should call Sunday. But the sooner you call them I think the better..

*Hugs Kitty* I'm sorry you're not good right now. Why did you lie to your councelor? You don't have to tell me if you don't want.

Disturbia, is it alright to hug? I agree with Kitty, do something, anything. You have nothing to lose now, try and talk to someone, even if it is only the crisis team.

*Hugs Kelly* I'm sorry your husband's being a div. You don't deserve it.

*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Kitty*
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Jill* 3 Months is great going Hun!Try and hold on :)
*Hugs Shannon*
*Hugs Kelly*
*Hugs Disturbia if okay*
*Hugs Lia*

I'm feeling a bit nervous , apparently I had a post edited and I have yet to check to find out which one . I don't like this feeling , makes me anxious , triggered.

hugs everbody, then curls up

*Hugs Jill*

Hi all. I wanted to share a picture with you that shows something we Aussies (and Queenslanders in particular) are very good at.

When we are faced with adversity we can always manage to find some way to make the best of the situation and to try and make ourselves smile. This picture is of a statue of Wally Lewis - a sporting "great" from Queensland outside a sporting stadium in Brisbane. The stadium got completed swamped in the floods.

hugs mark back. hugs kahlia, and disturbia. how are you today mark? please stay safe disturbia. erm wondering is facebook acting up for you mark, its not letting us on here?

Hehe Kahlia , that picture is legendary!! So cool , Go Aus!

*Hugs Disturbia* You shoulden't be dead hun *Extra Squish*

Jill ,I thought it was just me! Facebook just will NOT open up , do me a favour and shoot me a PM when it works for you and if it works for me first I'll send you a PM okay? *Hugs*

will do mark, was begining to think it was just us. hopefully we can get on soon.

I hope so Jill :) How are you hun?

Facebook's being a knob for me too.

*Hugs Disturbia* You shouldn't be dead, I never show my emotions or how upset I really am either. It's just the way you are and there's nothing wrong with it.

*Hugs Lia* How are you today hun?

hi guys! I was on last night with kitty! read my thread to catch up with me. (It's the last one on the 1st page that's more inportant) <--- this is of course if you have time, I know it sounds kind of selfish asking you to read up on my feelings. I'm sorry but you know... Just in case... You want to know it's there. I'm still playing distraction games. I'm on neopets :) It was a suggested distraction game :D

What forum is this thread in Shad? *Hugs*

it's the -my thread- bit in my signature. You don't have to look. It doesn't really matter...

hugs mark, erm not great really want to die, really struggling not to. what scares me is i have got the stuff here to do it. i know i shouldnt, but the other side of my mind is shouting to do it. sorry how are you mark

*Hugs Jill* I would miss you terribly should anything happen to you hun :S

*Hugs Shad* I'll read it now :)

*Hugs Shad* I read your thread , please try and hold on hun , almost 4 months is AMAZING , You should be so pleased with yourself hun. You are very triggered and I understand that , I really do , but it will pass *Extra Hugs*

Hi everyone. I'm low again today. Thinking of talking to my brother about my suicide to try and get him to understand that this is what I need to do.

hugs mark thanks mark. that means alot to me. hugs lindsay please try and stay safe. huggles

*Hugs Lindsay* Please take care hun :S

erm nevermind. =[

I just e-mailed a self-harm help site. One step forward maybe? I think I'm just one of those people who needs support. Gods, I'm such a burden...

*stumbles into ward and crashes on the couch*

damn sedatives aren't waring off so easy... i'm having trouble staying up
:(

*Hugs Disturbia* Please don't get anymore pills hun :(

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Shad* Thats a great step forward :)

*Hugs Jill* Whats up hun?

Is anyone else still having issues with facebook in the UK?

So much anxiety :S

*Hugs Mark* Why are you anxious?
*Hugs Disturbia* Please don't get anymore pills.
*Hugs Kelly*
*Hugs Shad*
*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Lindsay* Please stay safe.

hugs mark, still feeling down, wish i could stop the feeling that i want to hurt myself. =[

*Hugs everyone*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Mark* How are you?

Nicole Hun , My Anxiety has lessened and is subsiding still , I'm drinking but I won't go overboard. I was unbeleivable anxious I even didn't remember what I said in e-mails I was THAT anxious :S , How are you doing hun?

Hey guys. I feel awful :( Just so unhappy and I don't know what to do anymore :( *hugs*

hmm sorry being whiney. nevermind

*Hugs Jill* Whats up Jill?

*Huggles Sarah* I've been there , has anything triggered this unhappyness?