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~*forever_broken*~ 08-11-2007 04:20 AM

Oh Sasuke, I'm so sorry *hugs you gently*. I wish I had something to say to you...other than good lord how could she?!?

Synthetisk 08-11-2007 04:23 AM

*hugs back*
Thank you :)
Urgh, I really don't know... we've never gotten along at the best of times, but now she seems to be out to make it known that I'm a taerrible person and all I want to do is cause the family problems. That's the last thing I want :( We're meant to be a family, I'd just like us all to be close. I don't know why she hates me so much...

MammaMia 08-11-2007 09:22 AM


I've had best normal sleep in ages, sleeping at weekends for 12 hours or so don't count :P

zowie 09-11-2007 11:40 AM

I feel really lightheaded but I'm staying calm.
I took an OD the night before last and I still feel weird, is that normal?
I don't really mind, it's sucked all the energy out of me.

MammaMia 09-11-2007 08:08 PM

I' in ****ing tears :]
Bad day & my mum isn't helping

chocostashchick 09-11-2007 09:22 PM

hugs for everybody

zowie you should check with your doctor or a clinic or something because depending on what you took and how much there could be long-term effects. if you cant do that maybe tell a first aid advisor and see what they suggest? be careful honey

dance im sorry bad days are crap arent they *hugs*

MammaMia 09-11-2007 09:42 PM

Just had a nap, still in a upset mood.

Sugar and Spice 09-11-2007 10:32 PM

*hugs Helen and Zowie and all others in need*

Zowie, you really should go and get checked out. Just to be sure.

MammaMia 10-11-2007 12:34 AM

Arrrrrrrrrrgh when is the ****ing pain going to stop?

I *need* to sleep soon, got to be up early tomorrow & going to be a long day.

TheSuffererComplex 10-11-2007 05:28 AM

*hugs everyone*

Ehhh.... MY friend is over this weekend. I need to watch every little thing I do, every thing I say, etc. I'm paraniod about him finding out about my lies. VEEERY PARANIOD. I'll survive. Been triggered a few times this week, but I vowed to not have new cuts for him coming.

Jetforce 10-11-2007 09:04 AM

:-( i failed my exams for sure!!!

**hugs all** hope u guys r feeling better asap tc ppl

MammaMia 10-11-2007 10:23 PM


Got good news.

But I am so emotional, lots of pain going through my body again & tired.

l.e.g.o 10-11-2007 10:48 PM

*hugs everyone*

sorry i've not been able to give much support hope you are all ok

take care my lovelies

Synthetisk 11-11-2007 02:37 AM

You guys are all amazing, each and every one of you <3
And the support I get from here has been what's kept me going on some days <3
So thank you everyone *hugs everyone*

Things aren't going well for me at all at the moment but I'm making it through each day. Difficult, but I want to get past this part and away from the family who detest me so much.

~*forever_broken*~ 11-11-2007 04:25 AM

*hugs all and then wanders to her corner, crawls under her blanket, hjugs her stuffed lamb and wishes it would all just go away*

YodaBearInterrupted 11-11-2007 08:09 AM

*gives a hug to all in here*

Hope all are doing somewhat better! *hugs his penquin and sits in the corner*

MammaMia 11-11-2007 07:12 PM

*hugs everyone*

*then sits in her bed alone wanting to cry*

I'm such a loser but I must being doing something right, I'm not cutting, I haven't OD'd in over a month...whatever. I'm not as strong as I look, everyone thinks I'm happy and sometimes I am for that moment or whatever...but most of the time it's a ****ing lie. The only thing that is keeping me going is that I have things to look forward to this week...

l.e.g.o 11-11-2007 10:18 PM

i just want to go home

l.e.g.o 11-11-2007 10:56 PM


i want to die

~*forever_broken*~ 12-11-2007 01:42 AM

*hugs all, and cries in her corner*
I just wish it all would go away...what is wrong with me???

Synthetisk 12-11-2007 03:23 AM

How f*****g stupid am I?
The following content has been hidden - Reason : triggering?

I just drank a bottle of Calpol. How ineffective?

hoping_one day 12-11-2007 10:54 AM

has been let go because of a past in SI, just can't face anything but a duvet and wants to cry, not forever, just for now.

Jetforce 12-11-2007 01:51 PM

**hugs all**

Hope u guys r looking after urself there...PM me if u wanna chat xxx

MammaMia 12-11-2007 06:21 PM

Happppppppppppppppy =)

*spreads the happiness*

*gives everyone cookies & huggles*

LadyLecter47 12-11-2007 08:59 PM

Checking in for a little while. Not doing too great. *grabs her stuffed manatee (her name is Eleanor), a pillow, and her duvet and snuggles in*

Synthetisk 13-11-2007 02:24 AM

*glomps DanceDance*
LadyLecter- welcome! *hugs hugs hugs*

Urgh, today's just been people laughing at what I like and saying I can't like it because they don't. Go away and leave me to watch/read/listen to what I like.

