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effervescence 08-06-2008 02:03 AM

ally, how come u are graduating already? you've only just had exams? don't you have to wait till they;ve marked your exams and sorted out what level of your degree you are getting?

hello to alexx liz emma jem and susan.

zowie you're prob already at hospital but im hoping everything goes ok for you in there.

i cant think straight.
i think i still want to die.

MammaMia 08-06-2008 02:05 AM

MORE people showing me just how much I'm hated
They even imvited nearly all of MY friends to that group
WHY CANT YOU JUST LET ME GET ON WITH MY LIFE?
EVERYTIME I GET BACK UP, SOMEONE COMES AND KNOCKS ME DOWN AGAIN.

WHAT IS THE ****ING POINT OF GETTING UP AGAIN?

~*forever_broken*~ 08-06-2008 02:41 AM

Just a quick drop by, families here... Level of degree? Nope, I got a BA in psychology... And all my grades are in already.

Had the ceremony, my Aunt, Uncle, and cousins sent me a leigh (my uncle is Hawaiian):-) it was so cool, if it weren't for these damn meds I probably would have cried.

*hugs everyone*
I love you guys

Helen... Still hugging luv*snuggles*

MammaMia 08-06-2008 02:56 AM

Sounds aweome Ally *snuggles*

*cries* I don't know what to do anymore =(

Pomegranate 08-06-2008 03:09 AM

I don't want you to die Chloe, you are going to get stronger, better and happier so that when I go to New Zealand I can look you up. You can beat this, just hang on for a bit longer.

*jumps on Helen and gives her lots of hugs* Alexx and I have both posted on the wall of that group and I also reported it to facebook so should get closed down in two or three days. Ignore them, they are insignificant, pathetic children, nothing more. You are better off without them as friends. If the only way they can feel good about themselves is to make groups like that then they are going to lead really sad lives and I pity them.

Pomegranate 08-06-2008 03:11 AM

Ally, I think she means like whether you got a 1st, 2.1, 2.2 or third (correct me if I am wrong Chloe) or is it just pass and fail in the US? *HUGS* glad your family were nice :)

blondiebear 08-06-2008 03:13 AM

Helen, I've just had to learn to walk away from people who knock me down. They don't deserve me.

Ally, I'm glad that you went through the ceremony.

Alexx, isn't it weird how we can have a great day then focus on the 10 minutes of it that were bad? In my opinion it gets to a point where you don't need to be loyal to family. Mine still abuses me mentally and emotionally. I need to be loyal to that why?

Chloe, are your exams done yet? And I saw what you wrote in about 20% tone at the bottom of your post. Please don't.

I'm home. Safe despite a flat tire. We've had so many of them that we are a decent team at changing the tire. He does the muscle work but I can do a lot like removing lug nuts once he has them loose. We were on a stretch of freeway that wasn't to bad, nice wide shoulder.

My quilt fabrics match each other! I already have the quilt planned out in my mind.

First place didn't have the sewing machine part I wanted, second did and held it until we could get there. Got earrings at the dept store next door. It may sound weird or superstitious, peridot is the birthstone for my sobriety birthday, not my bio birthday. I've felt half naked without them, vulnerable somehow.

Bozo Cat has sulked and cuddled us.

MammaMia 08-06-2008 03:21 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pomegranate (Post 829461)
*jumps on Helen and gives her lots of hugs* Alexx and I have both posted on the wall of that group and I also reported it to facebook so should get closed down in two or three days. Ignore them, they are insignificant, pathetic children, nothing more. You are better off without them as friends. If the only way they can feel good about themselves is to make groups like that then they are going to lead really sad lives and I pity them.

*falls over from being jumped on* :-p *hugs back though* Yeah I've seen the wall posts, Laura who posted before you and after Alex was a friend of mine aswell. I know of 4 reports about that group now, and tbh I know that her profile will get banned or somethiung cus fb users aren't allowed to make 'hate' groups against people. They weren't my friends anyway.....til 'tonight' tho they probs were pissing about.

