*hugs Katie* I hope you feel better hun

Hi Celtic *hugs if okay*

[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nM-xBn4-R2A"]Steve Kaetzel feat. Brianna Holan - So Alone (Nightcore Mix) - YouTube[/ame]

soothinglycalming :D still feels like a headcrab sits on my head. ô.ô video is calming.

*hugs m0nk* hope that's okies :)

*leavs some goodies on the table - brownies, choc chip cookies, chip and drinks*

I feel trapped with the end of the road coming up quickly :(

*hugs Matt*

Apparently I dissociated and actually cut myself in the middle of a club. F*ck. Then, supposedly, came home and cut some more. I remember going into the club, then I remember looking at my arm in my room and realising I needed stitches. Feel so hopeless right now.

That sounds horrid sapphire hearts :( How are you feeling now? I hope you're okay!

Been having a really sh*t day. Really want to curl up and forget the stupid world. Hate my moods.

thanks celtic *offers safe hugs* wasn't fun.

Sorry your day is **** - hope things improve for you x

*hugs Katie and Celtic* I hope both of your days get better :)

I wish I could have a good day for once without looking over my shoulder and hoping no one is watching me

*hugs Matt* someday you won't have to look over your shoulder, I promise. Hope things get better for you sweetie.

*hugs Katie* I hope that will be true someday. Things fluctuate for me it seems like on an hourly basis... sometimes I am fine and then i end up depressed/angry over something... ugh. Wish it would all go away... wish I could just go away for a while

Cut the deepest I ever have last night. Can now barely walk. All stitched up and nowhere to go... Except my eight and a half hour bar shift tonight. Not sure how I'm going to deal with that, frankly. I'm so screwed up right now.

I cant stop crying... I am so tired and so stressed... my head hurts so bad and I just wish I could self destruct... blah... fun times

*hugs Katie* hope the bar shift went okies. How are you feeling today?

*hugs raining_inmy head if okay* what's making you so stressed?

*hugs raining* what's up sweetie?

*hugs Matt* A&E two nights in a row :( not good. Stressed out because my partner for tomorrow's presentation dropped out at the last minute without doing any work, so have to try and do it myself.

How are you doing sweetheart? xx

Hugs all,

Hope everyone is safe...

Fun times, realising you are completely alone... No one to talk to at all...
I need to learn to deal with me myself... Hmm...

Checks in for a few days... And puts the kettle on...

It's very quiet in here.

Sorry i've been awol, was in hospital for 12 weeks.

Back in again.

Had a bit of a relapse last week- nothing too serious, but I'm still upset it happened.

I also have a friend calling me selfish and a terrible person because I won't go drinking with her, even though I'm barely managing to make it to lectures right now let alone socialise.

/crashes in the corner

i always let myself be forgotten on the back burner.
maybe i just need the time... here... to pull myself back together. remind myself that i'm important enough for the front lines.

I think I better check in for a while. I have been lurking but need some kindness.

*Brings in fuzzy warm blanket, peppermint tea, and fluffy pillow*

*offers tea to everyone*

it's a rough time. i'm so stressed. *hides under blanket*