*hugs midnight-star*
*hugs Heather*
*hgus Faye*

cuddles laura, how are you today?

I have to stop posting. I am poison. Everyone I know I hurt. Even when I try to help it goes wrong. I am so so sorry to everyone here.

not true hun, you're not gonna be able to know everyones individual triggers every second. *sits with* i hope you dont stop posting :/ you're lovely.

I can relate sapphire. I'm feeling the same way.

<3 sorry you're feeling the same solo :(

*hugs everyone in the ward*

*leaves hugs*

today is so unproductive :( i just want a job

Today was a Monday... I still want to cut

Please can I sneak in here? Need some safety right now, I can't trust myself. Hope everyone is doing alright? x

walks in i dont feel safe really want to hurt myself :( seeing bad things

I hope you can keep safe Saphire, can you do anything to keep distracted? Take care x

i have been trying and i cant stop thinking about it :( im scared there going to get me

*hugs saphire* no one's gonna get you hun.

hope it's ok I post here? if not, so sorry.

needed stitches the other day, for cuts I don't remember making. I didn't do it, I didn't want to hurt myself. don't know what happened :(

ok to post here. sorry needed stiches, i understand <3

No one can get you here, this place is safe. Its good that youre reaching out and talking. Keep fighting through xx

And hi sapphire hearts, sorry to hear you had to have stitches. please try to be as careful as you can xx

I feel so guilty about what I did in Safe Room. I feel awful. And logically I know it was an innocent mistake and no one hates me for it, I still feel so terrible for what i did :(

I hurt someone on RYL. I didn't mean to, I promise, but I feel awful. I made someone feel upset and triggered, and I will hate myself forever for it. I'm so sorry.

If no one wants me to post here anymore I understand

No one is infallible, we all do the best we can. Take strength and fortitude from that :)

hun, no one can know every trigger for someone. its not your fault, k? i promise.
<3

thank you. just feel so awful. i know im bad, just dont wanna spread my evil through this site...

you ARENT bad sweetie, i promise, kay?

settles in for the day, *leaves hugs*

really not feeling safe i have pills just feel like taking them...im suh a failure i dont have anything t live 4 its just beter this way :( all i do is hurt and upset people im bad :(

*gently hugs everyone*

It's coming to get me *hides*

whats wrong? <3
*sits with*
you're safe here.

*crawls into bed*

Today is a bad day with my depression. I just feel the utter hopelessness and emptiness of my life. *sigh* I am exhausted and sick of everything. I can't sleep, can't eat, and can't even gather up the energy to care.

The trains are coming to get me and they're going to cook me over a fire

I want to climb up onto the roof but if I do the trains will get me

*hugs midnight* honey, no one's coming to get you. Stay safe here with us, ok?

*hugs Noise* depression is awful, I know. But your life is not meaningless. I know you can beat this hun :)

*hugs saphire* you're not bad, and you don't hurt people. Please don't take any pills *gentle cuddles*

*curls up in corner of ward behind couch*
sleepy.

checking in

settles in for the afternoon

*leaves hugs for everyone*

*curls up in corner of ward* I did a bad thing this morning, I'm a danger to myself

what did you do honey? are you okay? xxx *offers safe hugs to midnight and everyone who wants one*

so close to give up ..not do good :( im evil

you're not evil honey, i swear *cuddles*

I came this close >.< to killing myself

But you didn't *hugs* you're still here, and we're all so glad xxx

It was a dog that saved my life - the stream was hypnotising me

*cuddles midnight* then we all owe that dog a great debt. we need you here honey *hugs* please PM me whenever, okay? I'm so happy you're here :D

*lays on couch under a blanket*

Today would have been fun but the other day I was exercising and fell onto my left side so now I have a huge bruise on my left side and it is sore as heck. So basically I went shopping today but my back was killing me and my side was hurting all because I am a clumsy person, not to mention I barely got 2 hours of sleep and I was feeling nausea's all day. So yeah today would have been great if I was feeling well. Than I ended up purging again which sucks but oh well, I am just sleepy and tired but as usual can't sleep.

lack of sleep sucks *hugs*

i am checking in forever. i shouldnt be allowed around regular people. im dangerous. im so sorry.

love you sweetie :(

*curls up in corner*

I feel so horrid, I have been feeling nausea's all day and was having stomach aches on and off throughout the day. When I went grocery shopping I felt so tired and sick, I got dizzy as heck as well. My side is still sore and now my back has started causing me a lot of pain. I just feel so bad physically and am exhausted and in a horrid mood. It sucks but I think I am getting sick.

*hugs everyone who wants one*

i am so awful
i said something, and now she won't respond. i am so evil

*hides in corner* bad bad bad

*hides under table* the train ate me earlier while I was coming back from town - I freaked out in it as it was approaching the station and had to get out the moment the doors opened - it wants to get me again

you're NOT evil sweetie, i promise promise promise.

*sits with midnight*

:( not gunna b safe tonite i got a plan cant do this nomor

im scared want to cut, want pain. Bad nasty girl.

He's going to get me and I'll suffer *hides under bed*