I really want to cry meh. I'm just so sick of people trying to ruin good days/evenings for me :crying: I want to see both of you Emma's already as I know NOBODY will be able to ruin it (well I think :P) and then cannot wait to go on hols. Because nobody can hurt me for deffo there (well my mum could but we're hopefully not gonna need to row)

Pomegranate 08-06-2008 03:25 AM

I should be around next weekend if you fancy meeting for coffee/lunch/to see a crappy movie/bowling or something? I say *should* rather than will because of a small chance may be in Cardiff but yeah, if not next weekend could do the following monday/tuesday?

MammaMia 08-06-2008 03:46 AM

It'd be good to see you under better circumstances ;)

I'll be free that weekend, and don't have to see my dad on the sunday if I don't want mwahaha. I think I'm not seeing Julie on that monday (the 16th)....but could double check tomorrow for you?

~*forever_broken*~ 08-06-2008 04:40 AM

Ohhhh, got it, my GPA... Not sure what it is, a B average I think...

Ugh, I'm tired and surrounded by family... My grandma is staying with me tonight so I can't do anything... And I'd rather like to :-(... Oh well

I'll talk to y'all when everyones gone. Love you

Jetforce 08-06-2008 04:44 AM

Emma...make that 5 reports lol...i reported facebook i think it was thx's to mandimoo..but yeah..ignore them helen :-) Ur a sweetie and that's all that counts :-P

Otherwise i'm totally buggered...no sleep last nite...oh well *rolls his eyes* i'm well and ok atm...weeeeeee :-P lol

blondiebear 08-06-2008 04:45 AM

Love you Ally.
I got into grad school with a gpa of like 3.14, low B average, like 82%.

Otherwise, once you complete and pass all of the classes you get your diploma. Grades don't matter unless you want to go to grad school.

~*forever_broken*~ 08-06-2008 06:32 AM

Love you too Blondie-mom.
*sigh* But I might want to go to grad school... Means I've got to do stellar on the GRE if I want to get in as now I've got a D and a D+ on my transcript:crying: ****ed myself over there, didn't I *bangs head against the wall*

I'm going to be very self centered and just whine for no good reason and not address any of you lovely people except to say I'm sorry y'all are having such a hard time *snuggles*

I DON'T want to be done with uni! I feel so stupid, big deal, right? But I really don't want to be done:crying: so lame isn't it? I feel awful, I already miss school... I like going to classes, I like being on campus... Don't get me wrong, doing it when I feel crap isn't a walk in the park and there were a lot of times I didn't make it to lecture or felt so crap and just did not want to be there but...
:crying: I don't want to... And I can't cut because my grandma isn't even five feet away from me in my bed...

*huddles in her corner and cries*

effervescence 08-06-2008 10:15 AM

yeah, that's what i meant emma. my boyfriend is currently being melodramatic and saying he won't go and get his degree if he gets a 2.2. whatever.
a b average is really good ally! it's what i'm aiming for this year. bit of a come down from what im used to, but oh well.

emma you should SO come to NZ and visit me. u can go thru australia and see jem on the way.

susan the peridot thing sounds like a cool idea. peridots are pretty too. they are my mother's birthstone.

ally i know how you are feeling, it's just cos uni is safe in its familiarity. its difficult when you have to leave something like that behind but you never know what you might discover :)

helen glad you are getting so much support about this whole facebook thing.

i still want to die. i'm sorry if that upsets anyone. i just....do...i want to be let go, to be able to go. i'm so tired of struggling, and hanging on just for other people. it sounds so selfish, but it's true. i just want to fly away....

effervescence 08-06-2008 10:17 AM

oh and no my exams don't finish till thursday. can't wait.
i have cell and molecular biology in the morning, but am i revising? no, i'm listening to tina turner and on RYL....meh.

Jetforce 08-06-2008 10:37 AM

How have ur exams been so far chloe? U do well in them? well i hope so!!!

Pomegranate 08-06-2008 01:43 PM

*leaves hugs for anyone who needs them*

I am off home for a family lunch thing and then I am going down to Newquay for three days with a friend so probably won't be around until Thursday/Friday xxx

Jetforce 08-06-2008 02:10 PM

Have fun Emma!!!

