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YodaBearInterrupted 16-05-2012 06:41 PM

*hugs Lindsay* -- fillings suck, I had one last year
*hugs happiness* -- that's good that you went and followed through, did the writing help at all?
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Laura*

I am not doing too well. On the outside it looks like I am doing okay, but I am being constantly tormented by the voices and other stuff on the inside.

happiness...its all a lie 16-05-2012 07:16 PM

Thank you both *hugs*

I got rejected for a job i had an interview for just feel like a total failure and worthless :(

Louise 16-05-2012 07:37 PM

hugs everyone

one_step_closer 16-05-2012 08:12 PM

Matt, that sounds distressing. Are you able to let someone know how you're feeling?

Happiness, i'm sorry to hear that. It happens to us all though, got to try to pick yourself up and look forward instead of thinking about what has been and gone.

Louise, how are you?

Laura2.0 16-05-2012 11:47 PM

*hugs Lindsay* fillings suck, but it could be worse.
*hugs happiness* Try and think positive. They invited you for an interview. Think about how many applicatants didn't get to go to the interview at all.
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Matt*
*hugs Louise*

I finished the preliminary forms for hospital. Then I dropped them there today and then I dissociated. I guess I'm more scared about hospital than I'm admitting to myself.

one_step_closer 17-05-2012 12:00 AM

*hugs Laura* It's natural to be scared. If you need to talk i'm here.

happiness...its all a lie 17-05-2012 12:23 AM

Thank you both, im feeling calmer now although was a bit destructive earlier.

Hope your both ok? *hugs*

Lyria 17-05-2012 03:19 AM

hello everyone...im back and off my head again XD joy...not sure i ever got better XD

happiness...its all a lie 17-05-2012 01:08 PM

*curls up on sofa* its sooo cold and theres no jobs grr!!

how is everyone?

Doikers 17-05-2012 01:37 PM

*Hugs Happieness*

*Hugs Lyria*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

nomophobia 17-05-2012 03:52 PM

*hugs everyone* I just want to go to sleep and never wake up

midnightphoenix 17-05-2012 06:21 PM

*Comes in with duvet, looks round then quietly goes and sits in the corner*

happiness...its all a lie 17-05-2012 09:14 PM

Whats up georgia?

You ok dylan?

*snuggles under duvet*

Laura2.0 17-05-2012 09:36 PM

*hugs all* sorry I'm not doing individuals.

I'm not well. My heart is beating faster than normally and I'm scared and sad and dissociated and all at the same time.

happiness...its all a lie 17-05-2012 09:46 PM

could you try some breathing exercises to help reduce your heartrate? whats causing you to feel so low?

Laura2.0 17-05-2012 09:54 PM

I dunno. I'm dissociated. Can't walk. Hands are shaking, hard to type.

one_step_closer 17-05-2012 10:01 PM

Happiness, i'm finding it hard to find a job too. Let's set up our own business!

Lyria, i'm here if you need to talk or anything.

Hi Dylan *waves*

Laura, are you able to do some grounding? Keep talking to us if it helps.

Laura2.0 17-05-2012 10:08 PM

I took my emergency medication.
Don't know why I'm like this now. Had a great day but now I'm not feeling good.

happiness...its all a lie 17-05-2012 10:09 PM

one step closer yeah why not we havent got anything to loose lol

hugs, hope your ok sweetie x

Laura2.0 17-05-2012 10:14 PM

I'm going to bed now and wait for the medication to work.

Thank you for being there.

one_step_closer 17-05-2012 11:16 PM

Take care, Laura.

Happiness, how are you feeling now?

happiness...its all a lie 18-05-2012 09:15 AM

Im ok i had a whole day with no triggers i was quite proud! Going to hope for another day today.

How are you?

Doikers 18-05-2012 01:51 PM

*Hugs Happieness* Thats Great!!

I feel really low .

one_step_closer 18-05-2012 06:33 PM

Good news, Happiness, I hope it continues.

Sorry to hear you feel low, Mark. Is there anything you can do to improve your mood?

I'm sick of existing. That's all.

Doikers 19-05-2012 01:15 PM

IDK Lindsay *Huggles*

happiness...its all a lie 19-05-2012 01:42 PM

*hugs everyone*

How are you all today?