*curls up in a corner with her Sasuke plushie, pillow and duvet and watches people go by*

TheSuffererComplex 13-11-2007 02:36 AM

ooh, cookies ^^

I'm doing sorta bad. Have had a stressfull day, going to have a stressfull week, and I'm finding myself having huge urges when I'm at school, and it only gets worse when I get home... Eh... I need a freaking break

Synthetisk 13-11-2007 05:09 AM

Urgh, sounds like one hugely stressful time TheSuffererComplex!
If you need some downtime, there's always plenty of room in this corner over here :)

~*forever_broken*~ 13-11-2007 05:19 AM

*wakes up and peeks out of her cornr*
Oh, cookies.
*pulls out pot of tea and offers it around*
Wish I could do more than sleep and feel like s**t.
Sorry for all y'all feeling like crap.
*finishes cookie and tea, curls back up under her blanket clutching stuffed lamb and goes to sleep...again*

Synthetisk 13-11-2007 05:22 AM

Ooh, tea!
*hugs Ally83* <3
Argh, I wish I could GET some sleep >___< I've been awake for almost 3 days now and I'm only slightly tired.

~*forever_broken*~ 13-11-2007 08:04 PM

Feeling awful...don't think these meds are right but just had a meds appointment and she wants to give them more time... *tear*
*curls up in her corner with her blanket, clutches her stuffed lamb and cries*

Take care all

l.e.g.o 13-11-2007 08:56 PM

just ruined nearly seven weeks
but it was worth it felt so good so so good

MammaMia 13-11-2007 10:53 PM

Well I'm back to being unhappy =[

****ing hell

*hides corner and wants to be found*

forsakensorrow 14-11-2007 03:11 AM

*checks in and hides in a corner under a blanket*

MammaMia 14-11-2007 07:00 PM


Can you be CRAPPY & HYPER....

Synthetisk 14-11-2007 08:16 PM

My parents told me today there is no such thing as Sad. It's really actually called Very Selfish and I am a Very Selfish person for being too "sad" to get out of my bed and go to college because grades are the be-all-and-end-all in life.
My father hit me in the face. My mother later pulled my hair.
I'm scared guys :(
*huddles up under blanket*

MammaMia 15-11-2007 12:28 AM

*sits and hugs you*

Synthetisk 15-11-2007 12:32 AM

*hugs DanceDance back*
Kyah, my parents scare me >___<

bloodyfool 15-11-2007 12:44 AM

Can I be checked in now please? ... I'm just about to lose the plot totally... It hurts...

*sits in a corner and mumbles and groans to herself*

MammaMia 15-11-2007 01:37 AM

*is really scared*

**** sake.
Protect me from them?

~*forever_broken*~ 15-11-2007 02:17 AM

*hugs all*
Sounds like y'all are having a rough time of it, I'm sorry.

*wonders why when you feel bad something always goes wrong...and then you feel worse and EVERYTHING starts to go wrong...*tear**

Jetforce 15-11-2007 05:29 AM

**hugs all too and leaves a few packets of mashmellows for u to eat**

Hope u all feel better as soon as possible :-)
PM me if u wanna talk about it too..

bloodyfool 16-11-2007 09:57 AM

*is still sat in the same place she was sat the other day, hasnt moved yet*

Jetforce 16-11-2007 12:32 PM

*brings a cup of tea for bloodyfool to drink up*

Here u go hon...hope that makes u feel a bit better!

Synthetisk 16-11-2007 01:07 PM

*sits down with bloodyfool*
Heyloooo~ <3
Haven't been around in a couple of days, nice to see a new face ^__^

l.e.g.o 16-11-2007 05:14 PM


*hugs all*
sorry i havent been much support laely been strugglng alot with harming and as i said i gave in-now feel back to square one as it felt so good-i just need to isolate myself but i know i shouldnt os it makes me worse.

im sorry

MammaMia 16-11-2007 11:32 PM

I'm useless at helping, I can barely look after myself, even though I've been doing well, I think?

l.e.g.o 16-11-2007 11:36 PM

baclt to square one hamred again and now drinking woo hoo what else can i do-o lets sleep with a rndom guy then its complete

TheSuffererComplex 17-11-2007 03:01 AM

eh, time to throw another month on the list of failures list... good for me...

MammaMia 18-11-2007 02:07 AM

I nearly cut myself then.
Oh god I still want to die.

*hides* :-(

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