Enjoy urself there xxx

blondiebear 08-06-2008 02:39 PM

Ally, I used to feel lost at the end of every school year! Summer meant that I was trapped at home with my mom. I think I went to grad school cause going to school is what I know.

I slept on the sofa last night. In the clothes I put on yesterday morning, so I seriously need a shower. And at least 6 hours more sleep.

blondiebear 08-06-2008 06:25 PM

Where is everyone today?

irkeninvader 08-06-2008 07:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by blondiebear (Post 830512)
Where is everyone today?


I'm here *waves* but you're gone now...

La la la.

*looks under the sofa for everyone else*

MammaMia 08-06-2008 07:38 PM

I've been at work :(

blondiebear 08-06-2008 08:03 PM

I went back to bed for a bit. Now I need to put fresh towels in the bathroom and have a shower. I didn't see any reason to put out fresh towels just so they could spend two weeks getting dusty.

Helen, what kind of work do you do?

Yeah, sizes to vary from store to store. My shorts/jeans are boring cause I know I can order stuff from the J.C.Penney catalog, Erika or Cabin Creek brands, size 3x or 26.

Oh yeah, I need to learn how to use my hemming thingy before 1:00pm tomorrow. First I have to make sure it fits! And see how large 10mm is in inches. I can use metric but I understand inches and feet.

Automatik Teknicolour 08-06-2008 09:20 PM

I've missed Alexx, seems she isn't in the greatest of moods, mind that might have been my own doing :/
You haven't ruined anything, you won't ruin it either because me and you are together till the end, you've said it before, no one is going get in the way of that.
I just wish you'd come online :-(

*****
Status is set to mellow; I'm a *bit* drunk; but its a nice feeling, I'm more relaxed even

MammaMia 08-06-2008 09:40 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by blondiebear (Post 830734)
Helen, what kind of work do you do?

I work in a garden centre, on the tills.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Automatik Teknicolour (Post 830951)
I've missed Alexx, seems she isn't in the greatest of moods, mind that might have been my own doing :/
You haven't ruined anything, you won't ruin it either because me and you are together till the end, you've said it before, no one is going get in the way of that.
I just wish you'd come online :-(

*huggles* I think you both need to talk to each other, I think you're both worried about the other one :blush:

irkeninvader 08-06-2008 10:36 PM

*wanders in*
Hmmm no one around again...
*wanders aimlessly around the ward*
:blink:
*wanders out again*



When do I get to stop being strong? I'm so tired of having to be strong every day. Why can't I just give in? I'm so tired.

MammaMia 08-06-2008 11:28 PM

I feel soooooooooooooooo ill =[

Btw that girl who made the group has sorted things out with me today :) But still waiting to hear from the other one to see if she says anything or not...

lil-princess 08-06-2008 11:41 PM

YAY i'm now back :) i got back about an hour ago i think lol i'm so tired i can't think straight, but i had a great time but missed everone on here, i went away to stay at my nan's caravan with my dad, sister, aunt, uncle and lil cousin and it took us like 3 hours to get there and 3 hours to get back but i will post all about it in my thread tomorrow once i've had some sleep.

*hugs for everyone that needs or wants them*

Automatik Teknicolour 09-06-2008 12:17 AM

Forget it
I'm going to bed
Night.

MammaMia 09-06-2008 12:27 AM

*hugs Jess goodnight*

*jumps on Emma* DONT LEAVE ME AGAIN ;)

MammaMia 09-06-2008 01:00 AM

*brings out ballons and cake*

It's Katch's birthday ;)

(There's a thread in vets general)

~*forever_broken*~ 09-06-2008 01:27 AM

"Happy birthday to Katch, happy birthday to Katch, happy birthday we love youuuuuu! Happy birthday to Katch!"

Hey LP-Emma :-) WB glad to hear you had a good time sweetie.

*squishes as far into her corner as possible, arms wrapped around her knees*

I feel awful :-(
Tomorrow I've got to go replace my drivers licence (I lost it the other day) stop by the apartments I'm trying to get into, and then I'm going to spend the rest of the day in bed...

