*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Felicia*

*hugs everyone*

*Squishes Lindsay* How are you feeling hun?

Not great. Still not sure whether I should overdose or not. How are you, Mark?

I'm sorry you are still struggling with the urge to OD Lindsay Keep fighting hun .
I'm triggered , Still/Again from last night , Getting really frustrated at my parents, with the lack of privacy and all , My upper body is all high pitched and tingley if that makes sense? Stressed and anxious :S

*hugs Mark*

Dammit! I'm pissed! I've been up most the damn night cleaning and my husbands in there sleeping like a damn baby! grrr. sorry... just needed to get that off my chest. The more pissed I get the more I want to SI.

*Hugs Kelly* Could you put on some nice music to distract yourself ? Plus it'd probably wake your husband up :P

a Penguin that was VERY happy about the snow :)
Maybe it''ll raise a little smile for us :)
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xed9LiMf1Qg&feature=aso"]YouTube - Happy Penguin jumping[/ame]

Your Video did give me a much needed smile Mark :)

And Kelly, I second Mark's idea.

Keep on fighting Lindsey, you're doing so well to resist this urge. *Hugs*

*hugs wardies*

Hey Helen *hugs* How are you?

*hugs ward*

Mark, that penguin is sooo sooo cute.

*Hugs Felicia* How are you today?

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Mark* You alright?

Not really Lia , I'm getting so triggered it's ridiculous . I went out and bought alcohol as that has a good way of getting rid of the triggered thought 9/10 times . But I feel awful the next day and I really don't like the taste and I don't want to lose control of it .... For crying out loud it's like life has said Cut or Drink , you must do one of these :(

How are you Lia?

*hugs Mark* I'm so sorry, dear.

Lia, I don't know how I am. Three words come to mind: Over, finished, and done. None of those are emotions. I don't know.

Mark, you can get through life without drinking yourself to oblivion or cutting *hugs*

*hugs Lia* I'm okay. Missing my best friend. You?

*Hugs Felicia* What's the matter?

*Hugs Mark* You don't need either of those things to get through life. Have you thought about going back on the pills if you're drinking again?

*Hugs Helen* Sorry you're missing your bestie.

I'm tired. Tired of wanting to break down in tears all the time, tired of falling apart over nothing, tired of the constant ache in my heart and at the bottom of my stomach, tired of my head being too all over the place to focus on my work, tired of everything being effort and hurting and tired of ranting on here.