heya *hugs everyone*, sorry for not responding. I had forgotten I had written in here :s...oops. I am a bit better I think, I dunno, but I got new meds so thats something. Hope everyone is ok xx

U sound much better emma...which is good :-)

Look after urself there xx

Gotta sit here and think for awhile...
*breathes and doesn't cry*

*cuddles Monarkh*I'll be over there in the corner somewhere when you're ready/want to talk =)

Feel free to PM me or post on here Monarkh

*hugs u*

Look after urself there xxx

I....wish this was real...I don't know anymore......I went completely crazy 'cause I'd lost the £5 that I was planning on buying vodka with....even though £5 can only buy a wee bit....but that's not the point....I#'m losing it....

i'm really scared to be here
some of you know me from before , but you won't know this name
i wasn't forced to leave for breaking rules.. more to save my life, something i wish i hadn't done...it would have been easier to let them find me ...i miss you , i need you. my friends

*hugs flick*
Don't be scared hun, do you want to chat?
*offers flick a warm blanket*

*hugs everyone*

*hugs all*

Do look after urself carole and flick there xxx

*hugs all in here*

*then promptly sits in the corner and rocks back and forth with a blanket and a teddy bear*

*big hugs for you all*

ty Zed :-)

My mum is accusing my of spending her credit card, I haven't even done anything of the sort. :(

**hugs Alyssa*

It's hard getting accused of something u didn't do....

Try and ignore her if u didn't do anything wrong there....

Thank you Jet, yeah it sucks, but I think she kind of believes me now. I hope, lol.

*dances randomly to no music*

yeah..it does suck! Let's hope she sorts out and finds out who's been using her credit card

hehe..*blasts some dancing music on*

thankies *hugs*

wooooo music. *boogies like a crazy lady*

hehehe

*takes a photo of Lyssie dancing* :-P

*poses for photos*

woooo Take That - Rule the world. - tis what my computer is playing right now. melikes this song

*sits and watches you both*

Oh....*cuddles Carole and gives a hot water bottle*

Thanks *cuddles Zedmeister back*

*waves to you all*

*waves back to Alyssa* I can't do it. I am trying to write a friggin presentation on inequality, political instability and urbanisation in 1750 China compared to 1750 Britain. I know this shouldn't be a serious problem but I HAVE to pass this to carry on with my course and I CANT do it. It's too hard and there are like, no books on it. *curls into a ball and cries*

*hugs everyone*

*curls up in a corner*
Need more
More MoreMore
Die
Dead Zed
That's what it's supposed to be
Dead Dead Dead
Shush
Shush
Vodka nice more please

heya, how's everyone today? Have you heard when you are going yet Michelle? xx

F**k
*curls up in her corner with her blanket, stuffed lamb, and pillow, and sobs cause this is the only place she can cry*
Sorry, I know recently I only show up when things are lousy...
*cries some more and wishes she could just cease to exist*

*offers a hug and a tissue* Don't apologise Ally! Can we help?

I don't see the ****ing point in this unit, I hate my teacher, I hate the unit, nobody seemed to approachable to ask for help....and my teacher makes me feel like **** and god I can't help it that I find something that should be so darned easy according to you...so hard...

and other stuff.

*crawls into a ball*

Please someone, anyonme, make me disappear, kill me, anything but I can't deal with this anymore. I DON'T Want, to be here anymore. I want to br gone., My housemate, Leo is so lovely and yried so hard to make it beeter but he can;t. PLEASE MAke me disaear. I have had enough/.In nearly 20 years...I cant del with anymore. I am begging you...;.

*sips coke 0 like mad*

I feel...so...


FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*hugs helen, Emma, bella, Ally, Michelle and whoever i missed too*

*Leaves some doughnuts for u to eat :P*

Hope u guys look after urself there xxx
PM me if u wanna talk about stuff too :-)

im waiting for a bed.been told it will be a week or so.
i thnk i mite be a danger to myself before then tho.
ummm wat chaos can we cause today?

Plz stay safe there michelle xxx

hope everyone is ok

*sits and rocks in a corner*
I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine
Ooooo
I love your sig Lyssie

thankoooooooo

*hugs emma, dance dance, jetforce, zed, michelle, and anyone else that needs it*
Thanks emma, no there's nothing to be done :crying: damnint I don't know how I'm going to pull it all togeather to graduate this spring...

Michelle please be safe sweetie... I know, easier said than done...

*cries in her corner and just wishes she would disapear*

F**k

*holds shel and rocks with her*
Tisn't important really....

*cuddles Ally and wipes away tears*
I don't want you to disappear.... You wanna talk to me about why?

*cuddles Zedebee and everybody else who needs it*

I haven't been in here in forever, how are you guys?

*paints picture in a corner*

*offers Zed a watery half smile*
Thanks it's just one of those times you know... Hate the thought that I'll have to go to my meds appointment this week and say life still sucks these aren't working... :crying:

*is super scared of being here* i miss you guys so much ..i hate having no where to turn

*cuddles Flick* whats going on sweetheart?
katy
xxx

*curls up and covers ears*
Stop the whooshing!!!
My heart hurts. Help, please. It can't be over. What the **** am I going to do. Want to die.

*hugs everyone, especially Monark* Are you ok? x