MammaMia 09-06-2008 01:41 AM

*sits down by Ally and hugs her*

Ugh, I feel so poorly. I still have a cold and hayfever. My cough is getting worse. I might have a throat infection and then an infected cut godamm.

PLUS my dad wasn't very professional at work earlier hmmm

Katch 09-06-2008 01:54 AM

Hi everyone - long time no see for some of you I know - I've been hiding as i had a bit of a rough few days - but Hells has made me come out of hiding tonight and although there are tons of posts i want to reply to and people i want to check up on as it's my birthday I'm gonna stay here and play some games instead and try and forget all about what my mind wants to think about. I'm here for any of you though.
Meanwhile if you want to join in any party games feel free - first up is pass the parcel and then musical chairs... Hugs and Love to you allxxx

MammaMia 09-06-2008 02:05 AM

I love pass the parcel

Is anyone here around to play ;)

*feels alone :(*

Katch 09-06-2008 02:07 AM

my connection keeps going down - but i am still playing

Katch 09-06-2008 02:16 AM

Ok the music has stopped - whoever has the parcel gets to open the present - and you haveto tell us what's inside - hope it's good

MammaMia 09-06-2008 02:26 AM

*is in shock*

it stopped on me =D

*opens*

A BAG OF MARSHMELLOWS <3

woopwoop

*the music begins again*

Katch 09-06-2008 02:28 AM

I'm too busy eating Hells marshmallows to pass the parcel...

MammaMia 09-06-2008 02:52 AM

I'm eating too....=O

blondiebear 09-06-2008 03:18 AM

Yum. Share?

blondiebear 09-06-2008 03:21 AM

ally, that reminds me, I need to renew mine!

MammaMia 09-06-2008 03:33 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by blondiebear (Post 831907)
Yum. Share?

Of course :laugh:

~*forever_broken*~ 09-06-2008 03:35 AM

*hugs Helen, Katch, and Blondie-mom*

Aww, Helen, I'm sorry you're still feeling bad hun *snuggles*

Susan, lol glad I could help :-D

Happy birthday Auntie Katch :-). I'll skip the games if that's alright with you... I'm not feeling much like games :-(

*grabs her bottle of champagne and goes to her corner*

MammaMia 09-06-2008 03:41 AM

*snuggles Ally*

We're not playing.

So come sit with us? We don't have to talk much....

blondiebear 09-06-2008 03:47 AM

*hugs Ally daughter*
It's okay if you curl up in your corner. So long as we know you're here.

I just dug out my dmv paperwork. I'll see if I can do it in the morning. I'm not so good at stuff after 6pm.

effervescence 09-06-2008 04:18 AM

my counsellor is sick, can't see her tomorrow, can't see her for a month.
i really needed to see her.

where is amanda??

blondiebear 09-06-2008 04:37 AM

I think I see my psychaitrist on the 16th.

I am frustrated or lost or something. I thought I had heaps of work this week but I don't. Times like this make me wonder if it is time to get a "real" job. I earn so very little. Wonder if the fabric store is hiring? I'd take a look at the job ads too. Just to see how un qualified I am.

Besides, if I'm busy at work I don't have as much time to feel awful and lost cause I'm no good at work. And after spending two solid weeks with my husband, he'll be gone for 9 hours/day.

~*forever_broken*~ 09-06-2008 05:00 AM

I'm to call and make a therapy appointment on the 16th... Call early enough and I might get in that day... Might make sense as my appointment last term was on Mondays... Maybe make it easier to remember.

Got my meds in the male today... Have been taking 450mg since he upped the dose about a month ago and today I got 300mg tablets... He bumped me up from 150mg to 300mg and a week after that 450mg so now I'm confused. He didn't tell me I was going to start taking less... I'm all for it, don't get me wrong but it would be nice to be told cause now I'm confused... And the uni health centre (which I can continue to go to one term after graduation) isn't open till the 16th... *shrug* oh well, I'm too blank to care.

Take care all *snuggles*


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