Im on a bit of a mission to get rid of this stupid depression it annoys me and is ruining good things in my life. I have still been struggling but am trying to overpower the bad thoughts. So we'll see how it goes.

one_step_closer 19-05-2012 02:55 PM

Mark, how are you today?

Happiness, keep trying. With practice and time i'm sure you'll get better at beating the thoughts.

I'm feeling kind of lost.

happiness...its all a lie 19-05-2012 07:14 PM

Whats making you feel lost?

Thanks im trying and managed 2 good days this week!! i feel like celebrating its silly i know but it feels like progress to me

nomophobia 19-05-2012 08:55 PM

urgh, struggling a lot these past few days. was up until 2am last night in tears, ended up ringing a friend, so now I'm shattered as well as depressed -.-

one_step_closer 19-05-2012 09:19 PM

Happiness, it's good that you're making progress. *starts a go you party*

Georgia, do you want to talk about anything?

I feel lost because I don't think I belong on this planet. Very little makes sense to me and I have no idea what to do with my 'life.' I have a degree in psychology but it means nothing while my mental health is holding me back.

Laura2.0 19-05-2012 10:06 PM

*hugs all*

I'm not well again. *hides*

one_step_closer 19-05-2012 11:32 PM

What's wrong, Laura?

happiness...its all a lie 20-05-2012 12:47 AM

Thanks if only i could sleep lol im tired but cant sleep.

snap- i too have a psychology degree with mental health issues. I find it quite ironic. What sort of interests do you have? maybe you could look to get involved and do something e.g volunteer with animals or whatever you like to do. Everyone has a place on this planet and im glad your here.

midnite 20-05-2012 10:51 AM

Signing in again, its been a long time since i was last here but I need somewhere to hide from myself

Doikers 20-05-2012 01:17 PM

*Glomps My Wardies*

sorry , not up to individual right now but Welcome (Back) Millie :)

one_step_closer 20-05-2012 02:22 PM

Happiness, i'm not really interested in anything. I volunteer in a library but I don't really enjoy it. How are you today?

Hi Millie.

Mark, how are you?

midnightphoenix 20-05-2012 02:32 PM

*Comes back in and curls up in corner hugging old cat's (clean!) litter tray*

one_step_closer 20-05-2012 05:37 PM

How are you?

nomophobia 20-05-2012 06:19 PM

I'm just fed up big time, and I'm working myself into the ground to take away all the thoughts and feelings about everything that has happened :(

midnightphoenix 20-05-2012 06:34 PM


Originally Posted by one_step_closer (Post 3230230)
How are you?

I'm somehow surviving thanks one_step_closer, not sure how though. How about you?

*still curled up in corner with litter tray as the e-doctors walk into the e-ward*

midnite 20-05-2012 08:10 PM

Can't keep doing this, something has to give, sooner or later it'll all go wrong, or would that be right? i just don't know anymore. please can someone else take control for a while, I don't want the responsibility

midnightphoenix 20-05-2012 08:43 PM

I'll swap midnite - you can deal with my stuff and I'll deal with yours *swaps lives with Midnite*

one_step_closer 20-05-2012 08:55 PM

EVERYONE - I wish I could do something to make things better for you but I guess all I can ofter is a listening ear if any of you need it.

Laura2.0 20-05-2012 09:50 PM

*hugs all* how are you?

I'm still not well. Don't know what is wrong... I'm too much dissociated lately. I don't even know what day it is most of the time, and don't remember what I did in the last days/weeks. I remember that I went to my psych doc to get the seroquel up, but that was 3 weeks ago already.

one_step_closer 20-05-2012 10:59 PM

Laura, is there anything that helps you to avoid dissociating so much? Maybe you need to make an appointment with someone involved in your treatment.

Doikers 21-05-2012 11:34 AM

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm always willing to Lend an ear to you too Hun .

*Hugs Laura* Is their anyone you can talk too?

Hi Beautydylan *waves* welcome , I'm Mark.

one_step_closer 21-05-2012 02:13 PM

How are you today, Mark?

midnightphoenix 21-05-2012 03:56 PM

*offers chocolate chip cookies round the thread until the e-doctors come in then BD hides the choc chip cookies until the e-doctors have gone*

Would any of you like a choc chip cookie? :)

one_step_closer 21-05-2012 05:56 PM

I'll have two! How are you today?

nomophobia 21-05-2012 06:31 PM

I'll have one xD Thanks :)

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