*gives Lindsay a special jar of courage*
*hugs everyone*

What is breathing space Lindsay? *Hugs*

*Hugs Crimson* How are you today?

Breathing space is a mental health helpline in Scotland. I phoned them twice in one night before and the man who I spoke to seemed a bit annoyed with me. I phoned them another time previously but they didn't seem to know what to say. I just want someone to fix me.

Oh I'm sorry Lindsay :(

I managed to phone them and was told to cut instead of overdosing but I can't any more. I physically can't make myself cut myself, it doesn't work any more. I've to keep in touch over the weekend. I'm 100% sure that i'll take an overdose, the problem is getting medical attention if I need it. I'm sorry.

How are you now, Mark?

*Squashes Lindsay Hard*

*hugs Lindsay* wow. just...omg. I can't believe that was their suggestion. that's terrible.
please be careful.

*hugs Mark* I'm feeling less of whatever was going on in my head yesterday. didn't injure. did eat. calling it a win.
how are you?

I'm tired tbh, My throat pain woke me at 3.45am , early night tonight I think.

*Hugs Crimson*

I'd say try to coat your throat with honey but most vegans i know don't consume it... maybe just tea and off to bed early is the best bet. *hugs Mark*

I hope your throat feels better soon, Mark.

I'm not vegan Crimson , Vege though , I have some throat liquid that my neighbour had perscibed but never used . I am planning on bed at 9pm UK time , meds then bed , I Drank Ginger and Lime tea with Honey in it . yesterday . *Hugs*

I feel so damn alone. :crying:

*Hugs Lindsay* *Holds your Hand*

*hugs Mark* hope it helps. Hmmm... was it Hayley that was vegan?

*hugs Lindsay and sits with* Not alone, hun.

yes Hayley is a Vegan , She won't wear wool or any animal products.
*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs all my wardies goodnight*

*hugs all*
I'm now at my parents for a few days, because tomorrow we are going to my grandma's for a family meal and the topic of conversation is crematorians and christmas, I really don't think I can cope with them talking about death and furnerals especially with my suicide plan being so close and me being obsessed with killing myself. its going to be a hard day.
sorry i'm not doing individual replies at the moment, lots of replies since I last posted and I'm not doing great myself, sorry all but lots of cuddles to you all.

*cuddles Oliver* i'm off for home soon but you can message on fb this weekend if you need.

thanks Crimson *hugs*

Heya everyone im sorry your all struggling :(

*Hugs Mark* I hope your throat gets better soon

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Khalia*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Oliver* Sorry your not doing well.

*Hugs Oliver heaps*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Oh and I know you can't get on RYL at the weekends Crimson but *HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!*

How are you, Mark?

I've taken an overdose :( I don't know what to do now because i'm not sure how to take care of myself. I can't get medical attention because my psychiatrist will find out and he'll stop giving me my medication. Breathing Space told me to keep in touch over the weekend but if I phone them they will put me through to NHS 24 who will try and get me to go to hospital.

Well, The Stupid Vets Woulden't come out to vist our family dog and Mum didn't want to carry her ( She coulden't really walk ) To the vets as she woud get so stressed so they called my sisters friend Helen who is a qualified vet and she came out and poor scoobs was so ill she had to put her down . Like I need this sadness . At least she was at home . *Cries*

Lindsay, Please don't take anymore pills *Hugs You* I'm about should you want to talk.

I'm so sorry , Mark. *hugs*

Lindsay please get medical help. call someone * hugs*

Mark am so sorry about your dog * hugs*


feeling a bit scared ...want my husband to come back from the shops soon
dont like being alone

*Hugs DarkAsylum* I forgot your name , sorry , I hope your husband returns soon.

I'm going for a walk , I need it.

my name is Ella * smiles*
i hope the walk helps
* hugs*

*Hugs Ella*

Me and my alters are feeling really bad at the moment , my husband is back from the shop and is watching tv. But we feel that we need to cut.
Ella
we need to die
Rei

*Hugs Ella*

*huggles all who want waves to everyone else* hey guys... I have been having it hard lately... I have been having bad thoughts of my brother again and... last night when I was trying to sleep I pictured him dead and it just really disturbs me and I am so scared.....

*Hugs Megz* I'm sorry the dreams troubled you :/

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry to hear about your dog

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry you od. I'm here for you if you want to talk.

*Hugs Ella*

*Hugs Megz*

*hugs you all then hides and cries*

*Hugs Oliver* Hey mate you ok? *Sits with you*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs All my other wardies*

*hugs Ian and Mark* how are you guys?

A Bit Depressed Oliver but thats not unuusual ,How are you? *Hugs*

*hugs Mark* I've got the flu and feeling on edge, my mood keeps swinging.

Anyone Heard from Lindsay Today?

no i am really worried, normally she has been on by now.

I'm worried about her too, I really hope she is ok.

*hugs Mark and Louise*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Oliver*



I have texted Lindsay , hopefully I'll get a response, Perhaps she did get medical attention and is in Hospital?

hugs mark and oliver - i hope that is the case mark, how are you both

I hope she got medical attention too.

I'm not doing so great, plus got the flu.

*hugs Mark and Louise*

*hugs ward*

* hugs Felicia* How are you?

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Felicia* I Love You <3