*takes some marshmallows*
Sorry I can't be around as much as I'd like, guys. It's been a bit of a hard few days recently.
Hope you're all doing ok. Feel free to PM me if any of you need.

I miss Dani *cries so much*

*hugs* I know it's not much, hun, but, really it's all I can offer right now. Take care of yourself, hun.

:(

hjkhjklhjklhjk

Looks for a radio to put a song on loop... no word from social worker yet, waiting in fear of the day she gets in touch. Hide me here please.

I am homeless. Literaly.

Where exctly do you go when you have nowhere to go and you're problem and inconvenience to everyone? When even the one and only person who loves you can't help you?...and if you feel weak and consider taking your own life to move to a new and beter world you're considered sick and Ill and even crazy...? Help.

grrr i'm so damn grumpy. i hate my sister. then i feel bad 'casue she's my sister and 'm supposed to love her but all i want to do right now is smack her in the head with a really big stick.n GRRRR

*Hugs Ileana and Jess*

Here have some chocolate buttons!

xxx

Ileana, do you not have a friend you could stay with for a while?

Hmmm sadly I don't.
Turns out I'm not really kicked out, well I am but since my bf talked to my mother she sort of said that she didn't kick me out...but she did, she just lied to him. Thing is, even if she didn't kick me out, I want to leave before I end up hanging myself from a tree. Of course, I have nowhere to go and zero money...and even with a job it;s still not enough to pay rent and everything else so I'm ****ed for a long while.
Thanxl

My friend lives with another friend of ours, where also three other people live, not including his mother. So there is no room for me there. All other firends are either lost, dead or have no room.

hmm. difficult situation.
If your under 21 and in the UK, i think conexions sed to be good with advice for that sort of thing. Maybe contact them.

Really can't cope.
And I have work in under an hour.
Oh crap.

I'm 22 and In the US...territory but still the same.
Thank you though.

Take some deep breaths Aeryn.
What is it that your not looking forward to?
Maybe try to stay calm, perhaps a shower would help.

do you ever just want tocurl up and cry? i feel quite crook right now.. my boyfriend caught me purging so when we had dinner he made sure i ate all of mine and stood outside the bloody bathroom door! gah, now i feel fat and bloatedness all the way :sad:

Jessica do you think now perhaps he knows that he can help you to not do it?

nah he doesn't know. he guesses but he doesn't know. i told him I ate a yucky sausage earlier and it made my stomach turn. *shrugs* it's so nasty. bloody food. it's so nasty.

hey all, im back for a while, hands out hugs and warm blankets

*gladly excpets the hug then curls up on Lukes feet*

How you doing hunni?

im ummm yea and yourself?

umm yeah abou the same.

Want to talk about it?

meh if i do you will try and make me feel better and then i will just be ranting so pointless, and yourself? feel free

Nah im fine.

And i dont ind if you end up ranting.
If it gets it out your system then go for it.

*dances around thread*

a free dance from kim hehehe (reminds me of a headless chicken ;p hehehe)

Not sure if that is a good thing, but thanks.

hehe :)

So what you been upto recently?

justwanttogiveup.

gonna bath see if that helps.

*hugs*
A bath sounds like a good idea.
Have fun

hope it helps gives a hug

i today dyed my hair

made two cds for a freind and read her letters she sent me yourself?

That sounds like a productive day. I want to see the new hair.

Today i have not moved lol, except to have a bath earlier. such fun

i was so exicted about the letters so i curled up on the bed and read them twice :)

aww cool.
Where they off the person you where talking about last week?

yep, and we are speaking a little more so its better

yay
All good then

better, wouldnt say good, but hey, how was your bath?

It wasnt me that went for the bath it was Aeryn.
But better is better than crap

i meant your bath ealier hehe, offers a big hug for our first first aider :)

Can i check into the virtual pysch ward please.

aww thanks. The bath was ok.

Of course you can check in. You want a private room or you comming to share with us?

welcomes you in with a offer of a hug and a warm blanket

*offers you cocopops*

*checks in*
howz everyone doing?
*hugs for all*

woohoo rachel, hugs and gives warm blanket

*waves to Rach*

Luke i hope your not peeing on them blankets to make them warm!!

ty Luke *chews blanket*

ew, Kim dont say stuff liek that! *worrries*